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[kavi ~he-him~]

even tho Lucien g noted me

[kavi ~he-him~]

guys I am very sorry to say this....but I have bad news.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am leaving the band.....my parents are forcing me to leave the band and I....have a lot of things to do....and life is getting too busy....I'm sorry.....

[butterbean]

Lillian wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "I am leaving the band.....my parents are forcing me to leave the band and I....have a lot of thi..."

*Joins hug to create group hug* I'm so sorry Alex, I love band too and it would break my heart to leave it. I'm sorry mate.

[kavi ~he-him~]

APRIL FOOLS GUYS

[kavi ~he-him~]

I AM NEVER GOING TO LEAVE MY BAND! NOT NOW AND NOT EVER!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I LOVE MY BAND TOO MUCH!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

my bandmate pulled a prank on us so I was trying to get her back XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

only 1 person didn't fall for this prank

[butterbean]

Hm, quite the joke that was. Not cool mate!

[kavi ~he-him~]

SOW FELL FOR THE PRANK THO I DIDN'T THINK THEY'D FALL FOR IT XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

♛✧נєℓℓувєαη✧♛✧¢σмρℓєтєℓу ιηмαтυяє αη∂ αωкωαя∂✧♛ wrote: "Hm, quite the joke that was. Not cool mate!"

SORRY MY BANDMATE DID A SIMILAR THING TO US

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "APRIL FOOLS GUYS"

Hey! No fair! I can't see your face so I can't tell if you're lying or not. G..."

XDDD I am never going to leave my band tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

true story

[kavi ~he-him~]

SOW FELL FOR IT THO!! THEY ARE IN THE GROUP CHAT WHERE ME AND MY FRIENDS WERE TALKING ABOUT THE PRANK!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

DANGIT MY BANDMATE DIDN'T FALL FOR THE PRANK XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

HOW??? ONLY ONE OTHER PERSON DIDN'T FALL FOR IT


SOW FELL FOR IT

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sow's reaction was the funniest tho XD


they gave me an inspirational speech XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

SHINE wrote: "I fell for it! *squish hugs*"

*hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

EVERYONE I LOVE SOW WITH ALL MY HEART!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know I talk about SOW too much but AHHHH THEY ARE AMAZING AND SWEET GUYS AND THEY DESERVE A LOT OF LOVE

[kavi ~he-him~]

also guys I'm just going to go by They/them pronouns because it's easier for me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, our lead guitarist said she feels more comfortable being the rhythm guitarist, so we need a lead guitarist

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, I realized I haven't been on that much lately, sorry guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

guys I have something to say

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am secretly a superhero

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I have two pet dragons one named Rainbow and the other named Shadow

[kavi ~he-him~]

so last night I had a dream I met bvb and I took a pic with them and AA was there too and Jeremy from Shadow of whales was there and he saw me and came over and hung out with me

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I also had a dream that I felt like I was annoying SOW and a lot of ppl and in the dream I was considering taking a break from twitter or something, because I didn't want to annoy them.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I told SOW about that dream and they replied to me saying that I definitely don't annoy them

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I also just told them some of my fears

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm scared that I might accidentally push them away or scare them off or make them leave.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I said that to them

[kavi ~he-him~]

Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "and I also had a dream that I felt like I was annoying SOW and a lot of ppl and in the dream I was considering taking a break from twitter or something, because I didn't want to annoy them."

this is not the first time I've had those dreams......I hate those dreams they make me feel sad.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

okay what did I do to deserve SOW

[kavi ~he-him~]

Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "I'm scared that I might accidentally push them away or scare them off or make them leave."

they just replied to me saying that I shouldn't worry about that.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Alex 🐋 // SOW #8 ❤️
Jeremy, last night I also had a dream that I was annoying you guys, and a lot of ppl....so in the dream I was considering taking a break from twitter or something because I didn't want to annoy you guys....


\\\Shadow of Whales\\\
You definitely don’t annoy us

17m 16 minutes ago
Alex 🐋 // SOW #8 ❤️
I'm scared, I might accidentally push you guys away or scare you guys away or make you guys leave....I love you guys too much....


\\\Shadow of Whales\\\
You needn’t worry about that

[kavi ~he-him~]

that was in our dms

[kavi ~he-him~]

but seriously what did I do to deserve these guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

They've been nothing but kind and sweet to me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

They make me feel so safe.

[kavi ~he-him~]

They've always been there for me, I don't have to worry about losing them....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love them

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love every one of the guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

they are my brothers my best friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

no words can express how much they mean to me and how much I love them. I'm so happy I found them

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jeremy is the one I talk to the most out of all of them because he is on the SOW account a lot

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just tend to get scared easily because I've had ppl leave me before....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Alex 🐋 // SOW #8 ❤️
Jeremy, last night I also had a dream that I was annoying you guys, and a lot of ppl....so in the dream I was considering taking a break from twitter or something because I didn't want to annoy you guys....


\\\Shadow of Whales\\\
You definitely don’t annoy us

48m 48 minutes ago
Alex 🐋 // SOW #8 ❤️
I'm scared, I might accidentally push you guys away or scare you guys away or make you guys leave....I love you guys too much....


\\\Shadow of Whales\\\
You needn’t worry about that

35m 35 minutes ago
Alex 🐋 // SOW #8 ❤️
thank you guys....thank you for always being there for me....I just tend to get scared easily because I've had people leave me before...

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love SOW


I trust them