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[kavi ~he-him~]

like google and Facebook and Goodreads has the gender inclusive stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

with Facebook, the first time you sign up they'll ask you your gender and only give f or m but later you can change the gender settings and they have the gender inclusive there

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I just realized, so my birthday is coming up and this is going to be my first person as an LGBTQ+ person

[kavi ~he-him~]

because I found out that I was a lgbtq+ member last year in September

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I started going by Alex at the end of January

[kavi ~he-him~]

so this will be my first birthday as Alex, as me, a non binary, panromantic asexual person. my first birthday as Alex not Kavya

[kavi ~he-him~]

actually tbh I guess I've always been asexual, I just never realized until last September,

[kavi ~he-him~]

basically I read about asexuality in a fanfic I don't remember which fanfic and it had the definition of asexual and it kind of clicked.

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ I hate periods (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ can I just go to sleep and wake up after this week is over? (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ why do we even get periods? (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

SHINE wrote: "[spoilers removed]"

(view spoiler)[ i’m on mine too (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

when ppl say asexuality isn't lgbtq+ and isn't oppressed

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am angry because I saw a post about asexuality on Insta and in the comment sections some ppl are talking about how asexuals "aren't lgbtq+" and they "aren't oppressed" and they "are not a sexuality"

[kavi ~he-him~]

http://www.whatisasexuality.com/

[kavi ~he-him~]

why are there some non accepting members in the lgbtq+

[kavi ~he-him~]

this is me

[kavi ~he-him~]

OH MY GOD DANNY WORSNOP JUST REPLIED TO ME

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Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "OH MY GOD DANNY WORSNOP JUST REPLIED TO ME"

HOLY SHIT REALLY? How did you get that lucky!?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Regina wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "OH MY GOD DANNY WORSNOP JUST REPLIED TO ME"

HOLY SHIT REALLY? How did you get..."

IDK I DON'T EXPECT THESE THINGS TO HAPPEN

[kavi ~he-him~]

guys I love shadow of whales they are one of the most sweetest bands in the world and I love a lot of bands but none of them can really compare to shadow of whales.

[kavi ~he-him~]

because they helped me a lot

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ I am 1 month and 8 weeks clean from self-harm, and this is the longest I've been clean in a while, and Shadow of whales helped me to stay clean. They helped me get through some of my urges and feelings. (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

And they kept me from giving up when I felt like giving up

[kavi ~he-him~]

they make me so happy and it's hard to describe these feelings of happiness and how I feel but they make me feel really happy and I don't feel this happy often. they even got me to smile my real smile and I haven't smiled my real smile in a while until I met them

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've only been a fan of them for 4 months and they've impacted me so much and I just really love them

[kavi ~he-him~]

do you think shadow of whales would be proud of me?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I look up to them a lot

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes when I feel like giving up I think about them and how they'd feel.

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I fell this way about twenty one pilots

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's amazing how a band can inspire us and help us so much

[kavi ~he-him~]

my birthday is in 9 days!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

and the day before my birthday I am going to make a shadow of whales themed cake!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need that day to come faster because I can't wait!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

gonna admit


I want kids and I like kids, but I don't really want to get pregnant and I am asexual anyways

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I'm probably just gonna adopt

[kavi ~he-him~]

Do you ever feel like everyone has someone that they will always pick over you? Do you ever feel like you secretly annoy everyone even if they don't say it?

[kavi ~he-him~]

do you ever feel like you secretly bother everyone?

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks to all my friends that haven't left me or given up on me or gotten tired of me yet, even tho most ppl would of left me by now.

[kavi ~he-him~]

why am I feeling like this I don't want to feel like this? I shouldn't feel like this because my birthday is coming up and I don't want to be down on my birthday

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ I think the urge is back. but I'm trying to fight it (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I hate it when one moment I could be doing fine but the next moment I'll just

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss the sow guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

help I just read an Andy biersack imagine and I died laughing

[kavi ~he-him~]

so earlier my mom and I were in the car and going to drop off my brother and on the way she was talking about a 1st birthday party, which is on MY birthday. and I already had a birthday party planned on that day,

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm going to try to talk to my dad hopefully but....I've been planning this for MONTHS

[kavi ~he-him~]

ever feel like ppl don't really want you or really need you?

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Did you just read my mind?

[kavi ~he-him~]

tbh I haven't been on GR that much lately