~the sea does not like to be restrained (Kavi's journal)~ Showing 3,651-3,700 of 20,355

[blue]

Whats your insta?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Musicgirl3344

[kavi ~he-him~]

wow, most of my friends at lunch have either a driver's license or a permit, Gameslayer has a permit, and than there's me that doesn't even have a learner's permit

[kavi ~he-him~]

the problem is....I want to drive I want to learn how to drive, because I'm probably gonna have to at some point, I don't wanna have to rely on other ppl to give me rides all the time....but I don't think I can drive, due to my anxiety.....:( this is gonna be a problem as I grow older.....and go to college and get a job.....I can't do a lot of things due to my anxiety.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

the other day at lunch while sitting next to Gameslayer, I sorta mentioned that it's....not a good idea for me to drive....due to some things....I didn't mention that I have Anxiety tho....none of my friends at school including Gameslayer, knows about my Anxiety. Gameslayer knows about my Depression, because I told him last year, he's the only one in my school that I told this too, but he doesn't know about my Anxiety....I will tell him soon tho.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

So, there is this thing called Vans Warped tour which is like a traveling Rock music festival and all the fans can come and hang out and they are announcing which bands are playing and the tickets come out on sale on March 22. And they are coming to Dallas on July 28 which is a week before my birthday

[kavi ~he-him~]

I WANT TO GO!!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

This could be like an opportunity to meet one of my fav bands!!! Idk if my parents will let me but I'll talk to them.

[kavi ~he-him~]

But the problem is my cousin is getting married in July and I'm gonna be going to Australia for two weeks for her wedding and idk which day I'm going or which day I'm coming back.....hopefully I can make it to the warped tour

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "This could be like an opportunity to meet one of my fav bands!!! Idk if my parents will let me but I'll talk to them."

Tho idk which bands are playing yet

[kavi ~he-him~]

I WENT TO BARNES & NOBLES AND I GOT A NEW BOOK

[kavi ~he-him~]

I got the city of Lost souls

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just pmed one of my fav band members, Jack Barakat from All time low on Insta

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to go and talk to my mom about the warped tour but she and my dad is talking....

[kavi ~he-him~]

ME WANNA GO

[kavi ~he-him~]

when I go, I'm getting my fav bands' phone numbers XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

if I know which bands are playing, because idk which bands are playing yet....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna tell my mom about the warped tour soon.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe....I'll tell her tomorrow.....

[[deleted user]]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "maybe....I'll tell her tomorrow....."

U gots to.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know, but my parents seem busy at the moment.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

dear god, my heart keeps calling Gameslayer my boyfriend....even tho he is NOT my boyfriend, we are not together right now, I love him, and we're friends and we're close but we are not together. Not yet

[[deleted user]]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "dear god, my heart keeps calling Gameslayer my boyfriend....even tho he is NOT my boyfriend, we are not together right now, I love him, and we're friends and we're close but we are not together. No..."

Pssch, your so boyfriend and girlfriend

[kavi ~he-him~]

we are not!!! he hasn't said anything about being boyfriend and girlfriend since our breakup last year

[[deleted user]]

*Raises eyebrow* Are u sure?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Fallen Angels by Black Veil Brides

Scream, shout
Scream, shout,
We are the fallen angels

We are the in between, cast down as sons of war
Struck to the earth like lightning, on this world we're torn
We won't cause the pain, of living out their law
Take joy in who you are, we know our wings are flawed

We're bored to death in heaven
And all alone in hell
We only want to be ourselves

We scream (we scream), we shout (we shout)
We are the fallen angels
We scream (we scream), we shout
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh

To those who sing alone, no need to feel the sorrow,
We scream (We scream) we shout whoa,
We are the fallen angels

Follow the mourning star, a light when darkness fell
The passion left unholy, now you find yourself,
We have nowhere to go, no one to wish us well,
A cry to find our home, our stories they will tell

We're bored to death in heaven
And all alone in hell
We only want to be ourselves

