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[kavi ~he-him~]

CC LIKED MY COMMENT I'M CRYING!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

5 MORE WEEKS UNTIL I SEE BVB/AA!!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, I thought I got the tickets for the AA/Bvb concert but I never got them yet. and I went on ticketfly and Ticketmaster and none of them said that we purchased any ticket. WE GOT THE TICKETS IN SEPTEMBER THE DAY AFTER THEY ANNOUNCED THE TOUR

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I'm gonna cry if I won't be able to go to the concert. I've been waiting for this for MONTHS

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wait, I have an idea, I'm gonna check my history

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my computer won't let me check my history

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my college classes start again tomorrow

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I'm nervous

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I'm in a three hour class but it's worth it because it's an art class

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my mind be loud

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I need to stop overthinking.

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it doesn't help me

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overthinking kills

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I tend to overthink a lot.

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It messes up a lot of stuff and I get scared

[kavi ~he-him~]

why do I keep thinking depressing thoughts in the night?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish I could leave my depression in 2018 and win this battle but unfortunately depression won't go away that easily

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I made myself a goal to stay alive until I meet my fav bands

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I now made myself a goal to stay alive until I meet more than one fav bands

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I hope I meet them soon

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and in person, not just on social media

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even tho it makes me happy when they notice me on social media but still

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it's not the same as in person

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have to have something to look forward to in my life. even if it's in the near future

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because if I don't have something to look forward to then it'll be hard for me to have the motivation to wake up in the mornings

[kavi ~he-him~]

Valentine Ransom (call me Val) ~Phantom of the Library~ wrote: "I love you Kavy. *hugs*"

I love you too *hugs*

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I asked the palaye royale guys if they are vampires XD because I think they are XD

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I'm gonna do the hunger games simulator again

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Val, Hallie pushed you into a pack of wolf mutts XD

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Hallie Inna killed you XD

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Lily you killed Andy XD

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Lily now you killed Sam XD

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Inna died :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

I died

[kavi ~he-him~]

JINXX WON

[kavi ~he-him~]

The Bloodbath
No deaths occurred.

Day 1
CC, Sebastian, and Juliet unsuccessfully ambush Jake, Ash, and Andy, who kill them instead.

Night 1
No deaths occurred.

Day 2
Sam bashes Erin's head in with a mace.

Arena Event
Wolf mutts are let loose in the arena.
Ashley is eaten by wolf mutts.
Mariah knocks Ash out and leaves her for the wolf mutts.
Rosh is eaten by wolf mutts.
Remington is crushed by a pack of wolf mutts.
As Jake and Thelma fight, a pack of wolf mutts show up and kill them both.
Inna pushes Emerson into a pack of wolf mutts.
Andy knocks Andie out and leaves her for the wolf mutts.
Hallie pushes Val into a pack of wolf mutts.

Night 2
No deaths occurred.

Day 3
Inna sets an explosive off, killing Ben, and Hallie.

Night 3
No deaths occurred.

The Feast
Lillian catches Andy off guard and kills him.

Day 4
No deaths occurred.

Night 4
Lillian ambushes Sam and kills him.

Day 5
No deaths occurred.

Night 5
Ahana convinces Tiina to not kill her, only to kill her instead.

Day 6
Lillian accidently detonates a land mine while trying to arm it.

Night 6
No deaths occurred.

Day 7
Inna dies of dysentery.

Night 7
No deaths occurred.

Day 8
No deaths occurred.

Night 8
Kavy unknowingly eats toxic berries.

Day 9
No deaths occurred.

Arena Event
Monkey mutts fill the arena.
No deaths occurred.

Night 9
Ahana dies of dysentery.

Day 10
Jinxx stabs Mariah with a tree branch.
The winner is Jinxx from District 9!

[kavi ~he-him~]

VAL YOU KILLED ERIN XD

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XD

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SAY AYE IF YOU ARE A NERD AND PROUD

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AYE

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so one of my favorite accounts on twitter is saying that crying is okay and then this person says that nah crybabies get bullied and this is the convos

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I'll show you guys the screenshots

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https://twitter.com/RealShaunLewin/st...

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https://twitter.com/aabvbaelonia/stat...

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https://twitter.com/RealShaunLewin/st...

[kavi ~he-him~]

YOU'RE NOT A BOTHER
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@AnEndToSuicide
21h21 hours ago
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Crying is not weak.

Crying is okay.

Crying is not weak.

Crying is okay.

Crying is not weak.

Crying is okay.

Crying is not weak.

Crying is okay.

Crying is not weak.

Crying is okay.

Crying is not weak.

Crying is okay.

Crying is not weak.

Crying is okay.
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20h20 hours ago
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Nah, cry babies get bullied👊🏼💪🏻
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@aabvbaelonia
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Crying is good tho. It relieves tensions and stress. I hate crying but it makes me feel better sometimes. Too much crying isn't good tho.
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Replying to @aabvbaelonia @AnEndToSuicide
Crying is for nerds, bro
9:25 PM - 15 Jan 2018
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@Funny22YT
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Replying to @RealShaunLewin @aabvbaelonia
Also, fyi, nerds are smarter. It is a fact. I am a nerd, I study, I wear glasses, watcha going to do?
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I'm a nerd and I wear glasses too!! Well, I'm a mix of emo and nerd and geek and tomboy
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You two should meet up and cry together
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We will, because nerds are awesome and cool.
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@RealShaunLewin
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Not if they cry they’re not
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@aabvbaelonia
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Well they're still cool. Everyone cries
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Not me
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Lies
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Replying to @RealShaunLewin @aabvbaelonia @AnEndToSuicide
That's what you say.
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cause it seems like a 11-year-old nerd is wrecking your ass rn c;

[kavi ~he-him~]

I called him out as a liar because he said that he never cries so I said lies

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everyone cries at some point, because we're only human. humans are emotional and humans cry, and there is nothing wrong with that

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SAME I've cried at school before I've cried and I'm not ashamed

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crying is healthy