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[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

"The truth will set you free. But not until it is finished with you."
-David Foster Wallace

[kavi ~he-him~]

my life

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love of mice and men

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

Andy IS Batman

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

NEVER

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna get back to learning guitar

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I got new art supplies. I didn't get a lot because they were expensive so I have to get them at amazon. And I also got a new sketchbook cause I lost my other one. so what's should I draw on the first page

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate my mind.

[kavi ~he-him~]

why do I keep thinking of depressing things? why do I keep thinking of my past?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need to stop but it's hard

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need to stop overthinking

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate being so shy and so awkward,

[kavi ~he-him~]

my self-esteem is still really low

[kavi ~he-him~]

I tell other people that they are beautiful but I can't even do the same for me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to help others but I can't even do the same for my own self

[kavi ~he-him~]

sorry guys, my depression is kicking in.

[princess maggie]

we're here for you. anytime you need to talk i'm here

[kavi ~he-him~]

Some of my fav band members talked about loving yourself. But loving myself is hard. It's hard for me to love myself because of years of growing up with being hated by so many ppl for no reason. And because I've also been hurt by the ones I call "friends"

[kavi ~he-him~]

maggie wrote: "we're here for you. anytime you need to talk i'm here"

thanks

[kavi ~he-him~]

my mind keeps reminding me of the bad memories in the past. I keep getting reminded of the times when some of my "friends" hurt me

[kavi ~he-him~]

whenever something bad happens to me, I tend to remember it, and the memories haunts me. I try to take my mind off it but sometimes it's hard

[kavi ~he-him~]

SHOKIE (SHINE) (Shine's back up account.) wrote: "I know the feeling. Once in awhile, my mind thinks about my ex-best friend Rebekah Phillips from [spoilers removed]. In 2013, I've found her online and BIG MISTAKE! Her and her new friends in high ..."

I'm sorry :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes my mind thinks about my ex-friend who hurt me really badly 4 years ago.

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's been 4 years and I still haven't forgiven her

[Hallie]

*hugs Kavy and Shine*

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "*hugs Kavy and Shine*

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*hugs*

Lol

[kavi ~he-him~]

So, I skipped breakfast today because I didn't have enough time because I had to get to class and I had to lie to my mom about me eating breakfast so I got to my college and I went and got a muffin from the cafeteria I didn't eat it because I didn't have time to so I had to wait after my 3 hour class is over

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm eating now tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am emo and band trash

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm obsessed with bands.

[kavi ~he-him~]

being emo is awesome tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

should I start wearing makeup?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm a tomboy but idk. There are guys that wear makeup so

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna dye my hair

[kavi ~he-him~]

my hair is naturally black I want to dye it blue

[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe dark blue

[kavi ~he-him~]

I also want tattoos and I will get them in the future

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm still a vampire btw.

[kavi ~he-him~]

what if we were all vampires or werewolves or dragons, etc and only some of the people are humans

[kavi ~he-him~]

GAY IS A SEXUALITY NOT AN INSULT!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

PPL STOP USING GAY AS AN INSULT!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

Just going to clear something up