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[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe I'll wait a while before telling him my story....

[kavi ~he-him~]

.....this is like the first time in my life I'm actually talking to a band member from my favorite band O_O one of the bands that saved my life.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

....and I hate how awkward I am.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate how one minute I can feel fine, not fully fine, but fine, like I'm thinking positive, and I'm feeling better than before, but then the next minute I fall and everything crashes and I start drowning and stuff.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate my mind and I'm scared of it
I try not to get lost in there, but sometimes it's just hard....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yesterday....most of yesterday I was feeling fine.....doing good.....not fully good but you know what I mean....then when I got to my room and it was almost time for me to go to sleep, I fell and the darkness comes rushing in

[kavi ~he-him~]

ANDY BIERSACK WAS ONLINE ON INSTAGRAM JUST NOW AND I JUST SENT HIM A MESSAGE

[kavi ~he-him~]

wait a min.....I just realize....there is two Jaimes on Instagram one is named PtvnJaime and the other is named PtvJaime O_O the second once has the verified check next to his name but the first one doesn't.....I'm really confused rn....unless he has two accounts....

[[deleted user]]

I wish I could talk to my favorite bands, but I know they're busy.

[kavi ~he-him~]

same :( most of them are busy and they didn't reply to my pms :/

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "wait a min.....I just realize....there is two Jaimes on Instagram one is named PtvnJaime and the other is named PtvJaime O_O the second once has the verified check next to his name but the first on..."

The one with the check is the real one

[NerdyJediGymnast]

The checks mean it's verified that they are real celebrities

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like the better chance that I'd get them to notice me is on twitter which I have but unfortunately my account is locked for some reason :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "The checks mean it's verified that they are real celebrities"

ohhhhh ok the one that I was talking to didn't have a check next to his name :/

[kavi ~he-him~]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "SKILLET IS IN IDAHO TODAY!"

LUCKYYYYY

[kavi ~he-him~]

it says that I need to verify my phone number and to do that it needs to call me, I don't want it to call me, I can accept it in a text message but not a phone call

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Yeah lol

[kavi ~he-him~]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "wait a min.....I just realize....there is two Jaimes on Instagram one is named PtvnJaime and the other is named PtvJaime O_O the second once has the verified check next to his name but the first on..."

Nerdy, I think both of those accounts are actually the real Jaimes, because I'm following both of those accounts and....Jaimes just posted the pic of him and his other band members, on both accounts

[kavi ~he-him~]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "wait a min.....I just realize....there is two Jaimes on Instagram one is named PtvnJaime and the other is named PtvJaime O..."

UGHHH I'M SO CONFUSED AHH

[NerdyJediGymnast]

UGGGH CONFUSION

[kavi ~he-him~]

IKR!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

LMAO YESTERDAY I WAS LIKE FANGIRLING BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS THE REAL ONE AND NOW I'M LIKE SO CONFUSED XDDD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also, is it bad that I'm now keeping a list of all my fav band members birthdays?

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Send a message to both

[kavi ~he-him~]

okay

[kavi ~he-him~]

well....I just looked at both of those guys stories on their profiles and I....don't think they are the same ppl O_O DEAR GOD!!! I WAS FANGIRLING YESTERDAY CAUSE I THOUGHT THE JAIME THAT I WAS TALKING TO WAS THE REAL ONE LMAO

[kavi ~he-him~]

MY LIFE IS A LIE

[kavi ~he-him~]

XDDDDDD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I WANNA MEET ONE OF MY FAV BANDS SO BADLY AGHHHHHHHHHH

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LOL

[kavi ~he-him~]

LMAO gotta admit tho....it's kind of funny....

[kavi ~he-him~]

this reminds me of that time last year, when I found out that cucumbers were fruits not vegetables XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

like my whole life I thought that Cucumbers were vegetables.....

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

KAVY

[kavi ~he-him~]

and then last year I find out that cucumbers are fruits XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

CYN

[kavi ~he-him~]

MY LIFE IS A LIEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

XD

[[deleted user]]

Wait, cucumbers are FRUITS?!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

XDDDD this is a very life changing moment XDDDD

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LMAO

[kavi ~he-him~]

Trelas wrote: "Wait, cucumbers are FRUITS?!!!!"

YESSSSS LMAOOOOO

[kavi ~he-him~]

I searched this on google last year and now.

The other parts of plants are considered vegetables. These include the stems, leaves and roots — and even the flower bud. The following are technically fruits: avocado, beans, peapods, corn kernels, cucumbers, grains, nuts, olives peppers, pumpkin, squash, sunflower seeds and tomatoes.

[kavi ~he-him~]

wait nuts and olives and pepper and squash are FRUITS!!! WAHHHH

[kavi ~he-him~]

like I said before, MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE

[[deleted user]]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Trelas wrote: "Wait, cucumbers are FRUITS?!!!!"

YESSSSS LMAOOOOO"

Oh My Gosh, when did this happen? I HAD NO IDEA!!!!!

[[deleted user]]

*FAINTS*

[kavi ~he-him~]

IKR IDEK

[kavi ~he-him~]

HOW DID I NOT NOTICE THIS

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Fruits are consideredto have seeds. Vegetables dont have seeds