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[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate crowds. because crowds makes me anxious

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like the peace and quiet so I can think

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like thinking but I don't like overthinking

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I also don't like ppl forcing me to talk. it doesn't really help me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm shy, but I tend to talk more once I get to know you more.

[kavi ~he-him~]

it takes time for me to open up.


sometimes I open up, sometimes I don't. sometimes I open up faster sometimes I don't. it depends on the person, or my mood.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan's the extrovert, and outgoing one, he finds it so easy to socialize and make friends.

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I'm not. for me, socializing is difficult

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I like being quiet.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Is it weird that I like being alone, but I don't like being alone all the times because of the bad thoughts?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like being alone, but I don't like to be lonely. I don't like the feeling of loneliness.

[kavi ~he-him~]

is it weird, I sometimes feel loneliness, even when I know that I have friends that love me and care for me?

[kavi ~he-him~]

morning

[Hallie]

Hey!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

HALLIE!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

so it's Black veil Brides 10th anniversary today

[Ahana~]

Hey

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHANA

[Hallie]

That band is so cool!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

AGREED!! I love them so much and I am so proud of them

[Ahana~]

Hey Kavy and Hals

[kavi ~he-him~]

also Ben liked my comment again.

[kavi ~he-him~]

this is the 20th time I'd been noticed by one of my favorite musicians!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

some ppl in one of the bvbarmy groups I'm in, are saying that the bvb guys are growing distant from the fans

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm just going to say this.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't think they are growing distant. they still love their fans. And they still care for them a lot.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Andy replied to one of his fans yesterday, wishing her a happy birthday. because today is her birthday

[Ahana~]

Ummm....
Can I ask you guys something?

[kavi ~he-him~]

The bvb guys are also really busy. yes, Andy is doing his solo side project too, and Jake is also in another band with his wife. And Andy and Jake are also busy with their wives.

[kavi ~he-him~]

And it could also be because of the hate that they get from some of the "fans" or bvb haters

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ashley hadn't been that active on social media.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ahana~ wrote: "Ummm....
Can I ask you guys something?"

sure

[Ahana~]

What to when you have that alone forever feeling again?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ahana~ wrote: "What to when you have that alone forever feeling again?"

You are never alone no matter how much it feels like it. I love you Ahana

[Ahana~]

Thanks...but I feel so alone...it's hard..

[kavi ~he-him~]

You've got us Ahana, no matter what you will always have us even if we are so far away from each other. our hearts are close to each other

[Ahana~]

Thanks

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna watch stranger things

[Ahana~]

STRANGER THINGS IS AWESOME

[kavi ~he-him~]

YESSSS

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just asked my cousin if she can make an account on here.

[kavi ~he-him~]

my cousin said she'll make it after she gets home today yay

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hello 295th viewer

[kavi ~he-him~]

What Pierce the veil guy would fall for you?

I took this quiz cause I was bored. And I got Vic.

[kavi ~he-him~]

yes I finally beat this boss in unescape

[kavi ~he-him~]

yes, for some reason my Mac doesn't like the r in the unescape

[kavi ~he-him~]

oml, my Mac keeps autocorrecting runescape to unescape

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Nya

[kavi ~he-him~]

RAWR!!