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~the sea does not like to be restrained (Kavi's journal)~
I've said this before and I'm not going to lie, I miss Jon, I still love Jon, like I'm still in love with him. I should be trying to move on for now and take a break from my feelings for him now, but I keep finding myself thinking about him and my feelings for him. And stuff. I don't ALWAYS think about him but still.
I'm trying to move on for now because I'm trying to focus on myself for now. And like I said before, I don't wanna stress over Jon or anyone else. I don't want another relationship that runs on insecurities.
❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I've said this before and I'm not going to lie, I miss Jon, I still love Jon, like I'm still in love with him. I should be trying to move on for now and take a break from my feelings for him now, b..."another thing, I want to move on for now, because I just wanted to see what happens and time shows. so if we are meant to be then time will show it.
also guys, if you have a bf/gf and they are texting/chatting with their ex. don't immediately jump to the conclusion that they are cheating on you because they could be on really good terms with their ex. like in a friendship way. And you CAN be friends with your ex. And just because they are on good terms with their ex doesn't mean they are cheating on you.
Also don't go snooping through your bf/gf's stuff because that won't help you either. you have to trust them. Trust is the key to love.
❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I wanna cuddle someone"
maggie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I wanna cuddle someone"cuddle me"
okay!! *cuddles you*
I asked my mom about the tickets for the bvb/aa concert so I could look for them so I could find the proof that I bought the tickets because I haven't got them and then she says that if we have the tickets then we'll go but if we don't then we won't go and I said that we did bought them and she says to show them proof and she thinks they are "affecting the way I think and talk" because the other day I was trying to come out to her and I've been questioning my gender, lately. She doesn't understand how much Bvb means to me. How much they've inspired me. I said that they inspired me and they were there so many times for me and they were there to catch me when I fall and they taught me that I didn't have to fit in and it's okay to stand out and it's okay to be different and my mom says that "how are you standing out. By just sitting there in your chair all day." I don't always sit here and I do stuff, I do work. She says that whether I fit in or not. Studying is the most important thing I need. I study. And SHE was the one that wanted me to be more social. Which I'm not because I'm so shy and I'm an introvert. I feel like my parents don't really understand me.
Bvb means so much to me and they always calmed me down and comforted me whenever I'm upset or feeling lonely and sad. They gave me hope. They saved my life.
I never been this dedicated or passionated about a band, before bvb. I've loved a band but never really been that passionate. But then when I found bvb, I just really loved them. And then I discovered more bands and I just love them.
when I first discovered bvb, I was really struggling through life because of my depression and anxiety, and then I found bvb and they saved my life. They kept me going and gave me hope. They were the ones that inspired me to never give up no matter how hard it is. I don't know where I would be if I never found bvb.
I love bvb not just as a band but as a family too. because we're a family.
I found a letter that I wrote for Andy last year, and I don't remember if I sent it to him on twitter or Insta, I looked through my first twitter account and my Insta account I couldn't find it so now I'm just making changes to that letter so it's not just for Andy but it's also for all the other bvb guys. Because I love them all equally.
And I'm also adding more to the letter. I'm putting parts of my story into it, but it's not my whole story. I'll tell them my whole story later.
I wrote a letter for Ben too. I love Ben he's so funny and kind
kavy 'm gonna rant to you for a second. it's a good rant thoughi've been doing a lot of thinking lately (being in my room doing nothing and not really feeling like reading and such) and you know what i think?
i think that you and hallie and thelma and everyone else on here are probably some of the cutest, prettiest, handsomest people in the entire freaking world and i don't even have to see a picture of you to know that.
i mean is beauty all about how you hold yourself and stuff like that? and ya'll are some of the kindest most accepting people i have ever had the pleasure of meeting before and i can't begin to explain how refreshing that is for me. i wasn't all that popular in school for a long time (can you believe that??) and i realize now that that's not really a big deal, but i was so thankful to have those few friends who actually cared about me and you all remind me of my irl friends so much and i care so much about you.
so yeah. just wanted to let you know.
<3<3 the gay uncle
ɱค૭૭ɿ૯ wrote: "kavy 'm gonna rant to you for a second. it's a good rant thoughi've been doing a lot of thinking lately (being in my room doing nothing and not really feeling like reading and such) and you know ..."
awwww thank you Maggie <33333 this means a lot to me. And I love you. I care about you too
I drew the Palaye Royale Logo
I haven't been on Deviantart in a long time
gay couples are just so cute
Ashley Purdy's birthday today :)
so, I don't really know what I really want to do in the future.
like, I want to be both a graphics designer and a musician and I don't really want to choose between them
I love music, and music is my life. But I also love art and I've been really passionate about art since I was little.
I guess I can do both, but it'll be hard
I should probably start looking for band members, but I'm really shy, and I'm still really shy to sing in front of others other than my parents and my voice teacher
Just finished my art project for school
also I accidentally cut myself with my exacto knife cause I was using it for my art project
it's not a big cut so it's okay
I feel like these bracelets from NTIO are really helping me.
the first one is from Ben's line and the second one is from Andy's line
Sylveon~Raven wrote: "Hey Kavy"RAVEN
Sylveon~Raven wrote: "Hey Kavy"I MISSED YOU WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN????!!!
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I've been lurking around I guess.
Why do I have to be so awkward and shy?
so, I was sitting in the cafeteria and eating and then this person came over to me and asked me if he could sit with me and then we just started talking well he was talking to me and I talked a little bit but most of the time I just nodded and said, "mhm"
He's nice, but I'm just so awkward
I feel like painting but we still need to get my art table down
Why do I keep getting confused about my gender?
last month when I was questioning my gender, I'd been searching up the genders and I took some quizzes to help me, and I came across two words and I felt like they clicked with me, but I don't know which one that clicks with me the most. Those two identities, are Demigirl and Genderfluid. I feel like one of them is me.
and the other day while I was questioning my gender, my friend told me that gender depends on my preference, and I said that I was going to identify as a girl. But tbh Idk. I was still questioning.
it's personal
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I don't feel that same warmth when I hug my other friends. I feel warmth but it's not the same warmth I feel when I hug Jon