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[kavi ~he-him~]

this is my husband

[Hallie]

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: ""

Juvia back off Gray is my husband

[kavi ~he-him~]

GUYS MY FAV BAND ASKING ALEXANDRIA CAME OUT WITH A NEW MUSIC VIDEO

[kavi ~he-him~]

AND AHHHH I LOVE IT

[kavi ~he-him~]

Mykayla wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "GUYS MY FAV BAND ASKING ALEXANDRIA CAME OUT WITH A NEW MUSIC VIDEO"..."

SAME

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHHHH I LOVE THIS BAND

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like drawing Ben

[kavi ~he-him~]

YES!! I HAVE FINISHED YEAR 1 AND GRYFFINDOR HAS WON THE HOUSE CUP!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Now onto year 2

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHHH SOW AND MCALLISTER ARE SO SWEET AND KIND

[kavi ~he-him~]

EVERYONE MUST GO CHECK OUT SOW

[kavi ~he-him~]

I PROMISE YOU WILL LOVE THEM!!!! THEY ARE A GREAT BAND AND THEY DESERVE LOTS OF LOVE

[kavi ~he-him~]

MCALLISTER IS ALSO A GREAT BAND

[kavi ~he-him~]

but seriously what did I do to deserve SOW and Mcallister? like they've been nothing but kind and nice to me :/

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sow has literally seen me in my darkest moments, and they still love me and care about me

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ Ugh, I feel the urge coming back.... (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ I am trying to fight it tho (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I'm sad again

[kavi ~he-him~]

because I can't stop feeling like everyone has someone that they will always choose over me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I am easily replaceable and ppl can just replace me easily

[kavi ~he-him~]

okay I think I'm gonna cry myself to sleep tonight

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's okay tho I'm used to it

[indi ♡]

no! hon, you are not replaceable. you're one of my best friends. please pm me. i'm always here for you, hon <3

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs* thanks but most of my life it's been like this

[kavi ~he-him~]

most of the time ppl always end up leaving me, most of the time they end up leaving me quickly and most ppl don't stay long, only a few do.

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes I wonder if there is something wrong with me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

or maybe it's me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

I grew up being hated by so many ppl I've been hurt so much I've been bullied, I've been hurt even by my "friends"

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've never even had a real friend that actually cared about me, until I was 9, and she moved away.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've had friends before then but they weren't that nice..

[kavi ~he-him~]

even my own brother was never there when I needed him

[indi ♡]

well i'm here for you. always.

it'll get better, just you wait and see. i promise. sending much love and hugs your way, and good vibes only. no more negativity, alright? it'll get better, darling. it will. i promise.

[kavi ~he-him~]

my brother has a group of friends that he hangs out and has fun with, he never got bullied he never had to deal with the fake friends.

[indi ♡]

that's not good. i promise you, i'm always here for you.

do you have tumblr?

[kavi ~he-him~]

thanks....*hugs*

Yeah, I have Tumblr.

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's just....I've been going through the hard times since I was 4

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I'm 18 almost 19 now

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes I get really tired of fighting cause I'd been fighting for so long but I have to keep fighting cause the ppl and things I love

[kavi ~he-him~]

and my band too

[kavi ~he-him~]

I guess I have my bandmates

[kavi ~he-him~]

even tho they are so far away from me

[kavi ~he-him~]

tho we will be moving in together soon, in a couple of years

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ ugh the urge is back....but I am trying to fight it (hide spoiler)]

[indi ♡]

aw that's good <3 i'm gonna be 17 in december so xD

mah tumblr is dis: https://nicolee-elizaa192.tumblr.com/ if u wanna talk :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

nicole elizabeth ~semi-hiatus~ //vive le féminisme// wrote: "aw that's good <3 i'm gonna be 17 in december so xD

mah tumblr is dis: https://nicolee-elizaa192.tumblr.com/ if u wanna talk :D"

thanks. I'm turning 19 in August

[indi ♡]

coooooool

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just want my depression and anxiety to go away, I want this pain to all end

[indi ♡]

me too... mom called me an ungrateful little bitch today, and threatened to send me off to boarding school... she knows i would kill myself if she made me go...