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[kavi ~he-him~]

I CAN'T GET OVER YESTERDAY

[kavi ~he-him~]

THE PART WHERE THE GUYS RECOGNIZED ME AND THE PART WHERE THEY HUGGED ME EEEK

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I wanna get every one of my friends into Shadow of whales ALL OF YOU BETTER GO LISTEN TO THEM

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "Alex ~He/him~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "also I wanna get every one of my friends into Shadow of whales ALL OF YOU BETTER GO LISTEN TO THEM"..."

YAY!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

They're an amazing band and they are so sweet.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss them

[kavi ~he-him~]

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That’s us

[kavi ~he-him~]

My pics with me and my brothers in shadow of whales

[kavi ~he-him~]

OML I JUST WROTE A SONG DEDICATED TO ALL MY FAV BANDS INCLUDING SHADOW OF WHALES AND THEY LOVED IT EEK

[kavi ~he-him~]

THIS BAND IS SO SWEET AND THEY DESERVE ALL THE LOVE IM THE WORLD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss SOW

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's been 3 days since I met them but still.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love shadow of whales

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss them I miss their hugs I miss their smiles

[kavi ~he-him~]

also

[kavi ~he-him~]

how can ppl love me?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm ugly, I hate myself, I hate my body

[kavi ~he-him~]

yesterday my friends were saying that they were ugly and I kept saying that they were beautiful

[kavi ~he-him~]

but tbh I'm the ugly one

[kavi ~he-him~]

no, the bad thoughts are here

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want my brothers,

[kavi ~he-him~]

everytime I feel sad I think of SOW and when we met and when they hugged me and I feel happy and I smile


I love them

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want my brothers I want more of their hugs.

[kavi ~he-him~]

they give the best hugs I love their smiles

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me: everyone is beautiful
Also me: except me

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sow be calming my bad thoughts down

[kavi ~he-him~]

Bvb always calms me down


But Sow is calming me down too

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love BVB and I want to meet them

[kavi ~he-him~]

but Sow is awesome too and they deserve all the love in the world

[kavi ~he-him~]

wow, look at me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate my mind

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want my bad thoughts to go away

[kavi ~he-him~]

and never come back

[kavi ~he-him~]

shit, I tweeted some negative stuff about me hating myself

[kavi ~he-him~]

I forgot my best friend irl is following me....she doesn't know about my depression....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want it all to go away....

[kavi ~he-him~]

also SOW is following me.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

shoot

[kavi ~he-him~]

SOW is calming me down

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss my best friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

my best friend....the one that attempted suicide the other day....she's alive, she's okay. but she won't be on until June

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss her

[kavi ~he-him~]

HELP MY FRIEND IS SHIPPING JEREMY AND JD

[kavi ~he-him~]

fuck I let my mom down.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

just because I don't have good grades in some of my classes.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love SOW

[kavi ~he-him~]

yesterday I told them about the grades and they told me that they believe in me

[kavi ~he-him~]

YOU GUYS

[kavi ~he-him~]

I LOVE SOW WITH ALL MY HEART