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[kavi ~he-him~]

I have two black bracelets I got from Never take it off tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I have two black bracelets I got from Never take it off tho"

Never take it off is like a company that Juliet founded, and it's where a lot of artists including Juliet make bracelets or necklaces to give something back to their fans to help support them with their dreams because their fans supported them

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "I bet they loved it! XD"

XD I don't think they noticed XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Homecoming King by Andy Black

Some nights you lie
Some nights you don't
But they all feel the same
Sometimes you wish you could turn to stone
And be perfect always
I, I can't feel like this no more

In the crowd alone cause no one wants to know you
Do they?
Don't they?

Right here but no one's watching

Here comes the invisible man
That no one turns to see
I'm just another dumb fool who'll never go down in history
Yeah, you're standing there with the homecoming king
Turn the silver spoon into a diamond ring
Can he make you disappear without anyone noticing?
Yeah, fuck the homecoming king!

You see your life is drawn out
Don't feel the world that you know
Caught in the tower singing
"Oh no, that's not the life I chose!"

Most days you rise and start to fade
Cause no one loves you
Avert their eyes and look away
Life without virtue
I, I can't feel like this no more

You walk these halls and feel the same
Cause you can't find your place

Right here but no one's watching

Here comes the invisible man
That no one turns to see
I'm just another dumb fool who'll never go down in history
Yeah, you're standing there with the homecoming king
Turn the silver spoon into a diamond ring
Can he make you disappear without anyone noticing?
Yeah, fuck the homecoming king!

And I stare at the fan on the ceiling
All night, all night
All these memories won't stop running
My mind, my mind

And the rats in the walls keep scratching
My life, my life
And all the voices won't stop laughing
I can't fight again!

Here comes the invisible man
That no one turns to see
I'm just another dumb fool who'll never go down in history (Hey!)
Yeah, you're standing there with the homecoming king
Turn the silver spoon into a diamond ring
Can he make you disappear without anyone noticing?
Yeah, fuck the homecoming king!

You see your life is drawn out
Don't feel the world that you know
Caught in the tower singing
"Oh no, that's not the life I chose!"

You see your hands are tied now
Just like your eyes will stay closed
Come in the tower singing
"Oh no, that's not the life I chose!"

[kavi ~he-him~]

Alone in a room by Asking Alexandria


I've been away, a little while
Sometimes I just can't help myself
When my mind's running wild
I seem to lose grip on reality
And I try to disregard the crazy things
The voices tell me to do but it's no use
I tried to own it, write songs about it
Believe me, I tried, in the end I needed to breathe
Find inspiration, some kind of purpose
To take a second to face the shit that makes me me

All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To be alone in a room, alone in a room

I saw the world a couple times
Tried to cure the ache with absence
But that hole was still a hole
And my mind kept playing tricks on me
Feeling older every day
Took everything I had to not crash and burn
But I'm starting to learn
Sometimes I'll fall down, sometimes I'll lose hope
But those days will be few if I keep my feet on the ground
I might be lonely but I ain't alone here
So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me me

All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To be alone in a room, alone in a room

I can be better than I was
I can be better than I am

All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room

All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To be alone in a room, alone in a room

[kavi ~he-him~]

Goodbye Agony by Black Veil Brides

Heaven's gone, the battle's won
I had to say goodbye
Lived and learned from every fable
Written by your mind
And I wonder how to move on
From all I had inside
Place my cards upon the table
In blood I draw the line
I've given all my pride

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony

I watch the stars and setting suns
As the years are passing by
I never knew that hope was fatal
Until I looked it in the eye
And now I'm not sure I am able
To reach the other side
Casting out the light

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony
Goodbye agony

Not alone in forgiving
The faithful and the blind
Innocence is forsaken
I leave 'em all behind
And then I see that even angels never die

Living a life of misery
Always there, just underneath
Haunting me, quietly alone
It’s killing me, killing me
Dead and gone, what's done is done
You were all I had become
I'm letting go of what I once believed
So goodbye agony
Goodbye agony
Goodbye agony

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love music so much. I wonder how anyone could hate music

[kavi ~he-him~]

without music life is lame.

