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[kavi ~he-him~]

nicole elizabeth ~semi-hiatus~ //vive le féminisme// wrote: "me too... mom called me an ungrateful little bitch today, and threatened to send me off to boarding school... she knows i would kill myself if she made me go..."

wtf, that is terrible.....

[indi ♡]

yeah. i wouldn't be able to dance, which is my passion. i wouldn't be able to go into music, i wouldn't be able to see my friends, my family, my choir teacher who's basically a second mother to me... i would kill myself. death would be better than going somewhere and not being able to see my siblings...

[kavi ~he-him~]

that is really terrible *Hugs*

[indi ♡]

*hugs you back and tries not to cry* i just... why does life have to be so terrible for me? everybody leaves me, or takes me for granted, or is just plain horrid to me...

[indi ♡]

scrolling through pinterest and saw this: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/AXejbyR...

i love dan and phil... i honestly ship them so much. xD every time i'm not doing well, or am suicidal, something of theirs pops up on my dashboard. i wanna meet them so much...

[kavi ~he-him~]

nicole elizabeth ~semi-hiatus~ //vive le féminisme// wrote: "*hugs you back and tries not to cry* i just... why does life have to be so terrible for me? everybody leaves me, or takes me for granted, or is just plain horrid to me..."

*hugs* I love you Nicole!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

we are in this together

[indi ♡]

*hugs back* i love you too... (view spoiler)[ and me kinda likes chu >.< (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

also, sorry for my negativity in this journal guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't help but worry too much

I worry too much and I shouldn't but I can't help it.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish SOW was here

[Annabelle]

hey. its fine. ur negativity distracts me from. my leg. i broke it and it got cuft deeply and it infected.

[indi ♡]

sow?

[kavi ~he-him~]

#REPUTATION wrote: "hey. its fine. ur negativity distracts me from. my leg. i broke it and it got cuft deeply and it infected."

I'm sorry :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

nicole elizabeth ~semi-hiatus~ //vive le féminisme// wrote: "sow?"

Shadow of whales, they are my fav band also my best friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

sow saved my life and they kept me going and they kept me from giving up and they kept me alive. I feel like if I didn't have them....I don't know what to do

[indi ♡]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "nicole elizabeth ~semi-hiatus~ //vive le féminisme// wrote: "sow?"

Shadow of whales, they are my fav band also my best friends"

ur friends with famous people? luckyyyy

[kavi ~he-him~]

nicole elizabeth ~semi-hiatus~ //vive le féminisme// wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "nicole elizabeth ~semi-hiatus~ //vive le féminisme// wrote: "sow?"
..."

yeah, they are a small band rn, but I want them to go big someday, and I talk about them a lot and I promote them a lot

[kavi ~he-him~]

I talk to them a lot on social media, plus I've met them

[indi ♡]

cooooool

i'm best friends with my favorite author lol so idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

I talk to some other bands too and they are great but Shadow of Whales and Mcallister are the bands I talk to the most

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I'm in a band too so

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna sleep

[kavi ~he-him~]

Night guys

[indi ♡]

aw night dood

[Annabelle]

bye. imn up alll night so... if u need tobtlk im your gal

[Annabelle]

i a. staying up all night because i am n the hospital.

[Annabelle]

hi shine
hru

[Annabelle]

y not?

[jay, rip]

hey alex you should totally recommend me some SOW songs. ive got access to both apple music and spotify if their stuff is on there. you talk about them a lot so im curious lmao

[Annabelle]

hey

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

ALEX!

[Andreas]

Name: Andreas
Gender: Male
Sexuality: even though I don't like labels, I'm straight
Fav artists/songs: depends on my mood
I am moody and hopelessly romantic. I love reading and writing. I spend my nights writing songs that will probably stay secret for an eternity. I also love photography (you can check my pictures at my insta: kingamethyst). My aspiration is to become a psychologist and help someone who really needs it. I also love chatting with people. I think this is pretty much it from me.

[indi ♡]

Andreas wrote: "Name: Andreas
Gender: Male
Sexuality: even though I don't like labels, I'm straight
Fav artists/songs: depends on my mood
I am moody and hopelessly romantic. I love reading and writing. I spend my ..."

yo uh you shouldn't post that on other people's journals, go make ur own man. we cool? cool.

[indi ♡]

anyway hi

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Maybe he's introducing himself to Alex or something. Some people introduce themselves that way

[indi ♡]

alex is sleepin Q.Q

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Just saying a possibility

[indi ♡]

still idk man, seems kinda.. idk

it's 1:17 am here and i need to be up early tomorrow to go march in a parade and play for memorial day so yayyyyyyy

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hi

[kavi ~he-him~]

jay wrote: "hey alex you should totally recommend me some SOW songs. ive got access to both apple music and spotify if their stuff is on there. you talk about them a lot so im curious lmao"

I will pm you

[indi ♡]

heyoooo

[kavi ~he-him~]

nicole elizabeth ~semi-hiatus~ //vive le féminisme// wrote: "heyoooo"

Hiiii

[indi ♡]

wassup

[kavi ~he-him~]

not much wbu

[indi ♡]

same, just had lunch

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm eating late breakfast XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

cause I woke up late

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm working on another drawing rn and I think it's coming good? idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

but now it's time to draw the fingers