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[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm in a relationship with music

[jay, rip]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "I'm in a relationship with music"

same

[kavi ~he-him~]

is music cheating on us?

[kavi ~he-him~]

YO I AM NOW #1 IN THE LEADERBOARD IN THE Harry Potter GAME!!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

GRYFFINDOR IS 1ST PLACE YESSSSS

[kavi ~he-him~]

I HOPE WE WIN THE HOUSE CUP

[kavi ~he-him~]

so according to Jay, everyone in this group has a partner and the partners are connected in some physical way.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder who my partner is?

[kavi ~he-him~]

conspiracy theory: what if everyone in this world has 1 or 2 partners? and the partners are connected in a physical and an emotional way. So when one of the partners feels sad, the other partners feels sad too. when one of the partners feels happy, the other partners feels happy too. If one of the partners gets hurt, the other partners gets hurt too.

[kavi ~he-him~]

wait, JAY!!! WE ARE BOTH IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH MUSIC!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

okay Sow is always so kind and nice to me like

[kavi ~he-him~]

They are so sweet!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

\\Shadow of Alex\\\
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@Shadowofalexsow
20m20 minutes ago

I just realized I forgot to put on my @ShadowOfWhales pin on this morning and I didn’t realize until I went up to my room and saw the pin on the table next to my bed. But I put it in now. @ShadowOfWhales sorry guys


\\\Shadow of Whales\\\
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@ShadowOfWhales
Following Following @ShadowOfWhales
Replying to @Shadowofalexsow
Don’t ever be sorry! You’re awesome

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna go cry because of their sweetness

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHHHHHHHH

[jay, rip]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "so according to Jay, everyone in this group has a partner and the partners are connected in some physical way."

alex we should make a group dedicated to finding your partner

[kavi ~he-him~]

jay wrote: "Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "so according to Jay, everyone in this group has a partner and the p..."

YESSSSSSSS

[kavi ~he-him~]

update: I asked my bassist if she'd be okay with us moving to one area living together in the future and she said yes

[kavi ~he-him~]

so YES!!! I'm gonna be living with my bandmates in the future

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am EXCITE

[kavi ~he-him~]

oml can't wait for the years to pass by so I can live with my bandmates

[kavi ~he-him~]

so let me fill you in on what's happening with my band

[kavi ~he-him~]

our old guitarist, Jena left the band, and we have a new guitarist now and she is so cool

[kavi ~he-him~]

so we have

Lead singer- Alex (me)
Lead guitarist- Tia
Bassist- Aimee
Drummer- Eli

[kavi ~he-him~]

we are gonna be an awesome band hehehehe

[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe

[Hallie]

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "we are gonna be an awesome band hehehehe"

Shadow of Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "maybe"

Definitely.

[kavi ~he-him~]

hehe

[kavi ~he-him~]

can't wait to go big guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna watch IT today so wish me luck guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

going and watching IT now

[kavi ~he-him~]

just starting to watch the movie and already getting scared

[kavi ~he-him~]

okay just need to breathe hehehehe

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not scared hehe....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lily, Hals, and Erin will protect

[kavi ~he-him~]

SOW, Mcallister and forts like vana will protect too

[kavi ~he-him~]

lily be my protector

[kavi ~he-him~]

I will hide behind Lily, also protect her from the clowns too

[kavi ~he-him~]

okay just need to breathe XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHH IT'S THE CLOWN

[kavi ~he-him~]

question:

why is it in the horror movies/animes the big siblings let their little siblings go alone especially in a place that's haunted

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate Anxiety

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate the fact I say sorry for everything
I hate how I constantly worry about everything
I hate how I constantly think I annoy everyone even if they tell me I don't annoy

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want it all to go away

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want the depression and anxiety to all go away

[kavi ~he-him~]

forever and never come back

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want these feelings to all go away

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ahhhhhh Lily save me!!!!! the horror scenes keep haunting my head

[kavi ~he-him~]

the scene where the clown bit Georgie's hand off keeps haunting me and that's the scene that gets to me the most

[kavi ~he-him~]

Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Hallie

1: Are you a virgin?
Yes.

2: What do you want to major in?
Music/art

3: What’s your sexual orientation?
Panromantic Asexual

4: What’s the cutest thing someone’s ever done for you?
idk

5: What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
UK, LA, Japan, Canada, Hawaii

6: What was the scariest moment of your life?
I don't remember

7: If you could take something back that you said or did, what would it be?
idk, probably a lot of things but what's done is done and I can't change the past so
8: Do you think that the person who sent you this number was cute?
no

9: If you had to name three important details about you, what would you say?
1. I love SOW
2. I'm in a band
3. I'm a singer

10: Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?
yes, pollen

11: Have you ever been in love? If so, are you still in love?
yes and yes, but I'd been more focused on SOW lately

12: What are four things you can’t live without and why?
1. SOW, because they are the light in my life
2. Music because music is my best friend
3. Food, because food is good
4. Art, because art is good
13: Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this number?
Yes

14: What do you like to do in your spare time?
Listen to music, listen and talk to sow

15: What are your biggest fears?
darkness, getting too close or attached to ppl, losing my loved ones
16: What are two of your biggest weaknesses?
probably my soft heart, and I get attached easily even if I don't want to
17: What are your three biggest insecurities?
myself. a lot of things
18: If you could write anonymous letters to three people, who would you send it to and what would you say?
SOW, I would tell them how much they mean to me and how much I love them

19: Favourite photo of yourself?
The pic of me with soW

20: Who are you disappointed with right now?
no one

21: Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yes. I'm 18

22: Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
no

23: Do you care if people talk badly about you?
idk

24: In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
irl, no, online, yes

25: Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
no

26: Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
yes
27: Is there someone you will never forget?
yes

28: Is there anyone you can tell everything to?
yes

29: Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
The last person I texted was my friends

30: What’s the reason behind your last breakup?
I don't remember

31: What’s your relationship with your sibling/s like?
we don't talk much