[kavi ~he-him~]

without music life is meaningless

[kavi ~he-him~]

Music is my safe place my home

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ben once said that home isn't really a place, it's a person

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ben Bruce‏Verified account
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I think “home” is more so a person or people rather than a place. Home is wherever you are with the people who mean most to you. The people who love you for you and bring out the best in you. My family is my home.
10:57 AM - 19 Jan 2018

[kavi ~he-him~]

He's right

[kavi ~he-him~]

Home is where you feel welcome and safe.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Music, Bvbarmy, AA family, the Royal council, all the bands I love, my friends on twitter and Insta, my friends on GR. They are my home

[kavi ~he-him~]

music keeps me safe from my demons my thoughts my mind and my depression

[kavi ~he-him~]

it calms me down

[kavi ~he-him~]

especially bvb

[kavi ~he-him~]

bvb always calms me down whenever I'm upset and depressed and stuff.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love my bands because they've been there so many times for me, and saved me so many times.

[kavi ~he-him~]

you guys and Jon saved my life too

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I've made some amazing friends on twitter because of bvb.

[kavi ~he-him~]

EMERSON AND HIS GF LIKED MY POST

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm in the mood for PLL

[Hallie]

Which website do you watch PLL?

[kavi ~he-him~]

SPENCER AND TOBY ARE SO CUTE!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Which website do you watch PLL?"

Netflix

[kavi ~he-him~]

Where are Emily's siblings tho? I haven't seen them at all in the show

[Hallie]

Of course! Netflix! I'm so stupid! xP

Emily doesn't have any siblings in the show. They changed her entire family - including the names of her parents.

[kavi ~he-him~]

oooh why do they have to change so much in the show -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

They changed Noel :( and I liked Noel but the Noel in the show is just.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't think straight

I can't see straight

I can't walk straight

I can't stand straight

[kavi ~he-him~]

^can anyone see what I did there?

[kavi ~he-him~]

the pun is intended XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

only LGBTQ+ and straight allies can get it

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "only LGBTQ+ and straight allies can get it"

I got it. :)"

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ ~Mr Flirt~ wrote: "Me too! ;)"

YAY! XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Hallie

Bold what applies!

Your name starts with:
A-G
H-P
Q-V
W-Z

Your age:
13 & under
14-18
18-25
25 +

Gender:
Female
Male
Non-Binary

Sexuality:
Straight
Bisexual/Biromantic
Pansexual/panromantic
Gay/lesbian
Asexual/aromantic
Demisexual/Demiromantic
Graysexual/Grayromantic

Year you were born:
‘84 or less
‘85 - ‘90
‘91 - '95
'95 +

Day you were born:
1-10
11-20
21-31

Month you were born:
Jan - April
May - Sept
Oct – Dec

Your hair colour:
Brown
Blonde
Red
Black
Other

Your eye colour:
Green
Blue
Brown
Hazel
Mixed/more than one colour
Other

Your complexion:
Pale
Fair
Olive - I think. I'm kind of tanned.
Mixed
Bronze
Brown
Dark brown

Relationship status:
Single
Crushing
Taken (short term)
Taken (long term)
Engaged
Married
Divorced/separated

Height:
Very short
Short
Average
Tall
Very tall

Personality Traits:
Funny
Outgoing
Optimistic
Cynical
Annoying
Awkward
Shy
Serious
Patient
Realistic
Idealistic
Nice
Compassionate
Stubborn
Caring
Mysterious
Mean
Bitchy
Moody
Fun
Confident
Smart
Laid-back

Music:
Pop
Pop rock
Rock
Folk
Classic rock
Punk rock
Hard rock
Alternative
Metal
R&B
Hiphop
Rap
Country
Classical
Gospel
50s
60s
70s
80s
90s
Indie
Other

Style:
Trendy
Preppy
Punk
Goth
Comfortable
Conservative
Classic
Vintage
Wild
Out there
Classic
Designer
Other

Jewelry:
Earrings
Nose rings, lip rings, etc.
Necklaces
Bracelets
Bangles
Anklets
Toe rings
Rings
Chokers
Other

Shoes:
Skater shoes (DC’s, Etnies)
Running shoes (Nike, Adidas)
Flats
Flip-flops
Sandals
Heels
Boots
Peep shoes (open toe)
Ballet flats
Converse
Other

