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[Hallie]

Kavy, when you join a band, I'm going to try and get every single song that you sing!!!

[blue]

Firestar/Leon i can't hold the demon inside me much longer wrote: "Most ppl from wat i understand join goodreads bcuz they felt alone in this world with no one to love them my music can change that wait until tomorrow and ill post my music trust me itll help"

exactly

[kavi ~he-him~]

my musical tastes, my friends both on GR and irl, tho my friends irl don't know, my Jonathan, all of my fav bands, they're the ones that are keeping me together, since I'm a broken mess on the inside, they are keeping me from falling apart, even tho there are time when I sometimes still feel alone and lonely even tho I know I'm not alone, times when I feel unwanted, and worthless, Depression tends to make me feel like that sometimes and there are times when I lose hope, or feel like losing hope, because of how long I'd been suffering, and fighting my own battles, but then You guys, and my musical tastes and my fav bands are there, and all of you guys and my fav bands come and give me hope and stuff.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Kavy, when you join a band, I'm going to try and get every single song that you sing!!!"

Thank you Hallie <3333333333

[kavi ~he-him~]

if it hadn't been for you guys, or my fav bands or my taste in music, or the books, or anime, or my Jon, if I hadn't met you guys or Jon, or discovered my taste in music, idk where I'd be rn, or what I would've done.....I would've lost it, or gone mad if I hadn't had you guys or music or books or Jon

[[deleted user]]

Thats wat im here for im the kind of person that would never let u down i promise

[kavi ~he-him~]

tho there are times when I still have the suicidal thoughts, depression makes you think those things, and times when I get to the point where, I just deperately feel like giving up, but then I look around and I think about all the ppl I love and the things I love and my future and stuff, and I've thought about what would happen if I do give up and after it....and I knew that you guys and the ppl I love would get hurt, and it will tear you guys, so I decide to try and go on for another day or longer stay and I try to stay alive for you guys because I love you guys too much to leave you and hurt you. And I'm kind of happy that I decided to keep going because it feels nice.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just realized we're on the hundredth page O_O

[[deleted user]]

Wow lol and i gots news! Dontknow if i told u yet but me and princess breeze isactually dating now

[kavi ~he-him~]

also, I used to self-harm by scratching myself, but then I stopped, occassionally I start doing it again, but then I stopped and now I COMPLETELY stopped and because of my musical tastes I now no longer have the urge to do it again, and now I just turn to music for help instead

[kavi ~he-him~]

Firestar/Leon i can't hold the demon inside me much longer wrote: "Wow lol and i gots news! Dontknow if i told u yet but me and princess breeze isactually dating now"

YESSSSSSSS I SHIP IT

[[deleted user]]

Thnx lol

[kavi ~he-him~]

Nerdy, Cyn, Hallie, Blue, Cas, Severus, Shine, Leon, Marie, Hatter, Thelma, Tura, Erin, Masi, Eve, Aurie, Eva, Trelas, Mama Jac, Lys, and everyone that I love on GR, I love you all so much, you guys are a family to me and will always be one, I will always love you no matter what happens and you all mean so much to me and I am very lucky to have you guys, I love you guys, no matter how far we are from each other, no matter how much time difference there is, our hearts will always be close to each other and nothing can change that.... EVER

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

<3 luv u 2 sister

[NerdyJediGymnast]

❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Nerdy, Cyn, Hallie, Blue, Cas, Severus, Shine, Leon, Marie, Hatter, Thelma, Tura, Erin, Masi, Eve, Aurie, Eva, Trelas, Mama Jac, and everyone that I love on GR, I love you all so much, you guys are..."

AW YOU SWEET ANGEL CUPCAKE Thanks Sis

[blue]

Aw Kavy, I love you so much too. I love y'all so much. I don't know what I would do without you guys. Goodreads is like my family, I've met so many amazing people (and some not-so-amazing people) but we'll always be there for each other <3 :)

[Hallie]

I almost screamed when I saw my name in the list.

But love you so much, Kavy!!!!!!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "

I almost screamed when I saw my name in the list.

But love you so much, Kavy!!!!!!!!!!"

Love you too Hallie!!!! that pic is cute

[[deleted user]]

I like your music. I just never heard the bands before.

[kavi ~he-him~]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "I like your music. I just never heard the bands before."

You should! They are really good!!

