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[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish I told him how I felt last year before we graduated when I had the chance but unfortunately life came in between

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to hug him and hold him tightly and never let him go.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to see his smile, his eyes

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love him, I love everything about him

I love his eyes, his kindness, his humor, everything about him

[kavi ~he-him~]

why did life have to come in the way

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I guess if the time comes we'll eventually find our way into each others arms

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder if he is feeling the same way about me, the

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder if he misses me, if he is thinking about me, if he loves me the way I love him.

[kavi ~he-him~]

because my love for him is too strong. it's so strong that it's unbreakable

[kavi ~he-him~]

if my love for him is that strong, and if I can't stop loving him no matter how hard I try, if I can't move on, or let him go then this feelings can't be one-sided, this love can't be one-sided

[kavi ~he-him~]

because love can't be forced. I've seen his eyes, when he looked at me, I've seen the way he smiled at me, the way he hugged me when I hugged him

[kavi ~he-him~]

but now it's been months so idk if he still loves me or not, but there is no way this love can one-sided

[kavi ~he-him~]

also

[kavi ~he-him~]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AMAZING SIBLING!! RAVEN!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I hate being so faraway from my friends and not being able to do anything to help them.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't want to wake up to find out that my friends are gone

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't want to lose anyone ever

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't want to be in college anymore it's too stressful....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm tired of my mom yelling at me a lot.....and constantly saying that I just sit here and do nothing.....

[Hallie]

Alex ~She/her~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "I'm tired of my mom yelling at me a lot.....and constantly saying that I just sit here and do nothing....."

Same :/

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to leave, I want to go to LA, but I can't.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

she says she loves me but.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't take the yelling

[kavi ~he-him~]

hmm...she says I just sit here and do nothing....maybe I'll prove her wrong by getting to work on our first album, I'll prove her wrong after we release our first album sometimes this year or next year

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's going to take sometime but we're going to do it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder what she'll say then

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm now even more excited to release our album

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I also need my guitar

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~Sunflower's marido~ ~Valentine ghost~ wrote: "Who's she?"

my mom

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I need to get my warped tour tickets and also my guitar

[Hallie]

If you sell your album and decide to go on tour, you should come here!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

but the money

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "If you sell your album and decide to go on tour, you should come here!!!!!"

yes!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's gonna be expensive.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

how about I get my warped tour tickets in April and then my guitar in May, I just have to be good to my mom until then....hopefully I can get them....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need a job but I can't.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ ~Sunflower's marido~ ~Valentine ghost~ wrote: "That's not very nice of your mother! Family should support each other. Then again… my family doesn't. :/"

I'm sorry...

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

parents say they are going to support their kids no matter what but then they are just like....not all parents are like that but still....

[kavi ~he-him~]

am I going to disappear soon?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am 4'10 tall and I weigh 94.5 lbs

[kavi ~he-him~]

just checked my weight

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was 96 lbs last time I checked which was a long time ago

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am crying

[kavi ~he-him~]

because all my friends are so sweet and amazing

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I just love every one of them

[kavi ~he-him~]

GUYS

[kavi ~he-him~]

GUESS WHAT

[kavi ~he-him~]

I AM NOW OFFICIALLY TAKEN BY ASH COSTELLO IN AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE