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[kavi ~he-him~]

i like him but idk if i have feelings for him in that way or not and i think i might still have feelings for someone else but idk

[Tamra]

oh wow, tuff decision?

[kavi ~he-him~]

yeah

[Tamra]

that sucks.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and yes i still have some feelings for that other person and i have for a while now and it's complicated

[Tamra]

im sorry. hope you can try and work it out v.v

[kavi ~he-him~]

but at the same time i can't because idk if it will happen

[kavi ~he-him~]

i'm so confused rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

like i'm friends with both those ppl and i don't want to hurt anyone

[kavi ~he-him~]

but then i haven't talked to the other person in a while so

[kavi ~he-him~]

love is complicated especially now there is two ppl and i'm confused

[kavi ~he-him~]

another thing is i'm unsure if i want to be in a relationship rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

i think i might just wait a while and see what happens

[Deepthi]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "love is complicated especially now there is two ppl and i'm confused"

True

[Deepthi]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "i think i might just wait a while and see what happens"

Sounds like a good thing to do tbh

[kavi ~he-him~]

i'm thinking

[kavi ~he-him~]

my friend who just admitted he liked me, i think i have feelings but i feel like it's more in a friendship way like i don't think i have any feelings for him, in the romantic way but the other guy i feel something

[kavi ~he-him~]

but with the other guy it's complicated

[kavi ~he-him~]

also i don't think i want to be in a relationship rn like i just want to focus on myself and other things

[princess maggie]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "love is complicated especially now there is two ppl and i'm confused"

"love is complicated" is like the most real thing ive heard so far this year

[[deleted user]]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "my friend who just admitted he liked me, i think i have feelings but i feel like it's more in a friendship way like i don't think i have any feelings for him, in the romantic way but the other guy ..."

you gotta tell them how you feel

[kavi ~he-him~]

Trey wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "my friend who just admitted he liked me, i think i have feelings bu..."

i will try

[kavi ~he-him~]

and yes the other person is jonathan

[Hallie]

Gamer boy is still in the picture!!

Sorry Alex, I don't know the basic thing about relationships, so I'm of no help. Good luck figuring it out!

[kavi ~he-him~]

i talked to the SOW guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

i've thought about this last night and now i don't think i have any feelings for my friend in that way.

[kavi ~he-him~]

but i do know i have feelings for jon yes i still have feelings for him

[kavi ~he-him~]

yeah i know i can't be in love with him and it's hard moving on, but i keep running away and i've been in love with him for a long time and it's hard

[kavi ~he-him~]

and i can't date my friend knowing i have feelings for someone else

[kavi ~he-him~]

and the way i feel about Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's the way i never felt about anyone before

[kavi ~he-him~]

he's the only one i've been in love with

[kavi ~he-him~]

yeah it's been a really long time since we last saw each other

[kavi ~he-him~]

the only reason we haven't been talking is because it's MY fault, because i ran away

[kavi ~he-him~]

i have feelings for him, feelings i can't explain feelings idk if i will feel about anyone else

[kavi ~he-him~]

i knew it since after we became friends when i was 16 and started to know each other that he was special he's my best friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

i've known him since i was 16 and i'm 19

[kavi ~he-him~]

he makes me feel safe he is one of the ppl that kept me alive, HE came in my life when i felt so alone and worthless and no one really liked me. HE cared for me when ppl didn't HE actually cared for me for ME he saw me for ME yeah he doesn't know about my sexuality or that i am nonbinary and he doesn't know me as Alex yet but i will tell him sometime

[kavi ~he-him~]

i know i have ppl on here and twitter too. they care for me as well and my friend sees me for me

[kavi ~he-him~]

but Jon....i've known him WAY before i first joined twitter. he's that person in my life

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I SEE YOU FOR YOU SIBBBBB

[kavi ~he-him~]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "I SEE YOU FOR YOU SIBBBBB"

I LOVE YOU SIB

[kavi ~he-him~]

i feel terrible my friend has feelings for me and i'm here thinking about another guy and having feelings for him

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

XD

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hope you figure stuff out.

[kavi ~he-him~]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Hope you figure stuff out."

thanks

[kavi ~he-him~]

i'm gonna tell my friend the truth

[kavi ~he-him~]

i'm gonna say this,

Hey, i have feelings for someone else, and i've had them since we were 16, and i'm 19 now, and i don't want to date anyone knowing i still have feelings for someone else. i hope we can still be friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

i told him the truth

[kavi ~he-him~]

i feel so bad