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[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "this is why:

https://www.instagram.com/p/Ben-8EsgZTT/"

so basically they're saying that if the ambulance drivers don't believe or agree with being a part of the LGBTQ+ community then they can just refuse to carry them and leave them to die!!!! wtf!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Oh, we condone murdering now? *Sarcasm* Brilliant."

Ikr!!!! it's terrible

[kavi ~he-him~]

(view spoiler)[ I hope they both get impeached. (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

SHOKIE (SHINE) (Shine's back up account.) wrote: "This is so bad. Even if I'm only a straight girl forever, this is so wrong!"

ikr!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "[spoilers removed]"

sorry guys but I just really hate them, I know they are the president and Vice President rn so I have to deal with them rn, but still....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate seeing ppl get treated badly just because of their race, gender, sexuality, etc. it's terrible

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know I said this more than once but I should probably start remembering to drink more water.

[kavi ~he-him~]

like I drink water, but it's not enough. like most of the time the amount of water I drink is like one bottle per day. sometimes I drink the whole bottle and then I refill it and drink it and sometimes when I go out to eat I do drink but not all the time.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and then I end up getting dehydrated which happens a lot. I get dehydrated really easily, I don't get dehydrated enough to get to hospitalized but I do get dehydrated enough to where I'm throwing up.

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes I feel like I'm not really good enough for other ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

I try hard to be other ppl's friends but sometimes trying is not good enough for some ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like everyone always leaves me eventually.....

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

What happened Kavs?

[kavi ~he-him~]

my friend on twitter, I'm not saying names, she keeps following me and unfollowing me after a while and then following and unfollowing me and rn she's not really following me idk if she unfollowed me on purpose or not but she is a really amazing and great friend and she is really sweet, so I feel like I did something to annoy her but Idk what I did....I want to talk to her about it.....but I'm really shy and I'm bad at talking to ppl about things.....I've tried to be there for her a lot and she's been there for me sometimes when I complained in the group chat that we're in but now idk. We've been friends since last summer and we were friends months before she started unfollowing and following me, she started doing this since December, idk why, we're still friends and I'm still following her but idk. idk if it's because we barely talk or idk. idk what to do rn.

[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe I'll just give her some space for a while and see what happens and then after that I'll try talking to her idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "I'm your friend and I'm never leaving you Kavy! You mean too much to me. *tackle hugs!*"

thank you Val *falls and hugs* I love you guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need a male name

[kavi ~he-him~]

because Kavya is more of a female name

[kavi ~he-him~]

it could

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish there was gender-neutral bathrooms

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I wish there was gender-neutral bathrooms"

because today I had to go into the girl's bathroom even tho today is a guy day for me, because I'm not out to anyone irl except my cousin and I'm not ready to come out yet, so irl I have to pretend that I'm a girl on my guy days. And the days when I feel like both or neither too

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "I know the feeling. I'm still not coming out for a few months. I'm planning and preparing."

same I'm just gonna wait until I'm ready but for now I'm just gonna pretend I'm a girl on my guy days

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Pretending isn't easy though. I wish you luck."

true I'm good at pretending because irl I tend to pretend that everything is okay even when it's not okay, and I tend to put on a smile to hide my true feelings and everyone is fooled by my feelings so....except for my best friend, Jonathan, because he can see through my mask.

[kavi ~he-him~]

SHOKIE (SHINE) (Shine's back up account.) wrote: "Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Pretending isn't easy though. I wish you luck."

I know what's like to pretend on something when you're not..."

it's hard. And I hate doing pretending to be someone I'm not but I have to do it for now. Until I'm ready

[kavi ~he-him~]

SHOKIE (SHINE) (Shine's back up account.) wrote: "Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Pretending isn't easy though. I wish you luck."

I know what's like to pretend on something when you're not..."

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Me too unfortunately…"

it sucks

[kavi ~he-him~]

then again, I do want to try out acting I never really done it before but I just want to try it to see if I like it. so I guess this could be a chance XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "I'm good at pretending too, great I'm fact! But it causes me to become a little mentally unstable. I can't think straight."

same, it's actually not really healthy to bottle your feelings in and sometimes you just have to get things off your chest because it's not healthy to keep things to yourself.

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "I'm good at pretending too, great I'm fact! But it causes me to become a little mentally unstable. I can't think straight...."

then again I can't say anything because I tend to keep things to myself except on here. But I keep some things to myself.

[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe I'll tell my art teacher sometime because she is a trans so she should understand

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "I opened up to one person. They are currently questioning things as well. Having you guys is the only thing that keeps me sane though! XD"

same here XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

SHOKIE (SHINE) (Shine's back up account.) wrote: "I feel like my pretendings are turning into lies, but I have to protect myself..."

I'm sorry sis :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

*squish hugs* :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm thinking. I might either go by both a female and male name, female for my girl days and male for my guy days, or I'll pick a gender-neutral name cause it's easier. or I'll just go by Kavy idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

but Kavy is more of a female name. But I guess it can be gender-neutral

[kavi ~he-him~]

tbh I like the name Alex for some reason. It's gender-neutral and while I was questioning my gender, I was thinking that if I am gender fluid. then I was going to go by either Alex or Kavy. and I am genderfluid so

[kavi ~he-him~]

or maybe I'll just go by Kavy. idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

or maybe I can go by Kavya or Kavy on my girl days and the days when I feel like both girl or boy and the days when I feel like neither and I can just go by a male name on my guy days

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm still a he/him rn so.

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I hate when you're signing up for something or something like that and they ask for your gender and then they just put, female and male as the choice -_-

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I think Raven is a genderneutral name

[kavi ~he-him~]

I also hate when ppl are being ignorant and just say that there are only two genders -_-

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I understand why adults think that way since they're not used to it.

[kavi ~he-him~]

ppl, sex and gender are two different things. there are two sexes. Gender is a spectrum. Sex is what you are born as. Gender is based on your personality (I think someone pls correct me if I'm wrong)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "I understand why adults think that way since they're not used to it."

True. but there are some close minded ppl out there so.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Raven /ˈreɪvən/ is a unisex given name in the English language. In the United States of America, the name is more commonly used as a feminine name, and has ranked amongst the top 1,000 feminine names given to baby girls since 1977. Raven may be more feminine but it's also unisex

[kavi ~he-him~]

I reported an account on Insta, because they had some homophobic posts and they were really terrible

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I mean my teacher thinks that way but I don't blame him. He at least doesn't say anything mean about those who have a different gender then their birth gender

[kavi ~he-him~]

my mom thought that some of the t-shirts I got from hot topics were guys' clothes but they were actually Unisex

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon~Raven wrote: "I mean my teacher thinks that way but I don't blame him. He at least doesn't say anything mean about those who have a different gender then their birth gender"

that's good.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

@Kavy. I reported that jerk too