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~the sea does not like to be restrained (Kavi's journal)~
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kavi ~he-him~
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Mar 14, 2017 06:59AM
I had a dream about Gameslayer three times in a row this week....O_O
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O.O *hugs back and sniffs*
All of them were about being close to Gameslayer and getting back together O_O
Also in my dream last night: I was drawing in my sketchbook. I was doing something abstract. And I kind of want to do that irl too....
I just posted a pic on IG saying I'm in love O_O
KAV, I'm not going to be on for the rest of the day. *cries*
Personal Survey time stolen from Z
Shallow:
1. Favorite color- blue, red and green.
2. Height- 4'10
3. Eye color- dark brown
4. Hair color- black
5. Age- 17
6. Piercings? Ears
7. Tattoos? Not yet.
8. Favorite animal/pet? Dog (don't have one tho :( )
9. Favorite scent- chocolate
10. What time is it? 10:18 pm
Wading:
11. Favorite time of day- Night.
12.First pet- A hermit crab
13. Siblings- a twin brother by blood, I have a lot of sibs by heart
14. First car- N/A
15. On a day like today you would...? Listening to music
16. The last book you read- the hammer of thor
17. The last text message you sent/received- N/A
18. Are you usually hot or cold- In between
19. Pick one thing to your left, what does it mean to you- A pillow, it's comfy XD
20. Day or night and why- Night. It's peaceful
Knee Deep:
21. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?- Today in my daydreams XD
22. When was the last time someone told you they loved you- Today in my daydreams XD
23. Who is your best friend and how did you meet- Eva, Aurie, Sam, my siblings by heart, on GR
24. Would you rather...- listen to music
25. Do you get sick often- yes :(.
26. Do you live alone or with other people- With my parents.
27. When was the last time you saw your family- before going to sleep
28. What do you want to achieve in the next year- Go to my dream university
29. Do you believe in true love- ... Yes.
30. Have you ever been hurt by someone you thought cared about you- yes :(and
To the Waist:
31. When was the last time you got hurt- don't remember
32. Have you ever hurt yourself- yes....I used to scratch myself but I stopped
33. What was the last fight you had about- N/A
34. Has anyone told you they hated you- N/A
35. Have you seen anyone die- No.
36. What would you tell your younger self- Don't let anyone get you down
37. Would you skip the bad parts of your life to be successful- No. Struggles make you strong.
38. What do you want to do with the rest of your life- Join a band
39. Have you left behind/ were you left behind in a friendship- yes.
40. What is more important ___ or ___- :/
Neck Deep:
41. Who would you want to meet again in your life- idk
42. Why did you choose your career path- I want to express myself and inspire others
43. What is something you regret from your past- A lot of things....
44. How much time is left at the end of your day- a few mins.
45. What was your last dream about- My fav band, Sleeping with Sirens
46. Have you ever hated someone and why- Yes. They messed with my friends
47. Talk about your favorite family member- she is the best cousin EVER
48. What is one thing you want to confess- I'M WEIRD
49. Have you ever tried to take away your problems instead of deal with them- kind of....
50. Who would you save- yourself or a stranger?- depends....
Head Under Water:
51. Have you been in love- yes
52. Talk about someone in your life who has died- idk anyone in person that died
53. Describe your first ____ - First what?
54. When was the last time you thought you were beautiful- never
55. Have you ever had to recover after something- a cold
56. What do you hate about ____- About what???
57. Top ten life values-
don't let anyone get you down
Be kind to everyone
You are beautiful inside and out no matter what anyone says
It's okay to feel sad sometimes but it's not okay to give up
Never give up no matter what happens
Sometimes in life you just gotta follow your heart
Love is one of the most powerful things in the universe
One or a few times in your life, you're going to meet someone that is special and will always be there by your side and will always accept you no matter what happens, do not let this person go.
When someone tells you you can't do something, you just get up and say, "watch me"
Music saves lives.
