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[kavi ~he-him~]

Yep this is Andy, aka my hero and idol and big brother figure XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like both girl and boy today

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also guys, On the days I feel like both girl and boy y'all can call me whatever pronouns you want. She/he/they

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

It? Jk XD I will probably call you a she out of habit XD not an it lol


Sorry I had like 3 hours of sleep so Im crazy

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "It? Jk XD I will probably call you a she out of habit XD not an it lol


Sorry I had like 3 hours of sleep so Im crazy"

XD it's okay

[kavi ~he-him~]

┏┓
┃┃╱╲ in
┃╱╱╲╲ this
╱╱╭╮╲╲house
▔▏┗┛▕▔ no
╱▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔▔╲
homophobes and transphobes allowed
╱╱┏┳┓╭╮┏┳┓ ╲╲
▔▏┗┻┛┃┃┗┻┛▕▔

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "That's awesome, Alex. :)"

Thank you!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yay I'm a parent now because I adopted some ppl on twitter XD

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Does that make me a(n)(Genderfluid term for aunt and uncle, currently an uncle)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "Does that make me a(n)(Genderfluid term for aunt and uncle, currently an uncle)"

yes

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

rn I'm both a mother and father

[kavi ~he-him~]

also Raven that means you're also Andy's sister and Jake and Inna's daughter because Andy is my big brother and Jake and Inna are my parents

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

K

[kavi ~he-him~]

also Val you're my sibling

[kavi ~he-him~]

yay the palaye royale guys are my cousins and the aa guys are my uncles now

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

yay, Juju is my big sister too. Cause she's Andy's wife so

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hey guys, if I did something wrong or if you have a problem with me or something, then tell me what I did wrong or why you have a problem with me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know I never really talked about these bands much but I really love Pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens, Bring me the horizon, Of mice and men, Pvris, Paramore, All time low, my chemical romance, falling in reverse, Panic! at the disco, Starset, Flyleaf, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Skillet, etc.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I have a problem with you :D We don't talk as much with each other(Its mostly my fault too XD)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "I have a problem with you :D We don't talk as much with each other(Its mostly my fault too XD)"

I'm sorryyy XD

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

XD Its fiiiiiiiiiine, Im really starting to think I'm depressed

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "XD Its fiiiiiiiiiine, Im really starting to think I'm depressed"

:( I'm sorry *hugs*

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Shine Im listening to It's not me its you by Skillet

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

And eating Takis.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/he/they~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Sylveon~Raven wrote: "XD Its fiiiiiiiiiine, Im really starting to think I'm depressed"

:( I'm sorry *hugs*"

How do you know if you're depressed?

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

SHOKIE (SHINE) (Shine's back up account.) wrote: "Sylveon~Raven wrote: "Shine Im listening to It's not me its you by Skillet"

I haven't heard that song yet, but I should."

Its awesome. Ive been listening to it on repeat since this morning

[kavi ~he-him~]

SHOKIE (SHINE) (Shine's back up account.) wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/he/they~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I know I never really talked about these bands much but I really love Pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens, Bring me the..."

YESS

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I think I have some sort of anxiety IDK

[kavi ~he-him~]

bands have taken over my life XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/he/they~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Sylveon~Raven wrote: "XD Its fiiiiiiiiiine, Im really starting to think I'm depressed"

:( I'm sorry *hugs*"

How do you ..."

Mood: anxiety, apathy, general discontent, guilt, hopelessness, loss of interest, loss of interest or pleasure in activities, mood swings, or sadness
Sleep: early awakening, excess sleepiness, insomnia, or restless sleep
Whole body: excessive hunger, fatigue, loss of appetite, or restlessness
Behavioral: agitation, excessive crying, irritability, or social isolation
Cognitive: lack of concentration, slowness in activity, or thoughts of suicide
Weight: weight gain or weight loss
Also common: poor appetite or repeatedly going over thoughts

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate depression and anxiety

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I don't really sleep but I blame Goodreads. I have cried myself to sleep because of someone I argued with. Im starting to really blame myself and think that I'm a problem and that I hurt people

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I always cry, I also always say "I'm sorry" even when I didn't do anything wrong

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "I don't really sleep but I blame Goodreads. I have cried myself to sleep because of someone I argued with. Im starting to really blame myself and think that I'm a problem and that I hurt people"

I'm sorry sis, but you're not a problem :( and we all make mistakes

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I murdered my tongue from Takis XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "I don't really sleep but I blame Goodreads. I have cried myself to sleep because of someone I argued with. Im starting to really blame myself and think that I'm a problem and that I hurt people"

Sis, have you heard palaye royale?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "I always cry, I also always say "I'm sorry" even when I didn't do anything wrong"

I do that too.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't always cry because I don't like making ppl worried. or at least I try not too.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/he/they~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Sylveon~Raven wrote: "I always cry, I also always say "I'm sorry" even when I didn't do anything wrong"

I do that too."

I don't know why tho

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/he/they~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Sylveon~Raven wrote: "I don't really sleep but I blame Goodreads. I have cried myself to sleep because of someone I argued with. Im starting to really blame myself and think that I'm a problem and ..."

???What's palaye royale?

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Also I have a great story idea :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "Also I have a great story idea :D"

what is it?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna start updating this journal with the song I'm listening to.

[kavi ~he-him~]

(song playing: Let you down- Black Veil Brides)

[kavi ~he-him~]

my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/user/animefo...

[jericho]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/he/they~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "(song playing: Let you down- Black Veil Brides)"

ohhhh i like that song

[kavi ~he-him~]

thelma wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/he/they~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "(song playing: Let you down- Black Veil Brides)"

ohhhh i like that song"

YESSSSS

[jericho]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/he/they~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "thelma wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~She/he/they~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "(song playing: Let you down- Black Veil Brides)"

ohhhh i like that song"

YESSSSS"
YES