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[kavi ~he-him~]

If the guy is too tall.....then he's gonna scare me away

[kavi ~he-him~]

Plus, I'M NOT GOING TO GET A LADDER JUST TO KISS THAT GUY XD that's why I don't want the guy to be to tall, I want him to be tall because I don't want the guy to be shorter than me either but I don't want him to be TOO tall that's why

[Wolf (Alpha)]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "If the guy is too tall.....then he's gonna scare me away"

Since I'm pretty small, every guy that I know is taller than me.

[Wolf (Alpha)]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Plus, I'M NOT GOING TO GET A LADDER JUST TO KISS THAT GUY XD that's why I don't want the guy to be to tall, I want him to be tall because I don't want the guy to be shorter than me either but I don..."

Well, then tell him to pick you up.

[kavi ~he-him~]

But the problem is Andy Biersack is a brother to me, like I said earlier, but he is 6' 4, and in my daydreams he is my big brother, not by blood but by heart, and I sometimes give him some sisterly pecks on the cheek and he does the same to me but him being 6' 4 I only found out his height yesterday, o.o so it's gonna be hard....don't judge me on my daydreams guys o.o I love daydreaming

[kavi ~he-him~]

My friend Alana's boyfriend IS SO TALL AND HE SCARES ME

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wolf (Tura) wrote: "Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Plus, I'M NOT GOING TO GET A LADDER JUST TO KISS THAT GUY XD that's why I don't want the guy to be to tall, I want him to ..."

But I don't like being picked up :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wolf (Tura) wrote: "Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "If the guy is too tall.....then he's gonna scare me away"

Since I'm pretty small, every guy that I know is taller than me."

How tall are you

[Cocoa]

omnomnomnom

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hey Cocoa!!

[[deleted user]]

I'm only 5'4"

[kavi ~he-him~]

I MISS MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE *cries* THEY NEED TO COME BACK SOON

[kavi ~he-him~]

I nearly cried over them last period

[kavi ~he-him~]

And now the feeling of breaking down is back......

[Wolf (Alpha)]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Wolf (Tura) wrote: "Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "If the guy is too tall.....then he's gonna scare me away"

Since I'm pretty small, every guy that I kn..."

5ft

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wolf (Tura) wrote: "Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Wolf (Tura) wrote: "Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "If the guy is too tall........"

You're taller than me o.o

[Wolf (Alpha)]

How tall are you?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wolf (Tura) wrote: "How tall are you?"

4' 10 :(

[Wolf (Alpha)]

Oh! Wow, I'm taller than a few people. I finally got taller than my cousins.

[[deleted user]]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "I'm only 5'4""

[[deleted user]]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "I MISS MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE *cries* THEY NEED TO COME BACK SOON"

When DC TALK broke up, I was sad.

[Wolf (Alpha)]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "I'm only 5'4"""

Taller than me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

my twin brother is 5' 10 O_O

[jericho]

I'm like really short... 4'11

[jericho]

Jen is 5'1

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thelma the Gamer Girl ~ I'm a girl and I love video games,my friends say I'm not a normal girl...sorry I would rather sit at home and play my games wrote: "I'm like really short... 4'11"

You're taller than me O_O

[jericho]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "Thelma the Gamer Girl ~ I'm a girl and I love video games,my friends say I'm not a normal girl...sorry I would rather sit at home and play my games wrote: "I'm like really short... 4'11"

You're ta..."

By an inch...Kavy you're short well not short as Kat...god that girl is like a midget

[kavi ~he-him~]

O_O I've seen ppl shorter than me actually. The voice actress that came to my anime club last year, was shorter than me O_O she was really sweet tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also, that voice actor that came to my anime club last year, IS COMING AGAIN NEXT WEEK WOOOOOO

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me with a mask that I made in English today. It was difficult to take a pic without it covering my eyes

[[deleted user]]

YOU'RE CUTE!

[kavi ~he-him~]

THANKS SIS BUT I AM NOT CUTE >.<

[jericho]

YOU'RE CUTEE!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I AM NOT >.<

[kavi ~he-him~]

All my fav bands/artists (these are not in order because I don't love any of the bands more than any of the others, I love them all equally, because they all saved my life)

-Black Veil Brides
-All time Low
-My Chemical Romance
-Skillet
-Evanescence
-Three Days Grace
-Twenty Øne Pilots
-Fall Out Boy
-Panic! At The Disco
-Paramore
-Green Day
-Plumb
-Melanie Martinez
-Halsey
-5 Seconds of Summer
-Breaking Benjamin
-Blink-182
-Guns N' Roses
-Journey
-Queen
-Pierce The Veil
-Sleeping With Sirens
-Falling In Reverse
-Disturbed
-Five Finger Death Punch
-Bring Me the Horizon
-3 Doors Down
-Red
-All-American Rejects
-Coldplay
-OneRepublic
-Britt Nicole
-Nirvana
-Seether
-Nickelback
-Shinedown
-Simple Plan
-Linkin Park
-The Beatles

[kavi ~he-him~]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "YAY FOR SKILLET AND RED!"

YAY

[kavi ~he-him~]

*sighs* there goes my thoughts and feelings....the feeling of breaking down is here.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can never seem to escape from these feelings.....unless I'm listening to my music or reading a book.....

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Kavy, TBH it doesn't matter how you look on the outside, all that matters is what you look on the inside and how you treat others, if u understand what Im saying

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks Cyn but the problem is, my thoughts are negative, I try and be positive on the outside I want to be positive because towards other ppl I'm positive but when it comes to my own self.....it's just hard to be positive....

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I mean, how you treat others Kavy XD

[[deleted user]]

Hey, Kavy. I used to judge my outward appearance. One of my friends recommend me this song "WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL" by 1-D. And I haven't judged myself since.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've gotten to the point where even I hate myself....when I look in the mirror I see all my insecurities. I like being me and I've accepted the person that I am and I stopped caring what other ppl say or think if it's negative, but loving myself again.....it's hard.....it's hard when I'd been hated by so many ppl for my whole life now.....I want to love myself again.....but I don't know how to.....

[[deleted user]]

*just recalled something* Back when I was in kindergarten, or first grade, I used to be bullied because I had to sit in the front row of the class with my glasses on. At one point, I threw my glasses on the floor and stomped on them, because how upset I was.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'd been bullied, I've had fake friends I've had haters, still have haters, I've been a loner, still a loner most of the time....

[[deleted user]]

Fake school friends, I found that out years later... The hard way...

[kavi ~he-him~]

The thing is....I've stopped caring about what other ppl say or think about me if it's negative, I've stopped caring if other ppl hate me or not....well....I want to stop caring but I don't want any haters I don't want any enemies I want to love others and be loved by others, I want friends, not fake friends but REAL and TRUE friends that'll always be here, and won't leave no matter what, and won't get tired of me.....

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Ive had a friend who stole from me, Ive been choked, Ive been having ill wishes thrown at me by others saying they hoped Id die, Ive been picked on, some days I even wished I was dead.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Princess Kavy of Books and music ~It's killing me, I admit it now~ wrote: "The thing is....I've stopped caring about what other ppl say or think about me if it's negative, I've stopped caring if other ppl hate me or not....well....I want to stop caring but I don't want an..."

We're true friends

[[deleted user]]

One time I was at recess, years ago, I stared at the busy road. I've been mentally wishing to run away from school of hate. Because what I've been through. It's not that I want to get hit by a car or something. I wanted freedom.