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[kavi ~he-him~]

asexuals is a sexuality and even if they are a heteromantic asexual they are still asexual and ASEXUALS ARE A PART OF THE LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY

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LGBTQ+ is supposed to be a safe place and it's supposed to be love and acceptance for EVERYONE

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and the person that said asexuality is not lgbt+ is also asexual

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-_-

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it's terrible

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bisexual, pansexual, asexual isn't accepted in society but yet there are some ppl in the lgbtq+ that aren't as accepting of bi, pan, and ace, and tries to exclude them

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it hurts to know that your sexuality isn't accepted in society but yet even in the lgbtq+ some ppl aren't as accepting

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the lgbtq+ community is supposed to be accepting of all sexualities and all genders.

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SHINE wrote: "Hey."

Hey sis

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I'm okay wbu

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I'm sorry :( *hugs

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YAY ELI IS BACK AND I MISSED HIM

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oml, so warped tour is next Friday and I can't wait tho I still need to get my tickets, I can't wait for warped tour because Tia, my best friend and bandmate is going to be there AND I'M GONNA MEET HER YAY

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I'd been doing some thinking about my gender identity

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and....

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I'm not sure if I am nonbinary or genderfluid or both

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but

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I think I am nonbinary

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so I'm gonna identify as nonbinary

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SHINE wrote: "Nonbinary in the dictionary has something to do with being gay. The way that I understood it."

no, nonbinary are ppl that don't identify as the binary genders, boy and girl. nonbinary is a gender identify and sexuality and gender identities are two different things

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no problem

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Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "oml, so warped tour is next Friday and I can't wait tho I still need to get my tickets, I can't wait for warped tour because Tia, my best friend and bandmate is going to be there AND I'M GONNA MEET..."

can't wait for warped tour

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also I'M GONNA MEET PALAYE ROYALE AT WARPED TOUR

if I can get my tickets soon

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I love Palaye Royale

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also new all time low single came out today and all time low sent some ppl cake for their birthdays

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so my band needs a new bassist

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our bassist left the band because we weren't doing anything

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I mean, we're trying our best. we were waiting till we get a little closer cause we were all too far apart

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plus a lot of us had somethings going on in our personal life

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I get to meet my best friend and bandmate Tia at warped on Friday so we're gonna discuss band stuff

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ever just want to open up to someone and talk to them and tell them everything but you don't want to end up burdening them or bothering them

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and you don't know what to talk about or you don't know how to hold a convo?

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I feel like opening up to the sow guys. I want to open up to them and just tell them everything because I trust them and they've helped me so much. but at the same time I don't want to burden them

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I mean they've already seen me in my darkest moments and still haven't left, they still care about me and they are always there.

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I love these guys so much

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I hate how I'm so fragile now,
I hate how I worry about everything,
I hate how I overthink so much

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I hate getting flashbacks from the things I don't even want to think about

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I just want the bad memories to go away forever, but no, they are just there haunting me

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I just want the bad memories to leave me alone but no they are there

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Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Hallie

When you were younger, did you have a swing set or a playhouse in your backyard?
we had a swing

Is your mall nice?
yes

What are you listening to?
New Years day

Do you burn incense?
no

Do you smoke weed?
no

Do you like to post song lyrics for your Facebook status?
sometimes

Do you have a Sonic near you? If so, what’s your favourite drink from there?
yes

Will you be voting in the presidential elections next time around?
maybe

Do you go to the gym?
No.

Do you like Kid Cudi?
No. What even is that?

Does being in love make you nervous?
yes

Have you ever made a mistake in letting someone go?
no

How do you feel about chocolate-covered strawberries?
yummy

How do you decide if you can trust someone or not?
idk

What was the last important thing that you thought about?
shadow of whales

Did the last song you listened to hold any special meaning?
Yes.

Do you and your last ex hate each other?
I have no exes

What’s irritating you right now?
nothing

Who was the last person you gave up on?
no one

Have you ever been so quiet that nobody noticed that you were there?
yes

Did you ever stop having feelings for someone and then started having those feelings again for them?
No.

Do you stay home when you are sick or do you still go out?
depends

Do you expect to be married in the next two years?
no

What’s your current boy situation right now?
what boy situation

Do you hate the last guy you had a thing with?
no

What’s your relationship with the person you last texted?
the last person I texted was a group chat :/

Do you think that you’re a good person?
idk

Have a best friend?
yes

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends at the same time?
No

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
maybe

Are you in a good mood right now?
idk

What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
warped tour, my birthday, offended by everything + shadow of whales meet up

Do you like your hair?
yes

What’s your most valuable memory of the first month of this year?
I don't remember

Were you single for your last birthday?
Yes.

How’s your love life?
idk

Could you date someone taller than you?
Yes

What’s the closest black thing to you?
my hair and my shirt

Are you happier now or a month ago?
now

Have you kissed someone with braces?
no

Do you ever wonder how other people see you?
yes

Does anyone have feelings for you right now?
idk

Will this weekend be a good one?
maybe

Who’s your favourite redhead?
Jeremy Boyum

Does anyone disgust you?
yes

Is there someone that you used to talk to every single day but you don’t now?
no

When was the last time you were sunburned?
I don't remember

[kavi ~he-him~]

also just a warning, warped is this week and it's the last warped tour and after this year there is never going to be another warped tour

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so after warped tour I am probably going to be sad for a while because I'm gonna miss warped tour, also because of the fact I'm never going to be able to play at warped tour with my band

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I wanted to be able to play at warped tour with my band but now I'm never going to be able to play there because my band was just created this year

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question: is it bad my dreams have changed a bit over the years?

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I mean, I still want to do art, and be an artist but rn, I want to be both an artist and a musician and I want to do both art and music.

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I mean art has been my passion since I was little

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and I love music

[jay, rip]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "question: is it bad my dreams have changed a bit over the years?"

nah boo we change so much over the years it’s totally okay!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

but tbh with art, art is my passion and will always be my passion, it's that thing that I will always go back to because it's my passion, it's the thing I will always love, and the same with music

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but tbh I am unsure if I want art to be my career or if I want to just do art for fun