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kavi ~he-him~
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Apr 13, 2017 09:39AM
I need a guitarist, a bassist, and a drummer, and Idk if my voice is that good, I'd been practicing my singing in the shower lately. But finding band members is hard to do....idk where/how to find them and stuff. And even if I do find ppl, would they want to be in my band or would they want me in theirs? Idk. And would I be really good at singing? Good enough to be able to be in a band, to go on tours and all that stuff?
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This is a big step for me because I'm really shy and have stage fright. I'd never even thought about wanting to be in a band as a singer, until this year. Last year I started writing some songs and was sorta thinking about being in a band but I wasn't so sure about it because I can't really sing in front of other ppl because of my shyness
Masi wrote: "I sing in the shower too"I'm just kind of singing random notes XD
Some bands have keyboardist. I play the keyboard and the piano.
PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "Some bands have keyboardist. I play the keyboard and the piano."True I can play the piano
I have to say something to my depression and Anxiety
❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I have to say something to my depression and Anxiety"do it kavs
Dear Depression, Get lost, and go away and leave me alone, I hate you, because of you, I almost lost hope, I'm broken and shattered, everyday I have to put on a fake smile trying to hide you, it's hard to even put on the fake smile, because it takes so much to smile. Because of you, I have to force myself to get out of bed. I get it, I didn't have a good past, but you don't need to keep reminding me of it. Because of you, it's hard for me to not feel alone and lonely even tho I know I'm not alone. There is the door right there, just....go away and leave me alone.....pls....and take your friend Anxiety with you.
Sincerely, Kavya
Dear Depression, Get lost, and go away and leave me alone, I hate you, because of you, I almost lost hope, I'm broken and shattered, everyday I have to put on a fake smile trying to hide you, it's hard to even put on the fake smile, because it takes so much to smile. Because of you, I have to force myself to get out of bed. I get it, I didn't have a good past, but you don't need to keep reminding me of it. Because of you, it's hard for me to not feel alone and lonely even tho I know I'm not alone. There is the door right there, just....go away and leave me alone.....pls....and take your friend Anxiety with you.
Sincerely, Kavya
❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Dear Depression, Get lost, and go away and leave me alone, I hate you, because of you, I almost lost hope, I'm broken and shattered, everyday I have to put on a fake smile trying to hide you, it'..."
ditto omg.....
just made this meme of Jake pitts' wife
that awkward moment when you think of something funny and then you start laughing and then everyone stares at you
Rebel love song by Black Veil Brides I cannot hide what's on my mind
I feel it burning deep inside
A passion crime to take what's mine
Let us start living for today
Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time
So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song
My outlaw eyes have seen their lies
I choke on all they had to say
When worlds collide what's left inside
I hold on tight and hear you pray
Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time
So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song
Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom
(Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom)
Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time
So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song
So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song
Paint It Black by Andy Black [Verse 1]
Don't you know
We're still gold
Just another day we made mistakes
Face the rain
Don't walk away
There's another chance to set it straight
[Pre-Chorus 1]
It's not too late to turn back home
And we were never meant to be alone
You know we've got each other
It's not too late for two lost souls
We're not the only ones to lose control
But we're in this together, yeah
[Chorus]
Every time you walk away
I lose the one I need to save
I just paint it black
Like starting over
Every time I lose a fight
And I'm dying to be right
I just paint it black
So you remember
This won't last forever
It's just another night
[Verse 2]
Same old song
We sang along
Never knowing how it's gonna end
I am here with love my dear
We can let it go and start again
[Pre-Chorus 2]
In my heart we share a home
And all the years that we have grown
You know we've got each other
So hear me out and don't give up
The world is ours and with our love
We're in this together, yeah
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
So look in my eyes
Clear as the skies
You can see right through me
Your heart bleeds through me
No matter where you are
I won't leave you behind
We'll make it out alive
We'll make it out alive
[Chorus]
[Outro]
It's just another night
It's just another night
If I'm James Dean, then you're Audrey Hepburn by Sleeping With Sirens [Intro]
Stay for tonight
If you want to
I can show you
What my dreams are made of
As I'm dreaming of your face
I've been away for a long time
Such a long time
And I miss you there
I can't imagine being anywhere else
I can't imagine being anywhere else but here
[Verse 1]
How the hell did you ever pick me?
Honestly, I could sing you a song
But I don't think words can express your beauty
It's singing to me
How the hell did we end up like this?
You bring out the beast in me
I fell in love from the moment we kissed
Since then we've been history
[Chorus]
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me
[Verse 2]
It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are
What my dreams are made of
Can't fall asleep, can't fall asleep
I lay in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night
As I dream of you
I'll fall in love, you'll fall in love
It could mean everything, everything to me
I can't imagine being anywhere else
[Chorus]
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me
[Verse 3]
The way that we are
It's the reason I stay
As long as you're here with me
I know we'll be okay
The way that we are
Is the reason I stay
As long as you're here with me
I know I'll be okay
[Chorus]
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me
(I couldn't love just anyone)
They say that love is forever
(I was created to love just one baby)
Your forever is all that I need
(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay as long as you need
(I couldn't love just anyone)
Can't promise that things won't be broken
(I was created to love just one baby)
But I swear that I will never leave
(I couldn't love just anyone, I was created to love just one girl)
Please stay forever with me
so, I went to my first easter egg hunt today at my elementary school, it was fun and I only got two eggs XD
but it was also hot, and I was wearing long sleeves shirt which is not a spring clothes cause I don't have a lot of spring clothes.....so....I get dehydrated really easily.....
