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[kavi ~he-him~]

more than my own brother by blood

[kavi ~he-him~]

because SOW was there when I needed them, they helped me when I needed them, they were the light in my life.

[kavi ~he-him~]

My brother wasn't

[kavi ~he-him~]

he was never there when I needed him, he never helped me when I needed him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I had to go through my dark times alone for most of my life.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I had friends, but they weren't real and they weren't that nice.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I never had a real friend until 4th grade.

[kavi ~he-him~]

until I met my childhood best friend in 4th grade but 3 years later she moved away

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yeah, I know that everyone goes through hard times at some point, but most of them had a friend or someone by their side. Me, I had to go through most of my hard times alone, I've been going through my hard times since I was 4

[kavi ~he-him~]

alone,

[kavi ~he-him~]

until I found my friends on twitter and Insta and Goodreads.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and Shadow Of Whales and my other fav bands

[kavi ~he-him~]

and some of my friends irl, even tho they don't know it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I met my amazing friends irl in 11th and 12th grade, it took me YEARS to find the friends irl that ACTUALLY care for me, and actually includes me in things and not leave me out like my old friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am going to say this. I am a proud support and member of the LGBTQ+ community

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love everyone in the LGBTQ+ community and I will always support them

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just really love SOW

[Dramomid ~The Demon of the Dark~ (aka T)]

Sow?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Sow?"

Shadow of Whales, they are my fav band, and my best friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

Seriously I will never stop talking about how great they are

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am making a video for Jeremy and I hope he will like it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm almost done with it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I will finish it today

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love sow Jeremy is my #1 fav tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I love everyone in the band tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

They are like my brothers my best friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

400 views O_O

[edge]

wow congrats sis!

[Faith]

are you lonely

[kavi ~he-him~]

Faith wrote: "are you lonely"

maybe.

[kavi ~he-him~]

edge wrote: "wow congrats sis!"

Thanks!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

how do I have 400 views? I don't think this journal is interesting

[kavi ~he-him~]

so my band now has a new guitarist

[kavi ~he-him~]

because the old guitarist wasn't interested.

[kavi ~he-him~]

so we have a new guitarist and she is really cool

[Faith]

I am a guitarist i need to pay for a guitar though

[kavi ~he-him~]

Faith wrote: "I am a guitarist i need to pay for a guitar though"

nice

[kavi ~he-him~]

SHINE wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "how do I have 400 views? I don't think this journal is interesting"

Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoen..."

same!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I now have 1997 followers on Twitter O_O I only joined twitter a year ago

[[deleted user]]

I dont even have twitter!! also, hi :3

[Faith]

same

[[deleted user]]

yay for gr being the only social media account you have!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

EVIE HIIIIII

[Hallie]

Congrats on 400 views, Alex!!!! I knew you'd make it :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

THANK! I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS

[kavi ~he-him~]

I messaged Jeremy on Messenger

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jeremy is my best friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

I finished making my video for Jeremy and I just sent it to him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hope he likes it


hehehehehe

[kavi ~he-him~]

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1jmql...


this is the video I made for Jeremy