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May 06, 2016 04:54AM
Issy looked at her again, smiling slightly as she sat back in her seat, she was so confused, what was she meant to do? She played with her food again then ate it all completely "how are you and zayne?"
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"We're good." Daniella said and smiled at the thought of Zayne. "He comes over most nights after work. It's nice. We just have dinner together then watch some TV and cuddle until he leaves." She said softly. "Did I tell you he stayed over last weekend?" She asked Issy.
Issy giggled a little as she looked at her. Smiling some more "that's so lovely then." She said, she was happy to see her bestfriend happy like that, genuinely happy. "I'm glad you two are good." She said to her, smiling again.
Daniella nodded and smiled widely at Issy. "I really really like him." She said honestly and then sighed happily. She was almost convinced she loved Zayne but she was in no way ready to say that. They hadn't been a couple that long yet, and even if they had been it would take her a while to feel confident enough to tell him that.
She giggled a little and smiled "you're totally in love with him." She commented and smiled happily. "I'm glad he makes you happy." She said softly, smiling again. "So it's all just dinner movies and cuddling? Nothing else!" She winked
"Issy!" Daniella scolded then laughed. "Well there's some kissing." She saw the look she got from Issy. "Okay. So there's a lot of kissing and some hand roaming but that's really it." She admitted with a small shrug. "We haven't done it again if that's what you really want to know."
She laughed and nodded, that was exactly what she wanted to know. She finished her dinner and took their plates up, putting them into the dishwasher. "I mean, that's kind of a good thing, now you know that's not what he's after," she said
"Issy." Daniella said and frowned slightly. She was a little hurt that her opinion of Zayne was anything like that. Her frown faded though when she realised that her friend was right and that she would have done the same with any guy that was with Issy. "Yeah okay. I guess that is a good thing." She admitted softly.
"I'm just saying, he's not with you for sex." She said "he obviously really likes you and really wants to be with you." She said and smiled a little, kissing her best friends cheek when she walked back to the table "you know I didn't mean it to be anything mean."
Daniella reluctantly nodded in agreement. "Yeah okay. So maybe I'm a little over protective." She admitted and smiled at Issy. She traced made up shapes on the table with her finger as she looked at her best friend. "You really think he really likes me?" She asked, almost feeling like a shy teenager again.
Issy sat back down and watched her, she giggle with a nod "yes, totally." She said to her and smiled "the way he looks at you, it's so cute.",
Daniella smiled widely. If Issy was pleased by how Zayne treated her then it proved she wasn't blinded by her attraction to him. She was glad that they could still talk about her relationship even though Jamie was there. She couldn't help but feel guilty as she spoke of her boyfriend while Issy's husband was in a completely different world. "I get worried that maybe we're going too fast." She admitted quietly.
Issy looked at her a little confused with her eye brows narrowed a little, the more they spoke about Daniella and Zayne's relationship the more she missed Jamie but to her it meant at least she knows he's still there, still alive and still loved her, but it was difficult yet she wanted to chat with her bestfriend, and if it was about her and zayne then that was fine with her. "What do you mean?" She asked her
Daniella looked down at the table as she spoke. "I mean we had sex on the first date Issy." She reminded her and sighed. "We're always together. We work together and then we hang out for most of the night." She added. "I don't regret it and I wouldn't change any of it but it just seems like we're just racing along without any real destination." She explained, not sure if she was making sense at all.
Issy nodded softly as she listened "yeah I know. Well... What do you want to do? Do you like want him to take you on dates? Or... Do you mean you feel like you're seeig him too often?" She asked
"I'm not sure." Daniella admitted. "You know when you first start dating someone it's always like you're working towards something. The first date, the first kiss, the first time. That sort of thing but we did all that in one night. So to me after that it's when things get a lot more serious, like really committed but that feels wrong so soon." She explained and looked up at her friend. Ella always needed a sense of purpose, a reason for doing something or a goal to reach. Without it she felt kind of lost. In her head the next logical step for her and Zayne was what Issy and Jamie had but when they had only been dating for a few weeks that was obviously a ridiculous idea.
Issy nodded as she understood, she understood also daniella's need for purpose, it would he hard for now when everything you wanted from a relation that early had already happened. "Well why don't you try making new goals? Maybe something that the two of you can work towards, like I don't know, maybe a holiday someplace together?" She suggested. She really wasn't sure what to say, how could she help her when her own situation was different. "Oh maybe you guys limit seeing each other after work so that the time when you do, it's exciting."
Daniella slowly nodded. She liked the idea of setting new goals and Issy's suggestion of a holiday made her smile. She wasn't so keen on the second idea however but it wasn't a bad suggestion. The only time that Ella didn't see Zayne was the few hours between work and dinner and then from when he left to when they got to work. It was less than half a day and for the majority of the time she didn't see him she was asleep. "Those are good ideas." She agreed quietly and nodded again.
Issy shrugged again as she finished clearing up so they could sit on the couch. "It would be good for you I think." SHe said "I think it's harder for you because you guys work together." Se said "so you're always seeing each other."
