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[kavi ~he-him~]

Woke up late today

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's the last day of 2016 O_O

[[deleted user]]

Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~A company always on the run~ wrote: "It's the last day of 2016 O_O"

I know...

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sis, you ready for 2017?

[[deleted user]]

Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~A company always on the run~ wrote: "Sis, you ready for 2017?"

I guess so. My New Years revolution is still the same. I've been trying to complete them for years...

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't even know what my new years resolution is yet....XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

this year seems like it's gone by so quickly.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

only 4 more hours of 2016 left.....

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~A company always on the run~ wrote: "only 4 more hours of 2016 left....."

3 hours here

[kavi ~he-him~]

HAPPY NEW YEARS

[Erin]

KAVYYYYY!!! Happy New Years!

[kavi ~he-him~]

ERIN!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

so yesterday I was at a New years party, and we were watching Harry Potter and the chambers of secret, and there was this girl, she was 7 years old, and my neighbor's cousin, and she was sitting next to me during the movie, and I was snuggling her most of the time, and she kept getting scared and she was clutching onto me and I had my arms wrapped around her.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have a feeling this year is gonna be special

[kavi ~he-him~]

This year, I graduate from High school, I turn 18, I'm planning to publish both of my first two novels, one of them in the summer, and the other one in the winter.

[kavi ~he-him~]

And I'm gonna do the 2017 reading challenge this year, I don't know if I'll be able to complete it because of life getting in the way, I didn't complete the 2016 reading challenge because life was getting in the way of me and reading. I used to be a fast reader, I'd been in love with reading ever since I'd learned to read. I practically grew up with books, and they have been there for me so many times. But now, I'm not as much a fast reader as I used to be. Well actually, it depends on my mood, sometimes I'm a slow reader, and sometimes I'm a fast reader, depending on my mood....but I can be if I want to, but life is getting in the way. so I have an idea, I'm gonna do the reading challenge and I'm gonna start with 10 books as the goal and as I get closer to reading all 10 books I'm gonna add 5 more books, and so on, hoping that life doesn't get in the way of me and reading again

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I made up my 2017 new year resolutions now. it's to write more, and publish my books, and read as many books as I can, and trying not to let life get in the way.

[[deleted user]]

Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~A company always on the run~ wrote: "I think I made up my 2017 new year resolutions now. it's to write more, and publish my books, and read as many books as I can, and trying not to let life get in the way."

Same. I did publish one book in 2016, but it was written in 2015. It was for a school project. My other books need to be published someday. I've been editing them, so it's family friendly.

[kavi ~he-him~]

ooh that's awesome!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

When you don't get a class that you really really wanted.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I looked up my schedule to see which classes I had for the second semester and I saw I didn't get creative writing. :( I'd been looking forward to that class all last sem.....

[[deleted user]]

I did creative writing in college, but the teacher was something else...

[kavi ~he-him~]

that stinks :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

I keep thinking I'm getting better but then during the nights my coughs seem to be getting worse. in the morning and afternoon I seem fine, but in the nights the coughs seem to be getting worse. I've took some cough drops I've drank water idk what to do with the coughs....I don't wanna be sick....I wanna get better so I can eat the sweets....being sick sucks.....this cough sucks....

[kavi ~he-him~]

School starts tomorrow

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel so sick

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk how I'm gonna be able to go to school tomorrow

[kavi ~he-him~]

2nd semester of school started today, and I'm still sick.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm nervous, Senior year is really stressful for me, the only thing I'm looking forward to, is seeing my friends and anime club. But other than that, I just want to get this semester over with

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~A company always on the run~ wrote: "Depression sucks

Anxiety sucks

Paranoia sucks

But having all three of them sucks even more"

Aw Kavy *hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs Nerdy*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm tired, I'm scared, what if anyone else I love leave.....what if I accidentally push my friends or someone I love away.....I'm scared.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like I'm gonna break down at any moment.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I nearly broke down in the bathroom but the tears didn't come......

[kavi ~he-him~]

Today is a rough day for me.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

what should I talk about now....

[[deleted user]]

*hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs* thanks

[kavi ~he-him~]

I keep overthinking. The mind is a very dark place. The mind is one of the worse places to get lost in. I'm scared.....I'm tired.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

When I'm around my friends, whether they are irl or online, I'm happy, I'm having fun, but when I'm alone, that's when the darkness comes in....that when I fall and crash....that's when I start getting those horrible thoughts.....I like being alone sometimes.....but at the same time I hate it....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Some of the things I used to love don't seem fun anymore......I want to do those things but I don't feel up to it....I used to love art and drawing....I loved art and drawing my whole life......but lately I haven't been up to it.....I love anime, but I haven't been in the mood to watch anime lately. I still go to anime club tho....even reading....I'd been in love with reading my entire life, ever since I learned how to read, but the last two days I couldn't focus on my reading I tried to but I kept going back to my thoughts. And reading usually helps distract me and reading is my escape....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Geez....it's so cold today.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Geez it's so cold.....and I have to wait for my bus which is always one of the last buses to come.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

