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[kavi ~he-him~]

sorry, I'm weird

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk how I feel rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel a little hyper. but at the same time, I feel dead inside, cause my depression is kicking in.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like everyone always has that one person that they will always choose over me

[kavi ~he-him~]

when I was in school, most of the time when we had to choose our groups for the group project, I was one of the last people to get picked for the group.

[kavi ~he-him~]

unless the teacher is the one that choosing the groups.

[kavi ~he-him~]

that's one of the reasons why I hate group projects.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've done a few group projects by myself tho even tho they were supposed to be group projects. The teacher just let me

[kavi ~he-him~]

hello 296th viewer

[[deleted user]]

does anyone have any active rp groups I could join? Nothing anime or whatever :P i just cant find any good active ones

[kavi ~he-him~]

EVIE!!!


what kind of rp group are you looking for?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not really that active in a lot of the rp groups that I'm in

[kavi ~he-him~]

I only rp when I'm in the mood to. And it's hard to keep up with the rps. I'm really slow at replying

[[deleted user]]

It doesn't really matter, as long as it's active

[kavi ~he-him~]

the 1x1 group and the universes unite groups are active

[[deleted user]]

Okay cool. Thanks

[kavi ~he-him~]

CC liked my comment on Insta!! AHHHH!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ben liked my comment on Insta again. This is the 22nd or 23rd time I'd been noticed my fav band member

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ben is my favorite member in Asking Alexandria. I love all the AA guys tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

Name Your Favourite…
stolen from Hallie

Place: LA
Person: Andy Biersack, Jake Pitts, Ashley Purdy, Jinxx, CC, Ben Bruce, Juliet Simms, Inna Pitts.
Colour: Blue
Food: sushi
Smell: Chocolate
Book: Percy Jackson, Harry Potter
Movie: Doctor Strange
Music artist: Black veil brides, Pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens, Juliet Simms, Andy Black, Aelonia, All time low, my chemical romance, Evanescence, New Years Day, Three days grace, Asking Alexandria, Of mice and men, Bring me the horizon, Falling in reverse, Flyleaf, starset, Linkin Park, Get scared, Pvris, Palaye Royale, Paramore, Panic! at the disco, etc.
Genre of music: Alternative/punk Rock, Hard Rock, Soft Rock, classic rock
Genre of literature: Fantasy
Magazine: Alternative Press
Texture: idk
Time of day: night
Day of the week: Friday
Tumblr: Too many to list
Thing to do when bored: listen to music, get on social media, get on GR, etc
Celebrity: Andy Biersack
Class in school: English
Website other than Tumblr: GR, Pinterest, Wattpad, Twitter, Insta
Drink: Hot chocolate
Precious stone: idk
Animal: Dogs
Flower: I'm allergic to pollen
Time in history: The time when Rock n roll originated
Font: idk
Video game: Super smash bros, runescape, Kingdom Hearts
TV show: Stranger things
Play: idk
Sound: music
Fruit: idk
Vegetable: idk, I don't eat a lot of vegetables unless I have to
Store/shop: Hot topic
Article of clothing you own: Band t-shirts
Fashion/style: emo, nerdy, tomboyish
Pattern: idk
Workout: does listening to music count?
Quote: Live your life, listen to your music way to loud, be crazy and as different as you want to be and always remember you are not alone- Andy Biersack
Historical figure: Andy Bierack, does he count? because I admire him and look up to him
Boy’s name: Andy, Jake, Christian, Jeremy, Ashley, Ben, Jonathan
Girl’s name: Juliet, Inna, Ciara, Anna
Potato chip flavor: sour cream
Meal of the day: dinner
Ice cream flavor: cookies n cream, cookie dough
Soda: sprite
Popcorn flavor: jalapeno chedder
Season: summer
Month of the year: August and october
Word: music
Disney princess: mulan
Insult: idk
Joke: Idk
Cussword: idk
Letter: K
YouTube channel: TheAndyshowtv
Eye color: dark brown
Memory: idk
Dessert: cookies, chocolate, cake, brownie, ice cream, anything with chocolate
Candy: chocolate
Restaurant: idk
Lifehack: idk
Language: English!
Thing to learn about: idk
Thing about yourself: idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

stranger things time

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just entered for a chance to win a personal message from CC for free!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

so funny story:

so on twitter there are these hashtags game, and there was this one hashtag game. #ifIwereaturkey and I have to fill in the rest. so I wrote #ifIwereaturkey I would be eaten on thanksgiving day

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

well it's true. cause it's Thanksgiving and most ppl eat turkey on that day XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

well technically they could eat turkey on anyday but still XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kazuto wrote: "OMG! Who is CC?"

he is the drummer from Black veil brides

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love him, he's so funny

also he's one of my celebrity crushes

[kavi ~he-him~]

omg there is that chance I could win, but you never know

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk if they would do only one winner or more.

[kavi ~he-him~]

but my best friend on twitter says there would be more than one winner

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kazuto wrote: "Video game: Super smash bros, runescape, Kingdom Hearts
^^^I did that. I got her hooked on Runescape. =D"

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

done with my college work

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm just gonna rant a little

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I love the bvbarmy and I've met so many amazing ppl in it, and some of the ppl are now a family members, along with all the bvb members

[kavi ~he-him~]

but there some "fans" in the bvbarmy, not just the bvbarmy but in any fanbase, those "fans" are hating on the band members' loved ones. and sometimes the band members themselves

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I feel like the bvbarmy is falling apart because of those "fans"

[kavi ~he-him~]

okay, you don't have to like the bvb guys's loved ones, but at least respect them, because if you are a real fan then you'd support them on their decisions, because they're happy. We're a family. And don't go making hate pages to spread hate on them. because that is not okay. bullying is NOT okay

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kazuto wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "so I love the bvbarmy and I've met so many amazing ppl in it, and some of the ppl are now a family members, along with all the bvb..."

you are. all my friends on GR are also a family to me

[kavi ~he-him~]

you don't have to always agree with the bvb guys or any band members, but you should respect them.

[kavi ~he-him~]

yes, we're all allowed to have our own opinions. But it's not okay to bully other ppl.

[kavi ~he-him~]

there are limits

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate some celebrities but I don't go making hate accounts, and spreading hate about them.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and don't get off on someone for liking that band or their loved ones

[kavi ~he-him~]

on this day 34 years ago, Will Byers went missing

[kavi ~he-him~]

^only ppl who watched the stranger things will get this

[kavi ~he-him~]

does anyone know that feeling when you know you should've said something or done something in the past but you didn't do it, so now you regret it because you didn't do it? because that's how I feel rn.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I'm mad at myself cause I didn't do it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I didn't tell Jonathan how I feel and I love him. and I should've done it 5 months ago and before school ended or the last time I saw him