Daniella nodded in agreement. "Yeah. It does feel like we're always with each other." She admitted. "Which isn't always a bad thing but maybe a small break wouldn't be a bad idea." She said softly and sighed.
"I mean I don't wanna make you have to choose that but I think it would be a good idea." She daid to her and smiled slightly
"No it makes sense." Daniella agreed and smiled at Issy. "Maybe not a break exactly but cut down on how much time we spend with each other and slow things down a little." She decided and brushed her hair from her eyes. "Thanks Issy."
Issy smiled a little more then took her hand "come on, let's watch some tv." She said to her, smiling again and headed over to do so
Daniella smiled and walked over to the couch with Issy. She curled up and got comfortable so that they could watch TV together. ((What do you wanna do now? :3))
((Umm yeah, I'm not sure now.))Issy turned the tv on and left it into a show which they both liked
((Well for Zayne and Ella we could skip to when she's suggesting the changes to their relationship? Then for Jamie and Issy, uh maybe Jamie comes and visits briefly, just an hour or something, and Issy tells him she's pregnant? :3))
Daniella was curled into Zayne's side on her couch. She knew that she was doing the exact opposite of what she had said to Issy but after he had been away all weekend she had missed him. She looked up at him and smiled as she tried to find the right words to start off the conversation. Jamie had just finished at work and he knew the logical thing to do would be to get some sleep but he needed to see Issy. Since no one would be looking for him right at that moment he didn't see why he shouldn't. He travelled down to Earth, suddenly appearing in Issy's living room.
Zayne was almost falling asleep on the couch with Daniella, he had been exhausted after the long weekend and a sudden full day back at work. He glanced at her a few times and sensed she wanted to say something "yes?" He asked Issy was asleep on the couch with a blanket pulled over her, by now she thinks she's about 2 months pregnant. She heard some movement in her living room which made her wake up a little, she yawned and stretched as she opened her eyes and called out "Daniella?@" she asked thinking it was her
"Can we talk about something?" Daniella asked and bit her lip anxiously. She could see Zayne was exhausted but she knew if she didn't do this now she wouldn't ever do it. Jamie smiled and walked through to the bedroom. "No beautiful, it's just me." He said and sat down at the edge of the bed. He couldn't see her bump because of the blankets. "Sorry for waking you." He murmured and smiled down at her.
Zayne nodded as he looked at her, a little concerned. "Yes, of course." He said and sat up slightly "talk to me" he said quietly Issy looked towards the door of her bedroom and saw him, heard his voice, she smiled brightly as she slowly but quickly sat up, holding the blanket "Jamie." She said quietly, leaning forward and hugging him. "Jamie." She said again with a soft whimper of a cry
Daniella nodded and ran over everything she had said to Issy in her head. "I don't know if you've figured this out or not yet but I need a sense of purpose. You know a reason for doing something or something to aim towards." She started off deciding this was the easiest way. "So I like having things to achieve or levels to reach. If that makes sense." Jamie hugged Issy close. "I'm sorry it was so long Issy." He whispered as he held her. He was so caught up in how much he had missed her and how much he just wanted to hold her close that he still didn't notice her baby bump.
Zayne nodded a little, understanding what it is she meant "of course, I understand." He said "you need to feel like you know what you're working towards, I understand." He said and smiled again. "I sometimes like to think in like that too." Issy embraced his touch, she had missed him so much and it had only been a few months but she felt like it had been forever. Because they were angels the pregnancy was faster, she looked like she was already 3 maybe 4 months, and she's decided she was keeping it.
"Yeah that's it exactly." Daniella nodded and then bit her lip. "So when it comes to having a relationship, in my head it's in stages. First date, first kiss, first time you do it, and then it starts to get more serious." She explained. "So for us it feels like we should be getting way more serious but that doesn't really make sense because we've only been dating for a little while." She looked up at him, still feeling genuinely confused over this. She was so rational and logical, so when something happened that wasn't either of those things she didn't know how to cope. Jamie gently let go of Issy and moved back to look at her. It was then that he finally noticed the bump. "Holy shit." He exclaimed his eyes wide as he stared at it. It wasn't a bad thing to have a baby but it was just such a shock to see the bump.
Zayne gently rubbing her side as he listened to her words, to what she was saying, "I get it." He said and when he thought about it, it made sense. "It's makes perfect sense, that logic. I get it, and I get that obviously we didn't exactly take it in those stages." He nodded in agreement with her. "I don't want to push you too quickly and too far though." He said Issy bit her lip and pulled the blanket around her, trying to hide the bump. "Jamie." She said, scared of what he would say. "I was going to tell you.@ she said
Daniella nodded and smiled a little when he got it without her needing to explain it further. "So I don't really know what to do. I mean I don't want to break up or anything. That's not what this is." She added quickly. "I just feel kind of lost." Jamie nodded and blinked in shock as he tried to process this. He had gotten her pregnant and then left for months. He pulled Issy back into his arms. "Oh baby I'm so sorry I left you." He murmured and held her close to him. He buried his face in her neck and took deep breaths.