58. How do you fall asleep- On my side, or on my back
59. When was the last time you smiled and the last time you cried- Smiled- yesterday but it wasn't my real smile..... Cried- Last month
60. Would you give up everything for ____- Never I will never give anything/anyone I love up no matter what.
Drowning:
61. Ask your own question- what role does music play in your life? (For me, it saved my life)
Do you see what I did in this pic? XD
During lunch:Again I was sitting next to Gameslayer the whole time, and I was drawing and eating pizza at the same time and, Alana was sitting on the left side of me. And then Gameslayer got up and walked over and stood in between me and Alana, and I tried to do a group hug with Alana and Gameslayer but it was hard because I was sitting and Gameslayer was standing, and then I had something on my nose and I asked Gameslayer and Alana if there was something on my nose and Gameslayer said "yeah it's right there" and pointed to where it was and I tried to wipe it off but I couldn't find it and then Gameslayer took my hand and led it to where it was and wipe it off, also I kept getting food in my hair. XD and then Gameslayer pulled a chair over in between me and Alana and he was kind of sitting close to me, and then my friends Julia and Avery had to leave and Annette walked Avery out and for some reason I was feeling kind of insecure when Annette left idk why
❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Do you see what I did in this pic? XD"
I DID THAT TOO!!!!!
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Do you see what I did in this pic? XD"
I DID THAT TOO!!!!!"
LMAO
❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "During lunch:Again I was sitting next to Gameslayer the whole time, and I was drawing and eating pizza at the same time and, Alana was sitting on the left side of me. And then Gameslayer got up a..."
I keep thinking about how Gameslayer took my hand and led it to where that thing on my nose was and wiped it off and I can't stop blushing AHH!! We were kind of looking into each other's eyes AHHH XD
❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "During lunch:Again I was sitting next to Gameslayer the whole time, and I was drawing and eating pizza at the same t..."
Kavy I swear to God:
If you dont get back together with him before you graduate I. WILL. DIIIEEEE
Got to admit it was kind of cute *blushes*
Javya me and Gameslayer's ship name, might be coming back soon XD I made that shipmate up last year when we first started dating or maybe before
DEAR GOD THESE FEELINGS!!!! THESE FEELINGS ARE LIKE SO STRONG
I just posted a pic on Insta talking about how much I love Gameslayer!!
❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I just posted a pic on Insta talking about how much I love Gameslayer!!"YAAAASSSSS Did you tag him in it?
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I just posted a pic on Insta talking about how much I love Gameslayer!!"YAAAASSSSS Did you tag him in it?"
no
❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "During lunch:Again I was sitting next to Gameslayer the whole time, and I was drawing and eating pizza at the same t..."
Also I forgot to mention....at lunch, while I had something on my nose and while Gameslayer took my hand and wiped it off, and we were looking at each other's eyes, he had a smile on his face....and....Idk why but I had a thought he was going to kiss me....O_O
and before I left, I put my arms out to Gameslayer and he came over and I hugged him and he hugged me tightly to his chest, even tho there was a table between us when we hugged.
also his eyes.....O_O the eyes hold truth in them....
❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "also his eyes.....O_O the eyes hold truth in them...."I.....saw in his eyes.....
He loves me.....Gameslayer loves me.....I saw it in his eyes....I'm not really sure about it.....because I'm not very good at reading eyes, but my gut feelings says it....
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSS SIS
So, while earlier while I was walking to the Library, I saw my old Art teacher from 9th grade and she recognized me O_O
In Study skills I was drawing, and this girl comes over and sees my drawing and she's like, "you draw?" And then she flipped through the pages of my sketchbook and looked at my other drawings and said "wow you're good" O_O *blushes*
I don't have a lot of drawings in my sketchbook yet but I will soon ^^
I kept trying to push David and Gameslayer together because I shipped them as Bromance
Tomorrow is the day I got my first kiss last year. O_O
everyone keeps expecting things from me, ppl keep expecting me to study more, get good grades
I'm tired of living up to other ppl's expectations!!! I JUST WANT TO DO MY OWN THINGS!!!
❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I'm tired of living up to other ppl's expectations!!! I JUST WANT TO DO MY OWN THINGS!!!"RIGHT!!!!!
I'm failing Earth and Space science with a 65 and I need that class to graduate
Granted, I want good grades, I want to pass and graduate from high school and go to college, but at the same time....I just want to relax....and not feel the pressure....and I still have to take care of my mental health too....
I have three more months until I graduate.....I got my admission letter into college....I FEEL SO STRESSED AND OVERWHELMED RN DAMMIT
I JUST WANT TO BE FREE!!! AND DO MY OWN THING IS THAT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND???
I feel like....school is only about the grades now....not the learning....
❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I JUST WANT TO BE FREE!!! AND DO MY OWN THING IS THAT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND???"*hugs tight*
❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I feel like....school is only about the grades now....not the learning...."IKR?!!?!
and the adults/teachers only care about the grades.....grades grades grades. IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT THE GRADES
It's sucks and it's so stressful....
I don't do well under pressure.....
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