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[kavi ~he-him~]

*cries* this Wednesday.....MCR WHY!! Kavy misses them

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Blue says thanks to Kavy XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

During Lunch:

Kavy was sitting next to Gameslayer the whole time.

Kavy: *telling everyone about my weekend*
Gameslayer: welp
Kavy: have you guys ever walked into the wrong classroom by accident
Gameslayer: Once, on the first day of school
Kavy: *talks about the awkward moments of walking into wrong classrooms*
Gameslayer: welp
Kavy: I'm good at being awkward
Gameslayer: it could be like a profession
Kavy: if I had a dollar for every awkward moment I had I would've been rich by now
Kavy: whenever someone compliments me I get embarrassed, and awkward
Gameslayer: why
Kavy: well, it's not everyday I get compliments
Gameslayer: well, you look good today
Kavy: O_O *laughing and blushing* Jon..... *I was blushing hard*
Gameslayer: what's up

Kavy doesn't think he noticed that she was blushing thank gods. It's lucky her blush isn't noticable. Otherwise he would've seen it O_O


Kavy is blushing hard and can't stop blushing whenever she thinks about that moment

[NerdyJediGymnast]

❄️Princess K (Kavy) of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "During Lunch:

Kavy was sitting next to Gameslayer the whole time.

Kavy: *telling everyone about my weekend*
Gameslayer: welp
Kavy: have you guys ever walked into the wrong classroom by accident
G..."

AWWWW KAAAVVYYYY!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

*blushing* AHHHHHH

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AWW

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kavy loves ice cream

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I got free Ice-cream from DQ

[kavi ~he-him~]

Cynonic~The one and only~ wrote: "I got free Ice-cream from DQ"

DQ

[kavi ~he-him~]

Masi wrote: "Does anybody know any good music?"

What genres are you into?

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

❄️Princess K (Kavy) of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Cynonic~The one and only~ wrote: "I got free Ice-cream from DQ"

DQ"

Short for Dairy Queen

[kavi ~he-him~]

OOOOH

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kavy is making a group for Prom on GR but she doesn't know what to put for the description, she needs help with the description

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kavy is tired.....and in an emotional state rn.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Because she couldn't sleep until 3 or 4 am last night because of Insomnia :( and she had to get up at 7 because of school.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lack of sleep messes with her emotions and makes them hard to control.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Insomnia sucks......

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ladies ONLY Guys do not read the spoiler
(view spoiler)[ also I'm on my period rn....so today is gonna be a lovely day *note the sarcasm* (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kavy's Insomnia has returned :( also it was hot in her room despite the fan being on, and she kept tossing and turning and half the time she was under her blankets and then half the time she tried to sleep without her blankets because it was too hot. It'a only March and it's already hot, that's Texas to you.....

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Aw I hope you feel better ;(

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The Prom Group is a great idea though :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks

[kavi ~he-him~]

One of the worse parts of Insomnia is having nothing to do during the night, during the night time Kavy electronics are downstairs because her parents don't like her taking her electronics to her room during the night. She had her books and she was reading before she went to sleep but she can't read when everyone is sleeping and it's late because her parents don't like her being up late......so she was either trying to sleep or staring at the walls and thinking or daydreaming.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

IT WAS BORING.....

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Aw :( Maybe you could like write something? Draw?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Blue I didn't have anything with me except for the books also I have to have the lights on to be able to write or draw and if the lights are on during the night my parents would probably be suspicious

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Oh okay sorry.

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Why don't you explain to your parents that you can't sleep? I mean then they would understand..

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kavy doesn't have Insomnia EVERY night....she gets it more often during the summer....last semester she had it but not that often....

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Kavy, I'm so sorry. I wish I could do something but I don't know.. :( My friend has Insomnia too.. but she takes these pills and it helps her a bit. I mean, pills help some people but not all. Like some families are not okay with pills. I totally understand that too

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kavy's parents aren't going to understand, they don't understand her and they never will.....

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:( I'm sorry..

[kavi ~he-him~]

For Kavy, she doesn't like to take pills, she only takes them if she has to, but for her Insomnia, Depression, and Anxiety, she doesn't want to take pills for them, she wants to get through them without taking pills.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Reading usually helps Kavy but it didn't help her last night.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm so tired and I feel like I'm gonna randomly start crying anytime soon....I almost started crying at lunch I felt like I was.....so I had to leave.....without giving anyone hugs.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I told my friends at lunch a little about it at lunch.....

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I'm so tired and I feel like I'm gonna randomly start crying anytime soon....I almost started crying at lunch I felt like I was.....so I had to leave.....without giving anyone hugs....."

Aw :( *hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I....have a confession to make and I'll say it after class because I don't have much time.....

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❄️Princess K (Kavy) of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I....have a confession to make and I'll say it after class because I don't have much time....."

k...

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, I've talked about the warped tour, and the tickets come out on sale tomorrow and tomorrow is also the day that we'll get to know which bands are playing in the warped tour and I need to go and ask my parents if I can go, Warped tour is gonna be on July 28th in Dallas, idk if I can make it because of my cousin's marriage in austrailia in July, but I'm hoping I can.....this is an opportunity for me to be able to meet one of my fav bands, if they are going to be there, hoping they are.....it's also the summer before I go to college, and the week before my 18th birthday I MUST GO!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Okay gonna go talk to my mom about the warped tour wish me luck....

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Good Luck Kavy! :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks

[kavi ~he-him~]

I DID IT!!! I ASKED MY MOM IF WE CAN GO AND MY MOM SAID YES we'll try to BUT YESSSSSSS I'M GOING TO WARPED TOUR WHOOP

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Np

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ladies only
(view spoiler)[ I hate cramps, (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

I made the GR prom group

[kavi ~he-him~]

*cries* one of my brothers on GR, left GR.....WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?????? HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BEFORE LEAVING.....*cries* LIFE!! WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME???? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO CRUELLLLL??????????

[kavi ~he-him~]

I.....can't bear to lose anymore ppl....

[[deleted user]]

hey kavy