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~the sea does not like to be restrained (Kavi's journal)~
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Hallie
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Jan 06, 2017 08:10AM
2 years younger, and I don't think I'll grow out of it either xD
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SAME! XD oh my gods how would my future college roommates deal with me and my fear of the darkness XD How would they be able with my crazyness and weirdness XD
Stolen from ZMy name is: Kavya, call me Kavy
I was born in: 1999
I'm how old? 17
My favorite color is: Blue.
My favorite show is: FAIRY TAIL
I'm how tall? 4' 10
My hair is: long, dark, wavy
I have how many piercings? 2, one on my left ear and one on my right. I'd get more but it's too painful XD
I have how many tattoos? None, I may get one when I'm older but it's probably too painful
I speak with an accent: Maybe
My favorite sports team is: Don't have one
What celebrity do I look like? Idk but I look like Parvati Patil from Harry Potter and idk the name of the actress that played her
I graduated high school when? I haven't yet but I graduate this year in June, 2017
My first job was: don't have one unless you count writing
Last book I read was? The hammer of Thor (still reading it)
Will I nominate someone? Maybe, they'd probably steal it anyways XD
Need to get back to my writing....
Survey time!!Stolen from Hallie
A) What does the last text you sent say? And to whom?
I don't remember
B) What does the last text you recieved say? And from whom?
I don't remember
C) What time do you wake up most mornings?
7 something on school days and 10 something on Weekends
D) Are you afraid of walking alone at night?
Yes
E) What do you do to relax at the end of a stressful day?
Listen to music
F) Where did your last kiss take place and with whom?
School with Gameslayer when we were still dating
G) Do/did you get into trouble a lot at school?
No
H) Do you enjoy your job? If unemployed, are you content being so?
Well if you count writing as a job then yes
I) Do you often pick up on double entendres and innuendos?
No
J) Have you ever been offered drugs but declined?
No
K) Have you ever met someone who has completely altered your way of thinking?
Yes
L) Have you ever been offered drugs and accepted?
Nope.
M) Tell us something weird that turns you on.
Skipping this question XD
N) When did someone last admit romantic or sexual feelings for you? Was the feeling mutual?
Long time ago
O) What is something you have given a lot of thought to lately?
Myself and Gameslayer
P) When did you last swallow your beliefs to avoid an argument or confrontation?
Don't remember
Q) Do you usually initiate hugs?
Yes
R) Are you a very affectionate person?
Yes
S) Can you roll your own cigarettes?
No
T) What are you looking forward to?
Publishing my books
U) Do you have any tattoos. Do you want any/more?
Nope
V) Are you mentally strong?
not really sure....
W) Are you physically strong?
Nope.
X) Do you think you’re a good person?
Sorta
Y) Name one thing you wish you could change about your life right now.
Hmm.....
Z) What do you usually eat for breakfast?
