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[kavi ~he-him~]

which was last weekend

[kavi ~he-him~]

no the weekend before last

[kavi ~he-him~]

no, I can't stop thinking about some friends, I think they left me

[kavi ~he-him~]

one of the friends blocked me for some reason and the other left,

[kavi ~he-him~]

she also said she wouldn't leave.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Guys, don't say you won't leave me unless you mean it, don't say you will always be there no matter what unless you mean it. because it only hurts even more when you leave.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm scared to make new friends now

[kavi ~he-him~]

this is why I'm so afraid to get attached to ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

it gets even more hard, when I have mutual friends with the friends that leave me. but I still love my friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

I guess it's okay tho....I am used to it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like there are only some ppl that actually stay with me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want SoW....

[~Akweley♡Mazarae♥~★☆★oblivion★☆★~I CAN'T BREATHE~]

hey, i can tell you're in a hard place rn, feeling down and i feels because im also there. i just want you to know that you are important and that you matter and i hope you know you're not alone. i don't know if that helps (it doesn't always help me) but your feelings are valid and i hope you can get to a better place. take care <3

[~Akweley♡Mazarae♥~★☆★oblivion★☆★~I CAN'T BREATHE~]

also, i hope you don't mind that i commented on your journal

[kavi ~he-him~]

~Nadia~♥ sometimes, you gotta pretend everythings okay♥i sleep to escape from reality♥~ wrote: "hey, i can tell you're in a hard place rn, feeling down and i feels because im also there. i just want you to know that you are important and that you matter and i hope you know you're not alone. i..."

Thank you

[kavi ~he-him~]

~Nadia~♥ sometimes, you gotta pretend everythings okay♥i sleep to escape from reality♥~ wrote: "also, i hope you don't mind that i commented on your journal"

no, I don't mind

[kavi ~he-him~]

the demons inside me are at it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need SOW

[kavi ~he-him~]

wow, I said I was asexual and someone replied to me saying I am mentally ill and I need help -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

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The brain naturally craves 4 things: Food, Sex, Water and Sleep.

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\\\Shadow of Alex\\\
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but I am asexual.

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Well then you're mentally ill. Get help.

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\\\Shadow of Alex\\\
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nope I'm proud to be an asexual

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Proud...K..Lol!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

ikr

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am happy being an asexual

[kavi ~he-him~]

just going to say this

[kavi ~he-him~]

society makes it so sex has to happen eventually in the relationship

[kavi ~he-him~]

but the thing is, YOU DO NOT NEED TO HAVE SEX IN RELATIONSHIP

[kavi ~he-him~]

not if you don't want to

[kavi ~he-him~]

lol that person blocked me

[Hallie]

Looks like I have some people to kill -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

395 views wow

[kavi ~he-him~]

so

[kavi ~he-him~]

update:

Idk what's going on with the band stuff rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

like, I'm not sure if it's working out or not, and I'm not sure who is still interested or not and who is serious or not.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm serious about the band but idk about anyone else

[kavi ~he-him~]

also

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm doing a solo thing too

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna do both solo and band stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ guys....I think I'm back into a bad habit again....I'm sorry guys.... (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ I went one week and 5 days clean until two days ago.....I did it again.....then yesterday, I went one whole day clean until today, I did it again....I didn't want to do it....but I just couldn't help it.... (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm sorry guys.....I don't want to be like this....I don't want to be in this habit.....*hugs Lily and cries* but I couldn't help it.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm scared.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

*cries* I want sow.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs* It's just....hard....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish Sow was here so I could just hug them

[kavi ~he-him~]

SOw....tbh the day I met them was one of the best days in my life. I wish I could go back in time so I could see them again and hug them again

[kavi ~he-him~]

I realize I haven't been on here too much lately.

[kavi ~he-him~]

sorry guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

I will try to be on more

[kavi ~he-him~]

gonna be honest here

[kavi ~he-him~]

no offense to my brother irl but

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like SOW has been more of older brothers to me