I just discovered a new band, and they're following me on twitter and they asked me to check out their music on spotify and they are really good. you guys should check them outhttps://open.spotify.com/album/3iWtSv...
Masi wrote: "❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "so, I went to my first easter egg hunt today at my elementary school, it was fun and I only got two ..."I am in Highschool XD my brother and his friend and my friend and I were probably the only highschoolers there XD most of the ppl there were elementary schoolers or 0-4 year olds XD other than the adults
Masi wrote: "❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "so, I went to my first easter egg hunt today at my elementary school, it was fun and I only got two ..."but it was the elementary school that I used to go to before I went to middle school
Masi wrote: "oh. You used the word "my" so I thought you went there."I used the word "My" because it's my old elementary school. I went there for Kindergarten-5th grade.
I love Linkin Park but idk how I feel about their song, Heavy
Masi wrote: "❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "My foot fell asleep"It hurts badly. One time I go up normally and hurt so bad I was like, "WHAT THE-""
for me when my foot falls asleep, I start feeling some kind of sensations, like some needles are poking my foot, idk how to describe that sensation and it's hard to move my foot.
I need help with naming a playlist.
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Im p*ssed at Alex. My breath is shaking
Cynonic~I feel numb/I can't come to life/I feel like/I'm frozen in time~ wrote: "Im p*ssed at Alex. My breath is shaking"What happened?
❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "*grabs bat*"I haven't used this in a while *holds up bat*
evangalina ~ behind this soft exterior lies a warrior wrote: "Scremo Mix XD"It has more than just screamo and rock music tho.. It also has Halsey, Melanie Martinez, Troye Sivan, and Juliet Simms and some disney and Nightcore music, and some opening and theme songs from Fairy Tail. Basically it has a wide range of music.
I give up. I cant handle this anymore
Cynonic~I feel numb/I can't come to life/I feel like/I'm frozen in time~ wrote: "https://www.goodreads.com/topic/show/...
Towards bottom"
(This gif means SERIOUS BUSINESS!)
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PUT ALEX IN THE GALLOWS!
Towards bottom"
(This gif means SERIOUS BUSINESS!)
image:
https://www.purefandom.com/wp-content...
PUT ALEX IN THE GALLOWS!
Cynonic~I feel numb/I can't come to life/I feel like/I'm frozen in time~ wrote: "https://www.goodreads.com/topic/show/...Towards bottom"
Okay Alex is getting on my nerves.....*raises my bat up*
PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "Cynonic~I feel numb/I can't come to life/I feel like/I'm frozen in time~ wrote: "https://www.goodreads.com/topic/show/...Towar..."
I like that idea
I don't try causing arguments and I am not that spoiled
Cynonic~I feel numb/I can't come to life/I feel like/I'm frozen in time~ wrote: "I give up. I cant handle this anymore"Cyn don't *hugs*
Im like so close to deleting my account
Cynonic~I feel numb/I can't come to life/I feel like/I'm frozen in time~ wrote: "Im like so close to deleting my account"don't Cyn, don't do it!! :( *hugs*
This stress will be the death of me.
Cynonic~I feel numb/I can't come to life/I feel like/I'm frozen in time~ wrote: "This stress will be the death of me."*hugs* I'm sorry sis....
the Fearless Records label (the record label that two of my fav bands, Pierce The Veil and Grayscale are a part of)....I'm following all of their playlists on spotify and I'm following the account for the label on Twitter, and they posted one of their playlists on spotify, on a post on Twitter, that playlist is full of emo songs, and I replied to their post on twitter saying that I followed all of their playlists, and they liked my tweet, and they replied back to my post saying Love you
❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "the Fearless Records label (the record label that two of my fav bands, Pierce The Veil and Grayscale are a part of)....I'm following all of their playlists on spotify and I'm following the account ..."and I replied back saying, LOVE YOU TOO
evangalina ~ behind this soft exterior lies a warrior wrote: "I lashed out again on Alex >.<"what did you say?
Cynonic~I feel numb/I can't come to life/I feel like/I'm frozen in time~ wrote: "Im like so close to deleting my account"
Don't leave! Just leave all the groups that Alex is in and block him. Don't go back to him or the groups he's in.
Don't leave! Just leave all the groups that Alex is in and block him. Don't go back to him or the groups he's in.
He;s in groups friends want me in. Groups where I have more characters then him
so, I started listening to the bands, Pvris, Tonight Alive and I prevail, and I love them!
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