It varies
Personal Survey: Bold Which Applies stolen from Hallie
You’re kind of a loner
You are a Leo
You are a Taurus
You actually like the way you look usually
You’re afraid to put your head underwater
You almost drowned once
You have an older brother
Your brother is somewhat famous
You have a cat
You have a dog
You have a hamster
You’re extremely shy
You have social anxiety
You hate all sports
You don’t have a best friend these days
You drink soda at least once a day
You’ve been in a relationship for 4+ years
You’ve kissed eight people in your lifetime
You’ve had six boyfriends/girlfriends in your lifetime
You watch a lot of shows on Netflix
You only read fiction/fantasy books
You’re addicted to the Sims
You have at least two Sims expansions
You also love music games like Rocksmith, Rock Band, and Singstar
You actually enjoy playing games like WoW, LoL, and Final Fantasy Online
You don’t live with your parents
You love Rami Malek
You’ve never asked anyone out
Everyone you’ve dated has been older than you
You can touch your nose with your tongue
You can kick the back of your head
Your favorite foods are Italian and Greek food
You also love Indian food lately
You’ve been to other countries
You’ve been on another continent
You have a very busy schedule all the time
You rarely get to hangout with people
You’re in a band
You’ve hungout with bands before
You love concerts
You love alternative rock
You also love electronic/dubstep
You’ve been driving for at least a year
You have your own car
Your house is always messy
You watch anime every now and then
Your favorite TV show is Vampire Diaries
You also love American Horror Story and The Walking Dead
You’re in college
You’re not a teenager anymore
You are good at drawing
You procrastinate a lot
You’re afraid of throwing up
You’ve never did anything self-destructive
Your biggest fear is death
You’re not a picky eater at all
You love food
You love sleep
You’re not really into partying
You hate alcohol
You rarely drink alcohol
You drink alcohol all the time
You dye your hair an unnatural color
You have green eyes
You wear makeup daily
You absolutely love having new clothes
You wear glasses occasionally
You never wear contacts
You had braces when you were younger
You have been/are in a relationship with a Capricorn
You have been/are in a relationship with a Pisces
Your grades aren’t as good as you’d like them to be
You are a music major
You used to love myspace
You now love facebook, and go on it everyday
You also love Instagram and use that everyday
You have a Tumblr
You hate Twitter and find it pointless
You’ve had all your wisdom teeth pulled
Your parent has cancer
You know someone who has cancer
Your other parent is bipolar
Your parents are still together, but fight a lot
You’ve moved across the country
You live in the USA
You live near the west coast
You live near the east coast
You live in the midwest
You have a job
You love your job
You hate your job
You’re a cashier/barista
You work in retail
You’re a waiter/waitress
You’d like to find a new/better job
You’re afraid to kiss your significant other in front of your parents
You’re afraid to tell others that you have a significant other for reasons
You love Halloween and dressing up
You take quite a few selfies
You have no piercings or tattoos
You really want tattoos
You want to get married in the next five years
Your want to have kids in the next ten years
You have no intention of wanting kids but wouldn’t mind company
Your consider your significant other’s family to be your family
Your significant other can sometimes get on your nerves but you still like/love them anyway
Your significant other is someone who understands you
Your significant other is a smoker
You have a very slight accent
You’re very pale
You’re of Russian descent
You are Jewish
You’re a really good singer
You play piano
You play flute
You can’t dance
You’ve never slow danced
Your high school prom sucked
You’re really good at spelling
You’re pretty bad at math
You hate chemistry
You’re pretty good with languages
You can speak 3+ languages, but just one fluently
You are pro-choice
You want gay marriage legalized
You’re straight
You want marijuana legalized in all states
You wish alcohol was illegal
You wish you had bigger boobs
You’re very petite
You’re average
You’re overweight
You rather not disclose what you are
You are 5’5”
You like vintage
You live with your significant other
You live in an apartment
Your significant other makes much more money than you
You believe in God
You pray daily
Your first kiss was terrible
You smoke weed sometimes
You’ve smoked hookah before
You’ve never smoked a cigarette and don’t plan to
You’ve never done any real drugs and don’t plan to
You love romantic comedies
You love musicals
You’ve been in musicals
You only have two living grandparents
You also have a step-grandparent
You have six first cousins
You can never seem to find matching socks
You love chocolate
You try to be optomistic
You get depressed sometimes
You’re really self-conscious
You’ve dated people before that you haven’t even liked
You’ve had 2+ serious relationships
You’ve had sex with two people in your lifetime
Your hair won’t seem to grow anymore
You straighten your hair too much
Your nails are always shorter than you’d like
You’ve been to both Disneyland and Disneyworld
You’ve been to Universal Studios
You’ve been to the Harry Potter World
You never get super drunk
You love wearing studs
You love wearing lace
You love wearing animal prints
Your favorite colors are aqua, purple, and black
You’re not a virgin
Have you ever dreaded a day so much, even tho waiting for that day to come is inevitable?
there are these days and for some reason something bad always happens to me on those days.....
those days, are at the end of the month of January, and those days are close....
anyways....I have somethings I need to say....somethings everyone in this world needs to know....but idk how to say them.....
