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[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I'm gonna learn a song on the Piano

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Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Irl it's like this.....

Ppl become friends with me, and then after a while they start to get tired of me and then they leave or stop trying and then leave me with my heart breaking and shattering,..."

I've been noticing that some of my cousins, close to my age, are avoiding me...

[kavi ~he-him~]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "I feel like my family expects me to be like other adults... Like seriously, just let me do what I want."

Wow....like ppl let us be our selves and just do our own things. It's our choices anyways
PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Irl it's like this.....

Ppl become friends with me, and then after a while they start to get tired of me and then they le..."

Awww :( I'm sorry sis....*hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

Masi wrote: "Sólo hablo español por ahora. Hey Loki"

Translate

[kavi ~he-him~]

But Idk spanish :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

screw it I'm using google translate XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Masi that makes no sense XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Trying to find a sheet music for In the End by Black Veil brides for the Piano online for free, so I can learn how to play it

[kavi ~he-him~]

found one, it doesn't have the lyrics but it's good enough....I guess....

[kavi ~he-him~]

It looks hard to do but I'll try....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Masi wrote: "Todo lo que Kavy"

This is what google translated to XD All that Kavy XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

wow

[kavi ~he-him~]

121 viewers

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I made this meme:

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WHEN BULLIES MESSES WITH MY ASGARDIAN/AVENGER FAMILY:
(They Better Think Again!)

image:


http://i.imgur.com/Va59h.gif

[kavi ~he-him~]

We're a team sis

[[deleted user]]

Yes, we are!

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PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "Yes, we are!"

Agreed!

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gtg, I'll talk to ya later Kavy

[Lys: the adorkable kitten]

SISSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *tackle hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

SISSSSSSSSS *falls and hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wow me and Gameslayer aren't together, but somehow my heart keeps thinking that we are o.o

[kavi ~he-him~]

WATTPAD STOP FREEZING I AM TRYING TO WORK ON A SONG

[kavi ~he-him~]

I moved my song onto the Deviantart stash writer and I'm gonna work on it there, and then after I finish it I'm gonna copy it and paste it onto my Wattpad

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not Okay by Kavy

[Verse 1]

Everyday, it's hard.

I put on a mask.

Trying to hide my real feelings.

So other people can't see them.


Most people are fooled by my mask.

They think I'm okay.

But they can't see the me that's behind the mask.

Somethings that most people don't know.


[Chorus]

I'm not okay.

Behind my mask, I'm broken.

I'm shattered, and I can't be fixed.

This is the me, that's hiding behind the mask.


[Verse 2]

Everyday I go around pretending that I'm okay.

I don't like pretending that I'm okay.

But I do it anyways.

Somethings that most people don't know.


[Chorus]

I'm not okay.

Behind my mask, I'm broken.

I'm shattered, and I can't be fixed.

This is the me, that's hiding behind my mask.


[Bridge]

Most people see me as a happy person.

They don't know the real me. (The real me)

They don't know that I'm not okay. (I'm not okay)

They don't know the truth about me.


[Chorus x2]

I'm not okay.

Behind my mask, I'm broken.

I'm shattered, and I can't be fixed.

This is the me, that's hiding behind my mask.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was sitting next to Gameslayer the whole time during lunch and before I left I hugged him and he hugged me tightly to him with my head against his chest O_O and after the hug I started feeling some kind of feeling in my body Idk how to describe it but my heart was like beating fast

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I was sitting next to Gameslayer the whole time during lunch and before I left I hugged him and he hugged me tightly to him with my head against his chest O_O and after the hug I started feeling so..."

YAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS KAAAAAVVVVVVYYYYYY

[kavi ~he-him~]

O////O *blushes*

[kavi ~he-him~]

Tho....Yesterday and today he mentioned this....the day before yesterday his mom said somethings....and yesterday and today when he was mentioning it....I reached out and patted his shoulder, trying to let him know I'm here

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Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "O////O *blushes*"

I'm proud. Whooo

[Grant]

wow your journal is interesting (it could be a book). I am new on goodreads and just trying to make friends. Have you ever read your journal from start to finish? Might give you perspective on stuff. Anyways offering a voice to talk to if you want it :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Grant wrote: "wow your journal is interesting (it could be a book). I am new on goodreads and just trying to make friends. Have you ever read your journal from start to finish? Might give you perspective on stuf..."

Hey welcome to GR, and thank you so much

[kavi ~he-him~]

Grant wrote: "wow your journal is interesting (it could be a book). I am new on goodreads and just trying to make friends. Have you ever read your journal from start to finish? Might give you perspective on stuf..."

Also I am a future author ^^

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wth is going on XD ppl in my class just started singing a song about sleep or something and now I'm just sitting here and questioning life

[Grant]

cool would love to read some of your writing. :)

You seem really nice and loving so just trust that you are and stay that way and you will find your way.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thank you Grant :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

I really need to get back to my writing because I'd been getting distracted lately if I'm gonna publish my first book this year I better get to work

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Grant wrote: "cool would love to read some of your writing. :)

You seem really nice and loving so just trust that you are and stay that way and you will find your way."

SHE IS!!! KAVY IS THE BEST

[kavi ~he-him~]

*blushes* AWWW THANK YOU SIS

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I got pulled out of class cause a teacher wanted to talk to me and ask me questions because my ARD meeting is coming up, it's a Parent-teacher meeting because I'm kind of a special ed kid and I have a learning disability and we have to discuss my goals and the future there

[kavi ~he-him~]

And dear god I am 17 and still haven't learned to drive o_O this is gonna be a problem.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I go to college soon and am gonna get a job soon and....DEAR GOD MY FUTURE IS NEAR O_O Idk whether I should be excited or nervous.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

When I go off to University after next year, I'm going to community college for a year next year and then university

[kavi ~he-him~]

But the problem is.....ANXIETY!!! I don't think it's a good idea for me to drive because of my really bad Anxiety

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also my bus is late

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I also don't want to have to depend on other ppl to give me rides all the time :( but Anxiety....this is gonna be a problem.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

and when I go off to University I'm gonna be living in the dorm

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder who my roommate would be....

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Now that will be interesting.....;-)