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[kavi ~he-him~]

It's okay wbu

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Well, I'm fine, but I feel like my second family on GR is slowly breaking up!

[[deleted user]]

Trelas wrote: "Well, I'm fine, but I feel like my second family on GR is slowly breaking up!"

I know... *bawls*

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Can we fix this?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day

[Verse 1]
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me, and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one, and I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk a-

[Hook]
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

[Verse 2]
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up, and everything's all right
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive, and I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk a-

[Hook]
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk a-

[Guitar Solo]

[Bridge]
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one, and I walk a-

[Hook]
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

[Instrumental Outro]

[kavi ~he-him~]

oh yeah, I keep forgetting to say this.....but also I have ADD, tho I only found out that I had this, two years ago, tho, I do have trouble paying attention in class....

[kavi ~he-him~]

oh god.....I feel nervous for tomorrow's non-prom, Jonathan is gonna be there and all of us, are going to adventure landing (a place with laser tag, mini golf, and go karts, etc.) and then a place called whiskey cake (a fancy restaurant) I don't hang out with ppl much over the weekend, also my dad is gonna drive all six of us to whiskey cake from adventure landing, my dad is gonna meet Jonathan O_O I'm nervous.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

AlexGamer (Account got deleted) wrote: "❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "oh god.....I feel nervous for tomorrow's non-prom, Jonathan is gonna be there and all of us, ..."

babe?

[kavi ~he-him~]

also something in my head is calling Jon my boyfriend, even tho he is NOT my boyfriend right now, we're close, but WE ARE NOT TOGETHER!!

[[deleted user]]

I was thinking the same thing.

[[deleted user]]

❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "also something in my head is calling Jon my boyfriend, even tho he is NOT my boyfriend right now, we're close, but WE ARE NOT TOGETHER!!"

?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Masi wrote: "I thought you guys were together...."

we're not together rn, but I'm in love with him, and we're close and really good friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

to those who don't know who Jonathan is, Jonathan is Gameslayer's real name.

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Don't worry, I mean, who doesn't know?

[kavi ~he-him~]

WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BOY
MY FATHER TOOK ME INTO THE CITY
TO SEE THE MARCHING BAND
HE SAID SON WHEN YOU GROW UP
WOULD YOU BE THE SAVIOR OF THE BROKEN AND THE DAMNED

[kavi ~he-him~]

sorry guys in a crazy mood rn, and in the mood to sing some lyrics my fav MCR songs

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'M NOT AFRAID TO KEEP ON LIVING I'M NOT AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BOY
MY FATHER TOOK ME INTO THE CITY
TO SEE THE MARCHING BAND
HE SAID SON WHEN YOU GROW UP
WOULD YOU BE THE SAVIOR OF THE BROKEN AND THE DAMNED"

this song, welcome to the black parade is a special song because it's the first song that I heard from My Chemical Romance, the first song that introduced me to them

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lmao

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wise Gerard Way

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't help but look at all these pics of Andy Biersack.....I love him so much.....AND AHH I'M GONNA BE SEEING HIM IN JULY I MIGHT GET TO MEET HIM AHHHHHHHHHH

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish that day would come sooner.....I'm just hoping I can survive until then....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Andy looks scary when he's angry O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY EVERYONE AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRED AND GEORGE WEASLEY!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

also today is the day of my school's Prom and Non-prom for me and my friends, I'm excited and nervous at the same time

[kavi ~he-him~]

funny the prom is on April fools day

[kavi ~he-him~]

AlexGamer (Account got deleted) wrote: "Think we'll about prom queen and king ;)"

O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

AlexGamer (Account got deleted) wrote: "Think we'll about prom queen and king ;)"

O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

imagine everyone that's going to prom shows up at prom and then it's all a big joke and there is a big sign that says "April fools!!"

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like pulling a prank on some ppl today....idk what to do tho.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

pm me if you want to be in on the prank

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I'm gonna pull some pranks on my friends at non-prom today, what should I do? any ideas?

[kavi ~he-him~]

O_O it's 2017 it's been FOUR years since MCR broke up

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am ready for Non-prom AHHH I'm gonna be seeing my friends in 3 hours O_O I'm nervous!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

MASI

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am ready for Non-prom!!

https://www.goodreads.com/photo/user/...

[Zombieslayer⚡Alienhunter]

❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I am ready for Non-prom!!

https://www.goodreads.com/photo/user/..."

Aw! :D you look so pretty.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks *blushes*

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHH 1 MORE HOUR UNTIL NON-PROM!!! I FEEL SO NERVOUS AND EXFITED AT THE SAME TIME AND MY ANXIETY ISN'T HELPING

[kavi ~he-him~]

Finally got past my writer's block

[jericho]

DON'T BE NERVOUS!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Going to the non-prom soon wish me luck

[kavi ~he-him~]

THIS WAS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me and Jon seem to be getting closer *blushes*

[kavi ~he-him~]

YES JON IS GONNA GO TO THE SAME COLLEGES AS ME SO YES WE CAN BE TOGETHER O_O he told me this while in the car

[kavi ~he-him~]

I will tell the whole story soon

[kavi ~he-him~]

so anyways now for the whole story

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I pretty much spent most of today, with my Jon and our friends.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I went to Adventure landings, and met my friends, Annette, Avery, and Angel

Me: hey guys
Annette: AYY you straightened your hair!! you look so amazing
Me: Where Jonathan??
Annette: No idea, he's coming with Carlos
Me: *whispers to Annette* we should pull a prank on Jonathan since it's April fools
Annette: ooh, what do you want to do?
Me: maybe when Jon is halfway here, we can text him and just say it's cancelled
Annette: *laughs* that is terrible Kavya
Me: Annette, remember how Jonathan got nominated as Prom King
Annette: Yeah!
Me: imagine Jon getting the prom king and they announce his name, and he doesn't show up because he is not at prom, he is with us.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Then Jon came

Me and Annette: HEYYYY *runs over to Jon*
Me: IT'S CANCELLED!! APRIL FOOLS
Jon: *laughs*
Annette: Kavya straightened her hair
Jon: Yeah I saw
Me: Like it?
Jon: *smiles* looks nice
Me: See my makeup? (I don't usually wear makeup but since today is a prom day...)
Jon: You look nice today
Me: I was actually thinking of pulling a prank on all of you today
Jon: wow *laughs*

we stood there waiting for Carlos (Jon didn't really come with Carlos) and talking for a while but when Carlos didn't come we went inside to get the tickets for mini golf.