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[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Ive listened to some BVB

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LOL YEPPPPPPPPPP

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YAYYY HOW R U DOING KAVY

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm okay wbu wishing I could meet Andy sooner

[kavi ~he-him~]

Anything Rock/Metal/Punk/Emo/Screamo/Alternatives IS BAE

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I'm okay wbu wishing I could meet Andy sooner"

I'm good

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Anything Rock/Metal/Punk/Emo/Screamo/Alternatives IS BAE">

Gurl yasss

[kavi ~he-him~]

When you meet ppl with the same musical tastes as you

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "When you meet ppl with the same musical tastes as you"

hahaha YEAHHHHH

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I'm okay wbu wishing I could meet Andy sooner"

I WANT TO MEET ANDY!!! no fair

[kavi ~he-him~]

Pierce the veil and sleeping with sirens as well

[kavi ~he-him~]

the wife of Jake pitts liked two of my tweets O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

I DIDN'T MEET ANDY BUT I WILL BE SEEING HIM IN JULY

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I DIDN'T MEET ANDY BUT I WILL BE SEEING HIM IN JULY"

AW MAN UR LUCKY

[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe someday when I become a part of a band.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

BVB, PTV, SWS, MCR, and a lot of my other fav bands inspired me to want to be in a band, as a lead singer

[kavi ~he-him~]

All time low too

[kavi ~he-him~]

I will maybe I'll get his phone number XD cause I want to be his friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe I'm gonna tell Andy about me wanting to be in a band as a lead singer, and him inspiring me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm just hoping he'll like me......

[kavi ~he-him~]

is it bad I feel close to Andy and all of my fav bands, even tho we'd never met yet? then again they did save my life

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I'd been thinking.....because I already have some songs that I'd written, and I want to do something with those songs, I want to sing them, and I don't want to use those for my future band, because those are my songs, and I don't want to give them to anyone else, and I haven't found a band yet.....so maybe I'll start out solo.....for a little while.....and maybe when I find a band.....I can be a part of them.....but as solo, I'll do the solo, but I won't do any performances as a solo, because I have stage fright, and I'd never done any solos before in public, I'd been in choir, but never done any solos.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

hmm.....tho the only thing about solo, is the instruments the only instrument that I ACTUALLY know how to play is the Piano, and singing, I'm still learning how to play the guitar

[kavi ~he-him~]

singing along= one of the best ways to practice your singing

[kavi ~he-him~]

BVB IS COMING OUT WITH A NEW ALBUM THIS FALL AHHHH, hopefully I'll be able to see them all at Warped tour next year

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, today is Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance's birthday.

[kavi ~he-him~]

trying to practice my singing and my brother asks me to do it quieter, how do I sing quietly -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

how is it possible to sing quietly.....

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "how is it possible to sing quietly....."

i dont think it is

[Hallie]

Your brother is just being stupid! -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

......
Me: *trying to practice my singing*
My brother: Kavya, can you do that quietly
Me:....I have to practice!! I need to do it everyday
My brother: you don't have to
Me: I need to improve my voice
My brother: You don't have to
Me: then how am I going to be in a band?
My brother: you're not going to
Me: But I want to!!
My brother: *shakes his head*

[kavi ~he-him~]

my parents come in:

my brother: she's singing loudly
My mom: let her
My dad: she's trying to practice her singing

[kavi ~he-him~]

SCREW IT I'm singing, if my brother doesn't like it then he can just deal with it!! I love singing

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "SCREW IT I'm singing, if my brother doesn't like it then he can just deal with it!! I love singing"

yepp

[kavi ~he-him~]

My brother says I'm not going to be in a band? SCREW IT!! I'll watch his reaction when I find a band, and prove him wrong.

[kavi ~he-him~]

for some reason, now, whenever someone says I can't do something, if it's with something that I love, I'm starting to feel determined to do it and prove them wrong, because in a way I'm kind of stubborn and I'm not the one to give up that easily.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have haters? ppl don't like me? SCREW IT!! they can hate me all they want, they can bring me down all they want, but I will only get up and come back much stronger than before.

[kavi ~he-him~]

sorry but I'm DONE caring about my haters, and what ppl think of me, I'm DONE trying to fit in, I'm DONE caring if ppl leave me or not. yes, it'll hurt, my heart will break, but SCREW IT!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Masi wrote: "whenever someone says I can't do something, it's with something I love, I start feeling the urge to tell them to go f themselves."

yeah, I have the urge to watch their reaction, when I succeed with the thing I love, the thing they told me I can't do

[[deleted user]]

I will never leave you kavy you are like a sister to me

[Hallie]

Well, Kavy, that's the spirit! Tell those haters to such it up! Besides, you've got people who support you here! If you want to join a band, we want to see that more than anything. If you want to rule the world, we'll help you!

[kavi ~he-him~]

ppl don't like my taste in music? SCREW IT!! it's MY taste in music, judge me for it, idc, because I will never stop loving them I am a Crybaby (melanie martinez fan), a Killjoy, (mcr fan), a part of the BVB army, and a fan of many more bands/singers, (not all of them have names for their fan base) and I WILL ALWAYS be one. go ahead judge me for it, idc

[kavi ~he-him~]

Firestar/Leon i can't hold the demon inside me much longer wrote: "I will never leave you kavy you are like a sister to me"

Hallie wrote: "Well, Kavy, that's the spirit! Tell those haters to such it up! Besides, you've got people who support you here! If you want to join a band, we want to see that more than anything. If you want to r..."

thank you guys ^^ *hugs you both*

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "sorry but I'm DONE caring about my haters, and what ppl think of me, I'm DONE trying to fit in, I'm DONE caring if ppl leave me or not. yes, it'll hurt, my heart will break, but SCREW IT!!"

Kavy, all of us here will always be here for you. Supporting you and being there for you through every step. Ignore the haters, they are not worth it, Kavy. Your so much more than them.

[[deleted user]]

We al have a certain taste in things me? I have a taste in music that no one understands i listen to the music that helps me understand myself

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Exactly.. Don't listen to other people. Believe in yourself. Just ignore the haters. Their just gonna keep hating cause their jealous.

[Hallie]

*hugs Kavy back* We're in this together!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Firestar/Leon i can't hold the demon inside me much longer wrote: "We al have a certain taste in things me? I have a taste in music that no one understands i listen to the music that helps me understand myself"

same here. my taste in music, the music that I love, has helped me through so many thing, they saved my life and inspired me to keep going, no matter how hard it is, thought me that it's okay to be different, and that I'm never alone, no matter how much it feels like it, and they'd been through similar things and they made it, so if they can make it, then why can't I, I'm an outcast

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "*hugs Kavy back* We're in this together!"

AGREED

[[deleted user]]

Most ppl from wat i understand join goodreads bcuz they felt alone in this world with no one to love them my music can change that wait until tomorrow and ill post my music trust me itll help