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[kavi ~he-him~]

my mom tells me to just go and talk to ppl and make friends but it's not that easily especially because i've been hurt by so many ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

so on my twitter there are these accounts going around and rping as the rick riordan characters and the gods, and now i just joined in and i'm interacting with them and now i made a hermes account so

[kavi ~he-him~]

at some point percy tweeted asking why his name was jackson and not poseidonson

[kavi ~he-him~]

also i have some other friends in the percy jackson fandom that are also kids of poseidon and now i'm calling them my siblings

[kavi ~he-him~]

https://twitter.com/Percy_SonOfJack/s...

this is one of the accounts

[kavi ~he-him~]

i wonder what a good gender neutral name for daughter and son is, besides "child" because child is usually referred to a child, and even tho i am a child stuck inside and adult body, what if i grow up and i don't feel like a child anymore and stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

when i see ppl saying that "there are only two genders" or being aphobic :/

[kavi ~he-him~]

it makes me sad to see that

[kavi ~he-him~]

i hope one day ppl start to become more open-minded

[kavi ~he-him~]

THIS is one of the reasons why i'm so afraid to come out as nonbinary and correct ppl when they misgender me

[kavi ~he-him~]

nonbinary ppl have existed for LONG time now even longer than before the terms existed

[kavi ~he-him~]

i hate lgbtq+phobia and I NEED IT TO GO AWAY

[kavi ~he-him~]

you know i've been thinking

[kavi ~he-him~]

don't get me wrong i hate autism and it has made my life hell, and it's made my life hard, both in my social life and school life, but at the same time....it's something i was born with even if i was diagnosed with it after high school, like it's a part of me, so as much i would love for my autism to go away cause it's made my life hell, but it's also a part of me and stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

so basically i think i'm trying to embrace my autism, despite the fact it's made my life a living hell, because it's a part of me and it made me who i am today

[kavi ~he-him~]

but what sucks tho is that most universities don't accept modified kids and because i'm modified because of my disability i have to go to community college first before going to a university, and it sucks because i never asked for this. i never asked for my autism, i never asked to be a special ed kid and if i could, i'd make sure my autism never existed and stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

yes i know i'm trying to embrace it but doesn't mean i can't dislike the hell my autism has caused me and stuff, and unfortunately i do have autism

[kavi ~he-him~]

and i have to be modified

[kavi ~he-him~]

and now i'm feeling sad again ugh

[kavi ~he-him~]

i think my depression is slowly taking over again

[kavi ~he-him~]

also my depression has always been there i've just been doing really good lately but now depression is taking over again

[kavi ~he-him~]

what if the greek demigods went to valhalla instead of elysium when they die?

[kavi ~he-him~]

ASSKKSKSKSKS SOMEONE MAKE THIS INTO A FANFIC PLS

[kavi ~he-him~]

last night i had a dream i came out as nonbinary to a teacher i had in my first year in college

[princess maggie]

was it a good dream?

[kavi ~he-him~]

princess maggie wrote: "was it a good dream?"

yes

[kavi ~he-him~]

except irl i'm still not out as nonbinary :( and i'm scared to come out

[kavi ~he-him~]

so i got adopted by percy's mother so sally jackson is my mother now

[kavi ~he-him~]

can someone who's read ALL the books in the mortal instruments series, pm me pls? i want to talk about this series to someone and i don't want to spoil anything

[kavi ~he-him~]

jeremy from shadow of whales, used my correct pronouns!! he used it before but it makes me happy

[kavi ~he-him~]

as soon as i can i think i'm going to legally change my first name to alex and middle name to nico

[princess maggie]

thats sooooo cool!

[Tamra]

hi

[kavi ~he-him~]

Tamra wrote: "hi"

Hey

[kavi ~he-him~]

hera now has a twitter and i'm just asking for a fight XD

[Tamra]

how are you?

[kavi ~he-him~]

hera really just called me a twerp and asked if i was imitating my brother because apparently only percy and annabeth would be gutsy enough to actually seek her out and start a fight what

[kavi ~he-him~]

Tamra wrote: "how are you?"

i'm fine wbu

[Tamra]

good :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

me and luke are about to be turned into a wolf and a ferret

[kavi ~he-him~]

uh oh, hera is mad

[kavi ~he-him~]

i am a wolf now

[princess maggie]

ALEX I LOVE YOUUU

[kavi ~he-him~]

I LOVE YOU TOO MAGGIE <3

[kavi ~he-him~]

mr. d turned me back to human :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

if anyone is wondering what is happening, there are some people going around and rping as the rick riordan characters and the gods and i just joined in

[princess maggie]

AWWWW

are you playing as one from the books or an oc?

[kavi ~he-him~]

princess maggie wrote: "AWWWW

are you playing as one from the books or an oc?"

i'm playing both hermes and myself, like i'm rping as myself

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's fun tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

percy just sent us some terrifying thing in two group chats i'm in, one of them is with our dad, and our dad didn't like it and i didn't either