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[[deleted user]]

SAME! I PUT SHINE AND I GOT THE SAME RESULTS! *hulks out*

[kavi ~he-him~]

which one the first or second one O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

also, I AM NOT FAT!!! I AM SKINNY

[[deleted user]]

I'm not fat! I'm losing weight (not skinny) from the (view spoiler)[Candida diet (hide spoiler)]!

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hey try my name

Try both Cindy and Cynthia since the site is blocked

[kavi ~he-him~]

Cynonic~The one and only~ wrote: "Hey try my name

Try both Cindy and Cynthia since the site is blocked"

for Cindy, you got the same as the one that I got for Kavya

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Cynonic~The one and only~ wrote: "Hey try my name

Try both Cindy and Cynthia since the site is blocked"

for Cindy, you got the same as the one that I got for Kavya"

And you got the same thing for Cynthia as well O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to be a writer, I want to be a Graphics designer, I want to be in a band. I want to do all three of them, but idk if I can....

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk if I'll be able to find the time for all of that.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

because the thing in a band, it's not just you in it, but other ppl too, and you'll be going on tours, and all of you have to find time to fit in everything in the schedules, and writing, because I want to writing too I'll have to fit that in as well, but I can do writing anytime I'm free....and Graphics design.....idk where that will fit in....

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

O/////O Im not fat

[kavi ~he-him~]

Cynonic~The one and only~ wrote: "O/////O Im not fat"

this quiz is mean O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder which is better....being a solo singer or being in a band....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I'm gonna ask Andy Biersack, because he is in a band, and also doing a Solo Project

[kavi ~he-him~]

or someone who has experience with this stuff....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I do know this tho....

Solo=
-you can find time easily because it's just you and no one else

Band-
-you are in it with some other ppl, and you all are basically like a family.

[blue]

my answer for that quiz 0_0 omg (view spoiler)[ You like to watch people having sex (hide spoiler)] I SERIOUSLY GOT THAT

[kavi ~he-him~]

and also

Solo:
-going solo, you're gonna have to do it without others and in front of a lot of ppl, and for someone that's really shy....

Band:
-you have to find other ppl to be in it as well
-you guys might get on each other's nerves
-it's hard to find time

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk if this is right tho....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Blue wrote: "my answer for that quiz 0_0 omg [spoilers removed] I SERIOUSLY GOT THAT"

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

then again either way going solo or being in band you might have to go in front of all those ppl....but at least being in band....you have other ppl that are there for you, and got your back....

[blue]

I WAS LIKE NOPE FAKE QUIZ XD XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

for the band, I want to either do Piano, or sing, maybe I'll sing but I haven't sung much in a while....so idk how my voice is....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I also want to learn how to play the guitar....but idk how long it'll take to learn it by yourself

[kavi ~he-him~]

Blue wrote: "I WAS LIKE NOPE FAKE QUIZ XD XD"

this quiz called me fat O_O LMAO

[kavi ~he-him~]

and the second one too O_O I'm straight, but I'm a supporter of the LBGTQ+ community

[kavi ~he-him~]

also all my best friends are far away from me....

[kavi ~he-him~]

OH GOD!!!!!!! SO EARLIER FEARLESS RECORDS, THE RECORD THAT PTV SIGNED UP TO LIKED ONE OF MY TWEETS OMG

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, also another problem is my stage fright, and I'm really shy and get anxious in crowds or if I get too much attention so that's a problem, but I do want to be in a band so I know I have to get over my stage fright

[kavi ~he-him~]

but idk how to....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'd been in front of ppl before, like presenting my projects in front of the class, despite having stage fright, but that is different because it's a class and not that much ppl but being in a band and performing on an actual stage? in front of SO many ppl? that's.....gonna be a problem....

[kavi ~he-him~]

that's one of the reasons I want to be in a band because I'll have the other ppl there with me....

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "So the tweet I'm planning to send to Andy:

Hey, I'm Kavya, call me Kavy, and I'm one of your biggest fans and you guys have saved my life a bunch of times and you've gave me hope and inspired me t..."

I still need to send this tweet to Andy tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

doing this now, wish me luck

[kavi ~he-him~]

I did it O_O tho I got nervous O_O and it took me a lot of courage.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I had to send him two tweets in a row because I couldn't fit all of them in one tweet cause twitter doesn't allow a lot of characters

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I was learning a little bit of guitar earlier, by watching a tutorial on a lesson on youtube, I didn't get to finish the lesson or do much cause my brother, was in the room and he asked me to take it somewhere else -_- and I'd do more now, but my brother is still in the same room as me, and on a call :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I was doing a little singing in the shower, my voice wasn't as good as before....I think....but it needs some practice, because I hadn't sung in a while before singing in the shower

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel pathetic....

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Is it because of Nerdy?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to help others but I can't even help my own self
I can give other ppl advice or be there for them but I can't even take those advices for my own self
I want to love other ppl but I can't even love my own self....
I want to say that things will get better but I can't because things haven't gotten better for me
I want to say some things but I can't because they are not true for me....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sirius (Malakalato) Kaldwin wrote: "Is it because of Nerdy?"

No but ppl in general the ppl that I want to help

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't bear to see anyone I love in pain....I can't bear to see ANYONE in general in pain.....even if they deserve it....because I'm soft hearted......

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Yeah, I kinda know how you feel.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

The whole thing with her sucks, though. I'm not really a respected member of this group, or even really her friend (we've talked... Maybe once.), so I can't really do anything. But I'm gonna try. To get to know you guys. I want to know all of you, you seem really cool.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

❄️Princess K (Kavy Fullbuster) of Books and music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I can't bear to see anyone I love in pain....I can't bear to see ANYONE in general in pain.....even if they deserve it....because I'm soft hearted......"

Sometimes it's okay to be like that. I think the world needs more of it, tbh.

[JoJo the Bananananananana Man]

HI :)

[[deleted user]]

Hm, thanks for doing so. She will appreciate it, Nerdy.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I do have a protective side and am protective of my friends, at times I might say that I might hurt someone because they hurt one of my friends and I don't like ppl messing with the ppl I love, but the thing is even if I say I might hurt someone I can't actually do it, I can't hurt anyone because of my soft heart.

[[deleted user]]

I can't to, I don't have it in me at all to fight someone even to protect a great friends of mine.