That moment when you're supposed to be doing your hw, and then you just come on GR instead

[Erin]

Kavy Jackson Fullbuster ~A company always on the run~ wrote: "That moment when you're supposed to be doing your hw, and then you just come on GR instead"

Same though

[kavi ~he-him~]

I do that a lot XD ERINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

[Erin]

Same!!! I just went back today though we got off two hours early though I was super excited for school today.... Anyways, KAVVVVVVVVVYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

[kavi ~he-him~]

Personal Question:
Taken from Hallie

• How are you, really?
idk how I am, I can't say that I'm good cause I'm not good, and I don't like lying about being fine....but idk how to explain how I am rn....

• How do you feel right now? What are you thinking about?
I feel....idk how I feel....I can't say that I feel fine cause I'm not fine....but I don't really understand my feelings rn....and I rather not say what I'm thinking about because my thoughts are terrible....

• What’s your favorite dessert?
Cake, Ice cream, cookies, anything with chocolate

• How old are you?
17

• What have you learned today?
idk

• What was your favorite subject in school?
English.

• What do you do?
LISTEN TO MUSIC!!! WRITE!!

• What are some of your favorite books?
Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, The Hunger Games, Divergent, The Fault in our stars, Paper towns, The Book Thief, The Maze runner, etc

• What are some of your favorite movies?
Howl's moving Castle, Spirited Away, my neighbor Totoro, Princess Monoke

• If you were going to write a book, what would you call it and what would it be about?
I'm already writing two books at the same time now

• What’s one of the scariest things you’ve ever done?
I don't remember

• What accomplishment are you most proud of?
hmm.....

• Are you married?
No, unless you count being married to an anime character XD


• How did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend?
I don't have any.....but I am in love with someone and it's a long story of how we met....

• Do you think it’s better to get married when you’re young or better to wait a while?
better to wait a while

• Do you have any kids?
No.

• Have you ever thought of adopting?
No

• What do you do for fun?
Write, write songs, read, listen to music, watch anime

• Do you like traveling?
sometimes

• If you could visit any country in the world, where would you go?
JAPAN

• Who are some people you’d like to meet someday?
any of my fav bands/artists or Rick Riordan or J.k Rowling

• If someone asked you to give them a random piece of advice, what would you say?
depends on what the advice is about

• What’s one of your favorite habits you have?
hmm....

• What are some things that make you really happy?
my friends, my family on GR, books, anime, music, writing

• What are some things that make you really sad?
Life, the war being in my own backyard

• What are some things that scare you?
Darkness (YES I'M 17 AND AFRAID OF THE DARK, DON'T JUDGE ME!!), losing the ppl I love, being abandoned, being forgotten

• Do you like to plan things out in detail or be spontaneous?
depends...

• Are you a religious person?
Yes

• If you could go back in history, who would you like to meet?
J.k Rowling

• Would you rather live in the country or in the city?
A city

• What was your life like growing up?
eh...

• What were you like in high school?
I was the shy, quiet girl, who was crazy and weird around her friends

• Do you have any brothers or sisters? How many?
I have one brother by blood, but in my heart, I have more brothers and sisters

• What’s your favorite part about today so far?
not sure....

• Who in your life has influenced you the most? How did they do it?
My fav bands/artists- they saved my life

Rick Riordan and J.k Rowling- They inspired me to write

• What’s your favorite joke?
Hmmm....

• Have you ever tried sushi? (Did you like it?)
YES I LOVE SUSHI

• Do you like spicy food?
depends

• How do you like your steak cooked?
I don't eat red meat

• Do you have a favorite number? Any particular reason why you like that number?
3, it's my lucky number

• If you were a type of animal, what would you be and why?
Dog, because they are very loyal

• What’s one of the strangest things you’ve ever done?
um, I don't remember

• What kind of vacations do you like?
the kind of vacations that can take me into a book XD

• What are some of your major goals in life?
to become both a Graphics Designer and a Writer

• What are some of your smaller goals in life?
To help other ppl

• What do you like least about yourself?
I'm socially awkward

• What embarrasses you?
talking in front of everyone

• If you could try out any job for a day, what would you like to try?
a writer

• What’s your earliest memory?
I met my best friend

• What’s the best decision you ever made?
Joining GR

• Who’s your best / closest friend?
I have more than one best friends, but they all are so far away from me :(

• What do you think people think of you?
idk....

• What were your grades like in school?
good and bad....

[Hallie]

Haha I'm afraid of darkness, too xD

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD I'M 17 AND STILL AFRAID OF THE DARK XD I'M 17 AND STILL SLEEP WITH A NIGHT LIGHT XDD