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Happy Halloween guys


It's also Benjamin Bruce's and Andy's mom's birthday

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I have an idea to write a short horror story. But I'm gonna need some help because I never wrote horror stories before

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I'm back from trick or treating. it was fun

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I went to a haunted house, well it wasn't really a haunted house but a house decorated as a haunted house. it was really cool

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So I did a bvb inspired, pumpkin carving. https://www.instagram.com/p/Ba7f6JvgkaN/

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And JAKE FROM BVB LIKED MY POST!!!! OMFG!!!

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I haven't been on Pinterest in a while

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I can't breathe because my nose is stuffy. stupid allergies

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TRUE!!

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Andy's eyes are beautiful ^.^

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Me

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This is me, I am forever a member of the bvbarmy.

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Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "

Me"


I do that with Aerosmith and ACDC. of course my only neighbors live a half a mile away...."

my next door neighbor has drums, and I can hear him play all the way from my house XD

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reposting this cause why not XD

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I love this guy. He is a brother to me.

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There is something delicious about writing the first words of a story. You never quite know where they'll take you

-Beatrix Potter

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No I missed the asexual awareness week :( because I forgot about it

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question:

I identify as panromantic asexual. so if I wasn't asexual, would I identify as pansexual? idk.

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same

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then again sexual orientation and romantic orientation are different

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tho I'm kind of happy that I came out as Panromantic asexual. I feel really good and proud idk why.

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my parents don't know yet. idk what would happen if they do find out. idk if they are accepting of the LGBT+ community or not

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and if me and Jon get back together, I wonder what our relationship is going to be like, because I know that he's not asexual. idk, relationships between asexuals and sexual people is difficult. it's possible for asexuals and sexual people to be in relationships with each other but it's difficult cause, I'm not really interested, in anything that involves sex.

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I'm okay with cuddling tho

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I guess, if I wasn't asexual, I would probably identify as either Pansexual or bisexual, because I'm attracted to all genders, tho I would be probably pan, because I would date anyone based off of their personality, regardless of their genders.

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Tho, is it weird that I just found out that I'm panromantic asexual, just two months ago? like, I've always thought I was straight, but a supporter of the LGBT+ community, and then two months ago I found out I'm panromantic asexual. tho there was a couple of times when I questioned myself

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funny story, I have two rp characters, and they are dating each other. I haven't used them for rp yet. but I made them long time ago

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the male character is named Mason, the female character is named Callie

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the funny thing is, Mason was actually supposed to be Gay, and Callie was supposed to be a lesbian, cause I wanted some homosexual characters. but then I decided to make both of the characters bi. And then I decided that they both looked cute together so now they are dating.

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XD

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I feel bad tho, cause I wanted them to be homosexual at first. but eh, they're cute

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so proud of this guy

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idk why but I love LGBT+ couples. it's cute

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I'm already apart of the PTV fandom.

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I can imagine them doing this....XD

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so proud of this guy. He is so talented and amazing. I admire him so much

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He is my hero

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true

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this is one of the reasons why I love this guy. I will always love bvb no matter what. same goes to all my other fav bands. I can listen to my favorite bands if I want to. They've been there so many times for me. I will never stop listening or loving them. Bvb and all of my fav bands has a special place in my heart. no, they are not just bands to me, they are a family to me. they will always be. <3

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Andy is so kind and supportive <3

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true

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so, Jonathan came in my dreams last night

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the dream:

so, I went to the arcade, called Round 1, it's the same arcade, me and Jon went to hang out together, with just the two us, five months ago. Jon was there, and he called out to me, and I went over to him. He told me he had a gf, and I looked at him, with shock, but I hugged him, I was happy for him but inside I was jealous and upset, because I love him. Then his gf came, and I went to play bowling. then afterwards, I went back to Jon and his gf was there. Then he had to go so I ran over to him and hugged him tightly and he hugged me back, and his gf was glaring at me, so I went over to her and told her, "he's my best friend, I'm allowed to hug him, if I want to." I hate that girl.

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good thing that was just a dream tho, because Jon is mine, I don't mind him having friends that are girls, as long as they keep it at a friendship level. And good thing that girl doesn't exist irl, because I would probably go mad XD