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[kavi ~he-him~]

fingers are my weaknesses XD

[indi ♡]

sameeeeeeeee

i really should go work out but it's really freakin hot outside today... trying to get into runnin :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

nicole elizabeth ~semi-hiatus~ //vive le féminisme// wrote: "sameeeeeeeee

i really should go work out but it's really freakin hot outside today... trying to get into runnin :D"

aww

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's 94 degrees rn but later this week it's gonna get to 104

[indi ♡]

yeah

[kavi ~he-him~]

why are the fingers always so hard to draw

[indi ♡]

idk man... idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

now it's actually time for the fingers >.<

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've been dedicated to art and drawing since I was little

[kavi ~he-him~]

but the fingers are always my weakness

[kavi ~he-him~]

my band and I are gonna get pets when we move in together

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want a puppy

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think we might get one big and one small dog, idk I asked them

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want a small dog

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna name it Shadow or Oreo or cookie

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like Shadow would be a good name

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm happy no one in my band is allergic to dogs

[kavi ~he-him~]

because I've been wanting a dog for a long time

[kavi ~he-him~]

The puppy is going to be like my best friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's gonna be like my baby

[kavi ~he-him~]

she/he is going to be a fan of shadow of whales

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's also going to be a member of the bvb army and aa family and royal council

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's also gonna be a fan of forts like vana

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm teaching myself to play waiting by Shadow of whales on the piano, without looking at the sheet music, I'm learning it from my own memories

[kavi ~he-him~]

I already learned how to play runaway from my own memories

[Wolf (Alpha)]

I'm getting my learner's permit on Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

SIS!!! YAY!!!

[Wolf (Alpha)]

Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[princess maggie]

ALEX!

[kavi ~he-him~]

MAGGIE

[kavi ~he-him~]

so about the dog. I'm thinking of getting a maltese or a maltipoo or a cavalier kings Charles

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I'm leaning more towards a maltipoo

[kavi ~he-him~]

maltipoos are cute and adorable

[kavi ~he-him~]

A maltese

[kavi ~he-him~]

a Maltipoo

[kavi ~he-him~]

a Cavalier kings charles spaniel

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I cried earlier

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ and I also relapsed and did something bad again, after being 3 weeks clean.....I'm sorry guys....I didn't want to.... (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "so I cried earlier"

:( *hugs*"

*hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

the bad thoughts are back and I fell again

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just....I am so tired of all this negativity

[kavi ~he-him~]

Shadow of whales and Mcallister and Forts like vana and offended by everything and bvb and Palaye royale and AA and my other fav bands are keeping me alive, they are keeping me from giving up

[kavi ~he-him~]

my friends are also keeping me from giving up

[kavi ~he-him~]

tbh I am torn, I want to keep fighting, I have to keep fighting because of the people and things I love, and my dreams and my band but at the same time I am tired of dealing with all this negativity....I don't want to deal with it anymore, but I have to keep fighting

[kavi ~he-him~]

but the bands are keeping me from giving up, even if (view spoiler)[ I did relapse (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

omfg I LOVE SOW AND MCALLISTER AND OFFENDED BY EVERYTHING AND FORTS LIKE VANA

[kavi ~he-him~]

SOW says I am the greatest

[kavi ~he-him~]

forts like vana: you are too kind we love you <3

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHHHHHH THEY ARE SO SWEET AND KIND AND AWESOME AND I JUST REALLY LOVE THEM

[kavi ~he-him~]

omfg I'm going to cry because I'm so emotional, THESE BANDS ARE JUST SO SWEET AHH