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[kavi ~he-him~]

And Annette probably saw it too.

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "so Alana now knows that I'm genderfluid because she saw my post on Insta"

she congratulated me!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm falling in love with the bands waterpark and Crown the empire. They are amazing!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Y'all there should be some kind of celebration where we can celebrate whenever someone finds out their sexuality or gender.

[kavi ~he-him~]

does anyone else ever have some weird convos in your head?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm a he/him today

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I straightened my hair and I'm thinking of dying it blue. I've been planning on it for months. If I dye my hair blue would it mess up my straight hair

[kavi ~he-him~]

dark

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Like night sky?"

Yeah

[jay, rip]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "So I straightened my hair and I'm thinking of dying it blue. I've been planning on it for months. If I dye my hair blue would it mess up my straight hair"

i have naturally straight hair when i did blue i bleached it first which kinda dried out my hair a bit and made it frizzy

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have naturally curly and my hair is naturally dark so maybe I should've done the straightening after I dyed my hair blue. But I got my hair straightened at a professional hair stylist place so my hair is going to be straight for 5 months so maybe I'll dye my hair then

[kavi ~he-him~]

What if we were all born with different hair colors that match all of our personalities like the hair colors we have depends on our personalities

[princess maggie]

i used to want to dye my hair but now i just want to cut it all off

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "What if we were all born with different hair colors that match all of our personalities like the hair colors we have depends o..."

I'll probably have blue hair

[kavi ~he-him~]

Is it bad I'm thinking of Alex from Magnus chase

[kavi ~he-him~]

Because Alex is genderfluid and I go by Alex now and I'm genderfluid too

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder what would happen if Alex from Magnus chase was real, or if I was in Magnus chase and we meet.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've imagined me being in Magnus chase and me and Alex meeting

[kavi ~he-him~]

it would be really interesting

[kavi ~he-him~]

imagine two ppl with the same names meeting each other and then they fall in love with each other

[kavi ~he-him~]

Missing you by All time low


^ that song always gets to me, but I love it

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "imagine two ppl with the same names meeting each other and then they fall in love with each other"

that would be really interesting

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just want to say something

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, I've been struggling and fighting my own battles most of my life now, I've been bullied since I was 4 years old, I grew up being hated by so many ppl, and I've been hurt by the ones I called "friends" I already told you guys my story, and I've always had difficulties with fitting in with others, no matter how hard I try. I've always had difficulties making friends with others and I grew up as a special ed kid, and no matter how hard I try it wasn't enough for some ppl cause ppl eventually ended up leaving me. And 4 years ago, my depression started taking over me. And I started getting suicidal thoughts and I was struggling a lot. 4 years ago, one of my "friends" hurt me really badly and when she hurt me, it shattered my heart (I already told you guys the story of what happened between us) so I started developing trust issues. I was also feeling a lot of pain in my heart, not physical pain but emotional and it hurt a lot so I cried on the inside a lot. But then irl in 11th grade I finally found some ppl who really cared for me and didn't leave me. no matter how awkward I was. one of those ppl was Jon, 2 years ago, was also when I joined GR and I was still struggling and a couple of times, I've also came to the point of suicide where I almost gave up but instead I just kept going and two years ago I also got taken over by Anxiety and then I also found you guys, and 2 years ago in the summer of 2016 I also discovered some of my fav bands and then I started discovering more of my fav bands. And I also met you guys. and you guys and my cousin along with my fav bands and some of my friends from high school, helped me a lot. And my friends from Insta and twitter also helped me. its because of YOU guys and my fav bands and some of my irl friends, and my other twitter and Insta friends, I'm still here and I've gotten this far. Y'all gave me hope. and now, I'm still struggling and I'm still broken, and I'm still struggling with depression and anxiety and suicidal thoughts and trust issues. I don't have the suicidal thoughts EVERYday but I have them when my depression is kicking in. But I have you guys. And my fav bands and my twitter and Insta friends. And lately I've been feeling a bit of happiness, it's not a lot and it doesn't last long and it takes a while for me to be happy but I just, I just really love you all

[kavi ~he-him~]

I LOVE EVERY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND FRIENDS AND SIBLINGS ON GR!! Y'ALL ARE SO AMAZING AND AWESOME AND I JUST REALLY LOVE YOU ALL!!!

[Wolf (Alpha)]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I LOVE EVERY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND FRIENDS AND SIBLINGS ON GR!! Y'ALL ARE SO AMAZING AND AWESOME AND I JUST REALLY LOVE YOU ALL!!!"

I LOVE YOU TOO KAV. YOUR AMAZING ALSO!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "*hugs Alex* I love you too."

Wolf (Alpha) wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I LOVE EVERY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND FRIENDS AND SIBLINGS ON GR!! Y'ALL ARE SO AMAZING AND AWESOME AND I JUST REALLY LOVE Y..."

*hugs you both*

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wolf (Alpha) wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I LOVE EVERY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND FRIENDS AND SIBLINGS ON GR!! Y'ALL ARE SO AMAZING AND AWESOME AND I JUST REALLY LOVE Y..."

SISSSSSSSS


(btw I go by Alex now)

[Wolf (Alpha)]

❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Wolf (Alpha) wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I LOVE EVERY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND FRIENDS AND SIBLINGS ON GR!! Y'ALL ARE SO AMAZING AND AWESOME AND..."

Okay Alex!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wolf (Alpha) wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Wolf (Alpha) wrote: "❄️Aℓєχ тнє Ʋαмριяє❄️ ~He/him~ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I LOVE EVERY ONE OF MY BEST FRIEND..."

I love you sis!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like neither girl and guy today. so my pronouns are they/them today.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I had a weird dream last night

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I was working in a movie theater and then Andy was there and he was my husband and then later me Andy and the other bvb guys went swimming and me and Andy started playing with each other. And then later I had kids, I had a boy, and two girls, one of them was a baby. And I also had a dog, and then my family and I were going to India and as we were going my brother left the dog outside of my door. so that it was outside and I got mad and upset because the dog was outside and I thought it was going to run away and I was going to lose it

[kavi ~he-him~]

tho Andy was my husband O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

tho I wonder how we had kids. like we adopted two of them but the baby?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Maybe the baby was magical so. XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

what if everyone in the LGBTQ+ community had powers? And the Allies can have some powers too.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Magic baby works. XD"


XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

whatever you want

[kavi ~he-him~]

probably ice or water

[kavi ~he-him~]

what if we all were born with our soulmates name on our wrist? like we could have 2 soulmates, one romantic and one platonic. except the aromantics, they can only have a platonic soulmate.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Ooh! I know. I want the ability to teleport because then I can come see you all."

what if we can all have the ability to teleport and we can all also have telepathy so we can communicate with each other?

[kavi ~he-him~]

except the homophobes and transphobes or anyone that is against the LGBTQ+ community won't get any powers.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Well… love would be a lot less complicated I'd guess."

True.

[kavi ~he-him~]

but then again there are ppl that have the same names so it could get confusing

[kavi ~he-him~]

what if everyone in the bvbarmy and royal council, and aa family, and the fanbase of all the other bands, also had powers?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Yeah, plus I kinda like just falling in love. :)"

same

[sara]

HEYY

[kavi ~he-him~]

SARA!!