Interests:
Music
TV shows
Drawing/art
Surfing the web
Chatting
Phone
Games
Watching or playing sports
Hanging out with friends/family
Partying/drinking
Going out
Movies
Reading
Musicals
Singing
Dancing
Cooking
Theatre
Acting
Cars
Animals
Politics
Other

Pets:
Dog(s)
Cat(s)
Rabbit(s)
Gerbil(s)/hamster(s)
Guinea pig(s)
Fish
Lizard(s)/other exotic pets
Bird(s)
Mice/Rat(s)
Other

Abilities:
Drive
Sing
Dance
Play music
Entertain
Cook
Draw/do art
Make people laugh
Act
Fix stuff
Play a sport(s)
Make something
Understand/Complete Taxes
Clean
Drive in heavy storms
Other

Likes:
Magazines
Cell phones
Parents
Music
Working
Going to school
Candy
TV
Food
Posters
Homework
Musical Theatre
Movies
Travel
Gaming
Animals
People (some ppl)

Dislikes:
Bad grammar/spelling
Homework
School
Work
People (most ppl)
Animals
Planes
Pop/soda
Certain music genres
Pencils
Earrings - Depends.
Reality TV
Video games

People in your life:
Romantic Partner
Best friend
Best friend of the opposite sex
Best friend on the internet
More than one best friend
Both parents living with you
TONS of friends
More friends of the opposite sex
Barely any friends
All grandparents
Many cousins
Crush
More than one crush

What you do on the computer:
Play games
Surf the web
Talk to friends
Go to chatrooms
Update your site
Do surveys
Homework
Roleplay
Use Aim
Use Facebook
Twitter
Photoshop
Sony Vegas
Other

What you own:
Computer
Printer
Sidekick
iPhone
iPad
iWatch
Samsung Galaxy(any model)
Other cell phone brands
Make-up case
Perfume/cologne
100 + magazines
100 + CDs
100 + DVDs
DVD player
MP3 player/iPod
TV
Alarm clock
Lamp
PS3/4
Wii/Wii U
Xbox/360
Art Tablet
DLSR Camera
Amazon Kindle
Any E-Reader

What you want:
A Relationship
Sex
A house
An apartment
More friends
A Best Friend
Money
For once not to feel sad all the time
A job
A change in scenery
To be able to travel
To visit someone who lives miles away from me
An Education
To graduate
To get accepted into grad school
MP3 player/iPod
New computer
Clothes
Jewelry
Make-up
Nails
Haircut/colour

Gifts you like:
Flowers
Chocolate/candy
Other food
Jewelry
Electronics
Art
Music
Cards
Hugs
Tickets (Concerts, Musicals, Movies)
Cash
Plushies
Games
Handmade gifts

Preference:
Night
Day

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Hallie

Bold what applies!

Your name starts with:
A-G
H-P
Q-V
W-Z

Your age:
13 & under
14-18
18-25
25 +

Gender:
Female
Male
Non-Binary

Sexuality:
Strai..."

I know I bolded both Pansexual and asexual because I am panromantic asexual. And Pansexual and panromantic are close to each other except pansexual is a sexual orientation and panromantic is a romantic orientation

[kavi ~he-him~]

also, I'm worried about Sebastian I hope he's okay :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

he seems really down for some reason and I just want him to be happy

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє ναмριяє❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Hallie

Bold what applies!

Your name starts with:
A-G
H-P
Q-V
W-Z

Your age:
13 & under
14-18
1..."

I made changes to the survey

[kavi ~he-him~]

REMI LIKED MY POST!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

REMI IS SO CUTE

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like cuddling

[kavi ~he-him~]

*cuddles everyone*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna cuddle someone

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish my fav bands members lived close so I could cuddle them

[kavi ~he-him~]

fun fact:

I love hugs and if we lived closer to each then I would be hugging you guys a lot.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I gave my friends from high school hugs everyday.

[kavi ~he-him~]

including Jonathan, his hugs are my favorite hugs, because they are the best and they make me feel so safe and warm and secure. He hugs me so tightly, and I feel warmth in my chest everytime we hug.