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What was the reason for the vote yesterday, I really did not understand anything

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HAYFA wrote: "What was the reason for the vote yesterday, I really did not understand anything"

hmm? what vote?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love food. But there's times when I don't feel like eating and during those times, either force myself to eat or I don't eat, most of the times I force myself to eat. My parents are gonna kill me if they find out that I didn't eat....they are big on physical health

[[deleted user]]

Who isQueen and who is king and how is princess And similar questions

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HAYFA wrote: "Who isQueen and who is king and how is princess And similar questions"

Oh yeah that

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk how to explain it

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Kavy, AlexGamer is back....

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Masi wrote: "hey hey hey"

hello hello hello

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Hey Masi how r u

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk what to do....I've dealt with drama in groups but I've never dealt with them as a mod.....

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Same.... I don't know what to do.. Everyone is having problems with him... should I remove him?..... I dont know....

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AlexGamer wrote: "❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Idk what to do....I've dealt with drama in groups but I've never dealt with them as a mod......."

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[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't find my 3ds :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

-_- I was planning on taking it to school today :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

In the End by Black Veil Brides

[Intro]
In the end
As we fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life?

[Verse 1]
In the end
As my soul's laid to rest
What is left of my body
Or am I just a shell?
And I have fought
And with flesh and blood I commanded an army
Through it all
I have given my heart for a moment of glory
(I gave it all)

[Chorus]
In the end
As we fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life (oh whoa oh oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die

[Verse 2]
Born a saint
Though with every sin I still wanna be holy
I will live again
Who we are
Isn't how we live we are more than our bodies
If I fall I will rise back up and relive my glory

[Chorus]
In the end
As we fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life (oh whoa oh oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die

[Chorus]
In the end
As we fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life (oh whoa oh oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die

Who will remember this last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die

Not afraid
I'm not afraid to die
Not not afraid
I'm not afraid to die!

[kavi ~he-him~]

My book review, I just did:

https://www.goodreads.com/review/show...

is this good guys?

[kavi ~he-him~]

is it weird that I can listen to song, how ever many of times, and I can never get tired of it or hate it, because of how many times I'd heard that song? O_O because I love that song too much

[kavi ~he-him~]

I still can't find my 3ds :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'd been looking everywhere

[kavi ~he-him~]

still can't find it....and I feel sad.....

[[deleted user]]

You'll find it Kavy, no need to be sad.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I looked everywhere.....:(

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HEYYYYYYYY TRE TREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I do need some advices on being in a band, because I need to be prepared for whatever might come while in the band life, and I need to know how/where to find band members and I need to know how to deal with my stage fright, cause I do have stage fright

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I'm thinking I may wait until I go to university to find band members instead of waiting until community college that way I can practice my voice more and I have more time to prepare my voice for the lead singer role. because that's what I want to do.

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Kavy.. do you want me to let Alex back into goodreads prom group? He keeps messaging me saying he will be nicer and all that.. Idk what to do. Your the head mod... What should I do?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not sure.....maybe we can discuss it with the other mods....

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❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I'm not sure.....maybe we can discuss it with the other mods...."

ok

[kavi ~he-him~]

anyways, I think I may ask those bands that are following me or that new band Grayscale idk or someone

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~blue~ why walk when you can dance? wrote: "HEYYYYYYYY TRE TREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

HEYYYYY BLLUUUUUUUEEEEE

[kavi ~he-him~]

oml, can't get Jon off my mind O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

tho for some reason, I feel confident that he loves me and that it will happen now, after Saturday.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me and Gameslayer seem to be getting closer and closer....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like fate has grabbed both of our hands and is trying to push us into each other

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk how much longer I can wait.....school is almost over and we might be separated for 6 months, idk if I can go that long without seeing him.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

the time to tell him I love him, is coming.....maybe this week or next week....but idk what to say

[kavi ~he-him~]

I tried to tell him how I felt once last year a few weeks after we broke up, but I messed up badly, and he thought it was creepy O_O and the next day I thought he hated me, and it was terrible and the guilt was killing me...then the next day I told him I was sorry and stuff, and he forgave me and then we became friends again.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to tell him how I feel again, but I don't want to mess up again like I did that day.

[kavi ~he-him~]

STORY TIME!!!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

So, I saw Jonathan while going to 7th period but it was brief and I said hey and he smiled and said hey back and it was enough to make me blush and melt

[kavi ~he-him~]

And then in anime club:

We were watching Grave of the flies (a studio ghibli film) and I was sitting next to Jonathan the whole time, and we were sorta talking and watching at the same time, and at one point in the film the boy pulled his little sister away and said, "don't look at that" and then before we all left the anime club I walked over to Jon, and put out my arms for a hug and I had to stand on tip toes just to hug him >.< and he hugged me tightly.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Then after anime club:

Me, Jon, and Carlos were walking back to the main building.

Me: Jon
Jon: hm? *looks at me*
Me: *points to the ground* don't look at this *laughs*
Jon: oh, oh yeah. *grabs me and turns me towards him and pulls me close* Don't look at that!!!
Carlos: oh, are you guys dating again?
Jon: no
Me: O_O *to Carlos* SHUSH *blushing*
Carlos: *says something to Jon, I don't remember what he said but I swear I heard the word dating in his words*
Jon: Yeah
Carlos: You two *points his fingers at me and Jon*
Me: O_O *blushing*

[kavi ~he-him~]

O_O random person with no caller ID just called me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

anyways....I'm now confused about me and Jonathan....I don't know if we ARE dating or not, we're really close, we'd hugged, but we'd never talked about the relationships stuff and we'd never said the words "I love you" out loud to each other, or kissed or anything, but after Saturday.....I'm now confused......

[kavi ~he-him~]

I did feel those sparks when I was sitting next to him in that booth, with our arms and legs pressed against each other, at Adventure landing on Saturday.

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I do know we will be dating again soon, I can feel it in my gut feelings O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I may tell him this week or next week, whenever I get the chance to or if I can get him alone, if he doesn't come to me first

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Masi wrote: "hey hey hey"

hi hi hi XD XD

[NerdyJediGymnast]

DATE HIM PLEAS SIS IM DYING OVER HERE! THIS IS LIKE THE BEST ROMANCE TV DRAMA EVER!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I should tell him I love him but idk what to say....I don't want to mess anything up