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❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "*cries* I miss my old GR friends that left GR and haven't been on in a really long time. I hope they are okay"

SAME!

[kavi ~he-him~]

So yesterday I was looking at myself in the mirror and wow....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm ugly

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate my body

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't usually pay attention to my looks but....

[Hallie]

YOU LOOK GORGEOUS!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

How? I'm so skinny. I have a brown thing in my eye.

[kavi ~he-him~]

How can ppl love me? I'm annoying. I can't even love myself

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I love you sis, you have a kind and caring personality and you cheer me up a lot

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm pathetic.

I want to help other ppl but I can't even help my own self
I want to love other ppl but I can't even love myself

.....

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Sis nooooo you're not pathetic, you're amazing and very talented

[Hallie]

I've seen your photos, Kavs. You look amazing in your own special way. Forget the stereotypes - just because you are a little skinny doesn't mean you're ugly. Trust me, you look beautiful!

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

IM SKINNY TOO....in fact you can literally feel my ribs.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Why am I so skinny anyways? I love food and I love sweets. I eat a lot. And yet, I'm still so skinny.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

High metabolism maybe.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Some ppl asked me if I'm on a diet. Just because I'm skinny doesn't mean I don't eat

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Wow, stereotype much.

I can eat a whole pizza and stay skinny even if Im lazy

[kavi ~he-him~]

I ate two plates of so many sweets once and I'm still so skinny

[kavi ~he-him~]

Tbh, I can't eat too much without getting full. I keep getting a lot of food but then I start struggling because it's a lot

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Maybe you're a saiyan lol(Sorry saw the opportunity........I wish I was a saiyan XD)

[kavi ~he-him~]

😂😂😂

[Hallie]

I'm skinny, too. Everyone says, "Learn to eat properly blah blah blah", but it could just be, as Raven said, high metabolism. You might suddenly put on weight. Who knows?

[[deleted user]]

yolo

[Madyson]

im a fallen angel for real

[[deleted user]]

right

[Ahana~]

Hi!!!

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Madyson wrote: "im a fallen angel for real"

*Opens mouth to speak, then closes it not wanting to offend*

[Madyson]

hey what sylv tell me pls what that fallen angels arentreal

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

*Thinks about what Im gonna say then shakes head* I don't wanna offend you or hurt you Mady

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ahana~ wrote: "Hi!!!"

AHANA

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FALLEN ANGELS ARE COMPLETELY AND UTERLY LIT

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also Ben liked my comments again yesterday. I've lost count of how many times I'd been noticed by him.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love Ben and it makes me happy when he notices me. But I'm not really that special....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ben is funny

[kavi ~he-him~]

His hashtags are the best

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also yesterday Ben posted some lyrics to their new song that's coming out next week. On both Twitter and Insta. And their new song is named. "Where did it go" so I commented, "I know where it is!! I found it!" 😂😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like writing a new song

[[deleted user]]

im doing that now lol

[Ahana~]

Hey Kav, just came to talk as not feeling a good...a bit

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ahana~ wrote: "Hey Kav, just came to talk as not feeling a good...a bit"

What's wrong?

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, I'm back to learning the guitar cause I took a break from it so I had to go through the first two lessons because I forgot most of what I learned

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, I have a problem

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I've been going to this social skills class every Monday and there is this guy. He's nice, and I like him as a friend. And only as a friend and he's been trying to ask me out for coffee or ice cream or just hanging out. And I don't really know what his intentions are. I just met him a couple of weeks ago during my first social skills class and I only see him during the social skills class which is so I still don't know him very well. Even tho we sit at the same table during the class and he got my phone number a couple of weeks ago

[kavi ~he-him~]

our texts:

Guy: Hey, after class today would you like to get coffee or tea?
Me: I'll ask my mom
Guy: Cool
Guy: Well if she says its okay I'm free all day
Me: Do you want to go get icecream? we're going to an icecream on the way back home
Guy: sure. Ice cream sounds great
Guy: Where should I be head?
Guy: Since icecream didn't work out do you want to get something after dinner?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me: Maybe we could do something next week
Guy: cool see you then
^Also can I have a picture for my contacts?
Anything interesting going on this week?
*sends a pic of himself*
here. for your contact list

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me: *sends a pic of myself*
Guy: thanks
^What are you up to today?
Let's decide what we're doing Monday

[kavi ~he-him~]

here it might be easier if I send you guys some screenshots

[kavi ~he-him~]

or I'm too lazy to send the screenshots

[kavi ~he-him~]

but he's been trying really hard to ask me out and stuff, and the thing is I'm not really interested in being anything other than friends and I'm in love with someone else. And I want to tell that guy that I'm not interested in being anything other than just friends but I don't want to hurt him....and I don't want to make anything awkward....idk what to do or what to say....

[kavi ~he-him~]

my friends on twitter said that they don't trust that guy and he may end up using me