[jericho]

❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Nerdy, Cyn, Hallie, Blue, Cas, Severus, Shine, Leon, Marie, Hatter, Thelma, Tura, Erin, Masi, Eve, Aurie, Eva, Trelas, Mama Jac, Lys, and everyone that I love on GR, I love you all so much, you guy..."

Kavy, you are amazing and lovely and there are so much more words I could describe you with but there isn't a word because that's just how phenomenal you are. I hope you get in a band because if you don't I'll be forcing someone to do it, I bet you have an amazing voice there are just people out there who haven't heard it or aren't ready to hear such an amazing voice. My mother told me so many times 'If someone was "bullying or making fun of me" they were just jealous' and that they were, and I believe that's how people feel when they see you that you're so chill, smart, beautiful, fantastic, and wonderful. Oh and just a joy to everyone that meets you and to those you meet. Love you too sis!!! <3

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thank you Thelma <33333333333333 *hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Nerdy, Cyn, Hallie, Blue, Cas, Severus, Shine, Leon, Marie, Hatter, Thelma, Tura, Erin, Masi, Eve, Aurie, Eva, Trelas, Mama Jac, Lys, and everyone that I love on GR, I love you all so much, you guy..."

jacqueline wrote: "yes what am i reading"
this

[blue]

Hellooo

[kavi ~he-him~]

BLUE

[jericho]

❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Thank you Thelma <33333333333333 *hugs*"

*hugs back* Anything for my family <333333333

[kavi ~he-him~]

I tried recording myself trying to sing a song, and I was listening to it, and my voice sounds weird.....I HATE MY VOICE ON RECORDING O_O

[[deleted user]]

I sound awful when my voice was recorded.

[jericho]

I try to sing...

[kavi ~he-him~]

my voice on recording sounds so weird O_O unfortunately your voice on recording, is how other ppl hear your voice

[kavi ~he-him~]

This Thursday....THE day

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

My voice is annoying on a recording....am I that annoying :(

[[deleted user]]

❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Nerdy, Cyn, Hallie, Blue, Cas, Severus, Shine, Leon, Marie, Hatter, Thelma, Tura, Erin, Masi, Eve, Aurie, Eva, Trelas, Mama Jac, Lys, and everyone that I love on GR, I love you all so much, you guy..."

family isnt always blood its the people in your life who want you in theirs who want to see you smile everyday who will love you no matter what and will never give up on you


i love you guys especially you fern (pb)

[kavi ~he-him~]

siriusly, my school has blocked a lot of the sites to play games on the school on my account, but some of the other kids get to play games!!! -_- why are they able to play games, and not me? -_-

[[deleted user]]

they probably found a way to bypass the IBOSS crap

[kavi ~he-him~]

how did they do that? -_- I'm bored and waiting for something to load, and that something is TAKING FOREVER!! I'm supposed to be working on a project which is due on Thursday and I don't have a lot of time and I have to take a pic of my face using a webcam, and IT IS TAKING FOREVER TO LOAD -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

AND I AM BORED AND I HAD TO PUT MY PHONE SOMEWHERE SO I DON'T GET DISTRACTED

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Someone actually found a way pass the IBoss and got his computer taken away from it

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

There's all sorts of unblocked sites out there. Look up 'unblocked games' and click on links until you find one. It should work. What type of computers do you use?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Windows and iMacs

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol, that makes this really easy. Download a GBA emulator (probably GBV-M) app from whatever webstore you use, and then find an unblocked ROM site and download some of those. You like Nintendo games, right?

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Emulators are the best things ever created. The Chromebooks our school has us use can run VBA-M, and so I got a Super Mario World ROM. And a DOOM ROM. And roughly 14 different PokeMon ROMs. Not to mention my seven Legend of Zelda ROMs.....

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

So many.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

It's beautiful.

[[deleted user]]

lucky

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Wow.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wait we can get a GBA on a chrome book?

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Yeah. Go to the Chrome Webstore, and look up VBA-M. And then you can download some ROMs.

[kavi ~he-him~]

The guy I love has a GBA emulator on his phone. I want one but I can't get one because they don't have a version for iOS 8 or later

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sirius (Malakalato) Kaldwin wrote: "Yeah. Go to the Chrome Webstore, and look up VBA-M. And then you can download some ROMs."

I'm gonna do that after I get home from school