Zayne was worried that maybe she was about to break up with him though when she quickly clarified she wasn't he sighed loudly with relief. "I don't want to break up either." He said to her. "Do... Do you not want me to be around?" He asked Issy was still so worried and so stressed, she couldn't tell how he was going to response especially when he just sat there and starred at her. "Jamie." She said quickly before he pulled her back into a soft hug, she gently cried when he apologised and hugged her. "I love you." She said
Daniella shrugged and looked down at her hands. "I don't know what I want." She said honestly. "I'm so confused and I'm scared and I really really like you and I'm so worried I'll mess this up and nothing makes any sense." She was speaking so fast she had to take a deep breath once she had gotten that sentence out. Jamie held Issy close to him. "I love you too baby." He whispered and gently pulled back to look at her face. "We're gonna have a baby." He whispered in awe, a smile finally making its way back to his face. "Like an actual baby. That's ours."
Zayne looked at her seriously, concerned with how fast she was talking. "Woah woah.. Elle, breath." He said and shook his head "hey breath." He said again to her. "You're not going to ruin or mess anything up, Dani we can figure out what you wanna do... What were gonna do." He said Issy giggled as she looked at him and then her bump, she gently rubbed it and smiled some more "we are." She said again, smiling at him. "You're going to be a daddy." She said
Daniella looked up at Zayne and then nodded slowly. She had never felt like this about anyone before and it was really freaking her out. "I'm sorry. I'm just... I don't know." She murmured and sighed. Jamie hesitantly put his hands on her bump. "I'm gonna be a daddy." He repeated and then smiled widely. He didn't think about what problems they might have or how they were going to be able to look after their baby together, he just basked in the pure bliss of knowing that he was going to be a dad.
Zayne nodded again to her, smiling slightly "I know hun, I know." He said "tell me, what do you wanna do right now?" He asked Issy giggled a little as she watched him, letting him put his hands on her belly, she gently leaned against him again, smiling as she breathed in his scent, his smell was so distinct to her. "Please don't leave me." She said quietly
Daniella bit her lip. "Right now? In this exact moment?" She asked and looked up at him. "I want my head to stop being so confused and for you to hold me." She answered. Jamie moved further on to the bed and held Issy against his chest. "I won't. I promise." He told her and kissed the top of her head. He knew he could get in trouble for staying with her but maybe that was exactly what he needed. If he could get the attention of the high court then he could tell them that Issy was pregnant. They had to let her home then.
Zayne chuckled and did just that, pulling her back into a tight hug. "I'll just sit her like a giant teddy and hug you." He promised Issy looked at him again, smiling some more, she hugged him tightly again, kissing his cheek. "Jamie." She said quietly, resting her head on his chest finally where she could relax, listen to his heart beat. She was crying softly from all her emotions, firstly because she was pregnant, she hadn't told him first, now she had him back and she didn't want to loose him. "I want to go home." She said quietly
Daniella smiled and hugged Zayne back, curling into his chest. "Issy suggested we should maybe stop spending so much time together, so when we do see each other it's more exciting. I don't know how I feel about that." She murmured. "She also said we could set our own goals, since we already did everything." Jamie let Issy cry, knowing that she needed to let her emotions out. He comforted her as he held her close. "I know baby. I'm gonna bring you home. I promise." He told her and kissed the top of her head. "I just need a few more days to get things sorted." He added and stroked her hair.
Zayne gently rubbed her back, stroking her hand over his
(Sorry.)Zayne chuckled a little and gently rubbed her back then stroked her hair softly. "Well that actually sounds like a good idea." He said "both things.. But you're right, I'm not sure how Incan go without seeing you." He said. Kissing her head gently. "What type of goals does she mean?" He asked her interested.
Issy sobbed into his chest for a good few minutes before she finally composed herself, wiping away her tears and looking at him again. "I'm sorry, I'm kind of like an emotional wreck." She admitted to him. "Are you going back home then?" She asked concerned, not wanting to give him up.
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((Oh it's okay. I just wasn't sure what was going on so i thought it was easier to check xD ))Daniella smiled and nodded. "Yeah." She agreed in a quiet voice. "She suggested like going on holiday." She told Zayne. "Together obviously. Not by ourselves. That doesn't help the problem." She knew she was doing a lot of babbling but she couldn't help herself. "We don't have to do that but it didn't sound like a bad idea."
Jamie smiled and wiped her tears away. "You're allowed to be. It's okay." He told her and kissed her nose lightly. "No not yet. I'm staying with you. I'll go home... Later." He said as he didn't know what the time was here. He couldn't even remember what the time had been when he left, at the time he had been so determined to go visit his wife.
Zayne chuckled as he realised how much babbling she was doing "Dani, baby." He said "you're babbling." He told her, he gently laced his hand through with hers. "I think it's a good idea.. I actually think they're both a good idea, maybe annoyingly not spending so much time together will be good. And the holiday sounds fun." He said to her, bit sure she really like the idea though. Issy smiled happily with a nod, kissing his cheek gently and hugging him again. "Thank you baby." She said "can we please lay together?" She asked just wanting to lie back down, and now with her husband.