We scream (we scream), we shout (we shout)
We are the fallen angels
We scream (we scream)
We shout, whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh,

To those who sing alone, no need to feel the sorrow,
We scream (we scream) we shout whoa,
We are the fallen angels

[Instrumental]

Scream, shout, we are the fallen angels
Scream, shout, whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh

We scream (we scream), we shout (we shout)
We are the fallen angels
We scream (we scream), we shout, whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh

To those who sing alone, no need to feel the sorrow,
We scream (we scream), we shout whoa,
We are the fallen angels

We scream, we shout, we are the fallen angels,
We scream, we shout, whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh,
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
We shout whoa, we are the fallen angels

[kavi ~he-him~]

Trelas wrote: "*Raises eyebrow* Are u sure?"

Yes I'm sure....O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss Gameslayer so much tho.....I miss being his Erza, and him being my Jellal.....((Only Fairy Tail fans will get this....))

[Wolf (Alpha)]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: " Fallen Angels by Black Veil Brides

Scream, shout
Scream, shout,
We are the fallen angels

We are the in between, cast down as sons of war
Struck to the earth like lightning, on this world we'..."

Yeah! Rock on KAVY!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I miss Gameslayer so much tho.....I miss being his Erza, and him being my Jellal.....((Only Fairy Tail fans will get this....))"

I used this line....because last year when he was asking me out....this was how he asked me out after I confessed to him telling him I had a crush on him.


Him: so you really have a crush on me? o.o
Me: Yes
Him: well..what if I said. I'd be interested in being your Jellal (a character in my fav anime, Fairy Tail)
Me: Yes
Him: o.o
Him: Clarify what you mean by saying yes.
Me: Yes to I'd be your Erza (also one of the characters from Fairy Tail, she is shipped with Jellal)
Him: o////o
Him: *blushes* If I could..I would kiss you right now
Him: Maybe when we get back to school, we could..

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wolf wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: " Fallen Angels by Black Veil Brides

Scream, shout
Scream, shout,
We are the fallen angels

We are the in between, ca..."

YES BVB FOR LIFE

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I miss Gameslayer so much tho.....I miss being his Erza, and him being my Jellal.....((Only Fairy Tail fans will get t..."

Then the next day he called me his Erza and I called him my Jellal

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss him....I miss my Jellal....I wonder if he remembers this....

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's been so long, so many months since our break up.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

The way he held me.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Working on my drawing rn and I don't want to erase the things that Gameslayer drew on the side, but my drawing is going to overlap the stuff that he drew....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I got an admission letter to the community college O_O I got in!!!

[jericho]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I got an admission letter to the community college O_O I got in!!!"

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

[[deleted user]]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I got an admission letter to the community college O_O I got in!!!"

I'LL MISS YOU!

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

@Kavy cool

[Mapledream {Rose Gold}]

This calls for a party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I got an admission letter to the community college O_O I got in!!!"

I'LL MISS YOU!"

Don't worry I'll still be on ^^

[kavi ~he-him~]

YAY PARTY

[[deleted user]]

PARTY SONG: "THIS IS HOW WE PARTY!" BY SHOPKINS.

[kavi ~he-him~]

LOL *dances*

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "LOL *dances*"

4005 posts already!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I GRADUATE IN 3 MONTHS WOO

[kavi ~he-him~]

This boy at the park, asked me what grade I was in and I said 12th and he wouldn't believe me cause I'm so short XD

[Wolf (Alpha)]

❄️Princess Kavy of Books and music ❄️~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "This boy at the park, asked me what grade I was in and I said 12th and he wouldn't believe me cause I'm so short XD"

That's funny. Most people think I'm 17 and I'm really 14.

[kavi ~he-him~]

TBH I kind of like being short, cause when ppl call me short I can be like, "OI I MAY BE SHORT BUT I CAN BE VERY POWERFUL!" Never underestimate a short person.... EVER!!