I'll say it later.....I'm being forced to go to lunch with my mom and two ppl I never met....AHHHH BRO HELP ME!!!!!!!
WHAT IF THEY DON'T LIKE ME??? WHAT IF I MESS UP??? I have really bad social anxiety and I'm really socially awkward AHHH
THOSE TWO PPL I NEVER MET ARE MY MOM'S FRIEND'S SON AND COUSIN!!!!
Ahh okay! Cool :) Are you an australian? (not trying to be offense but I know a friend whose sisters name is Emma Jackson )
Lol Jackson is a popular nameI'm here at the restaurant.... *hides*
okay, I'm home, and I survived!!!
*sighs* ppl keep leaving....I can't bear to lose anymore ppl.....
I'm scared of getting attach to ppl....I'm afraid of getting too close to them....because I'm afraid they'll leave....
I can't even trust my anime club friends, even tho I know that they won't leave....
Welcome to my life by Simple Plan Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like (What it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
I'm scared....that someone else that's really close to me will leave....
It's okay Kavy.. They won't.. the people who love you the most will always be there for you.. People might leave, but they will come back..
sometimes I feel like, ppl befriend me, and then after a while they start to get tired of me, and they leave and sometimes if I run after them they'll stab me in the back. it happened more than once in the past. I've had fake friends before....I used to trust ppl so much.....but I got hurt a lot....in 9th grade....I made a friend in art class.....she left and she hurt me really badly.....in 10th grade, I became friends with someone....after a while she left and started ignoring me.....I didn't want the same thing that happened with that other "friend" to happen with this friend, so I just let her go.....last year at the beginning of the year, this one girl in one of my classes befriended me, then after a while she got tired of me, and then stopped saying hi to me when I said hi to her, and I didn't want to get hurt again so I let her go too....*sighs*.....
that sucks....I agree with that statements, idek what happened with those "friends" sometimes I wonder if there is something wrong with me....I'm one of the nicest ppl, and ppl leave me, and I get hurt, -_- some ppl can't accept my kindness.....ACCEPT MY KINDNESS PPL!!!!!
that stinks.....*hugs sis* I had only one best friend here in person, back in 5th and 6th grade, and she moved after middle school, now I don't have any best friends here, I'd been searching for another one, since then, I have you guys and everyone on GR and all my best friends that are far away, but I need someone that lives close by to me and goes to the same school, as well....
I wish all my GR friends can live with me. We just need to find a HUGE mansion with our FANDOMS in it.
OMG SAME!!!! that would be really nice. Why do we all have to be so far away from each other?....we can have sleepovers and support each other and be there for each other, and we can be a family. And it'll be fun.
Just think about our FANDOMS. Asgardian, Avenger, and millions more. We'll support each other, help each other, and have tons of fun!
My mind is loud and won't shut up
My thoughts are really terrible.....
Confession time: I'm getting suicidal thoughts......I'd been getting them for 3 years now....they went a way for a while but they came back.....they seem worse then before.....but I'm alive, I'm trying to stay strong....I'm trying to live for my friends.....for the ppl I love.....
I used to scratch myself.....but I stop.....but occasionally I start scratching myself again but then I stop....
Weird thing.....you can control your own mind.....but you can't control depression....which makes it hard to control your terrible thoughts.....it sucks.....
I'll try....I feel like I'm gonna break down soon......the tears are gonna come soon......none of my friends at school except for Gameslayer knows.....I was at lunch but I had to run to the bathroom.....I hope my friends don't come looking for me.....
Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~A company always on the run~ wrote: "I'll try....I feel like I'm gonna break down soon......the tears are gonna come soon......none of my friends at school except for Gameslayer knows.....I was at lunch but I had to run to the bathroo..."Kavy....we love you. Forget school.
The tears won't come.....I have the feeling that I'm gonna break down but the tears won't come.....I don't want them to come while I'm at lunch with my friends......
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