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[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate glue

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's sticky

[kavi ~he-him~]

I had to do an art project that involves glue and it turned out really messy

[kavi ~he-him~]

okay no

[kavi ~he-him~]

why does life have to be so cruel

[kavi ~he-him~]

guys....one of my best friends on twitter and Insta attempted suicide last night and idk what happened and idk if she survived or not but I'm scared

[kavi ~he-him~]

I heard about it from some of our friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm really scared rn. I can't lose any of my friends.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

this is one of the problems with internet friends I love you guys but I can't be there in person to hug you I can't be there physically to comfort you and hang out with you. There is only so much that I could do

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish I could've been there for her, I wish I could've been there to hug her and stop her but fuck long distance

[kavi ~he-him~]

guys, I think I'm just going to leave for a while and do something to distract me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and then I'll go to sleep

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm scared

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss her

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't wanna lose anyone else

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm going to sleep.

[kavi ~he-him~]

night all

[kavi ~he-him~]

also guys before I leave.....pls don't leave me.....I can't lose you guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

night

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish I could wake up and realize it was all a dream

[kavi ~he-him~]

I cried for a while last night

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss her

[kavi ~he-him~]

Why does life have to keep taking my friends that I’m really close to away from me?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Everyone can you please send my friend your prayers pls?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thank you

[kavi ~he-him~]

I’m scared

[kavi ~he-him~]

I fell again

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel so empty

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder what would happen if I just disappeared

[kavi ~he-him~]

TBH, there was a time in my life when I thought my life was cursed

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sorry for my negativity guys....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate my mind

[kavi ~he-him~]

I’m always afraid of losing the ones I love, but sometimes I wonder if there is someone out there that is afraid of losing me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like I’m just dead inside

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like I’m just hanging on by a thread

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs you tightly*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I’m sorry....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thank you....I love you guys so much.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I say sorry too much....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm home so I'm going to write a song dedicated to my friend

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or I'll do it later

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ugh

[kavi ~he-him~]

just trying to hang in there just trying to get through the days

[kavi ~he-him~]

I keep thinking about my band and our future and stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

we haven't made music yet but we will sometime

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait until we make music and release them

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh