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[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes I keep doubting about me and Jon. I love him but sometimes I doubt his love for me.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't tell if he loves me or not

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I love him....and I can't stop....

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes I wonder if I should move on....because idk when I'm gonna see him again....I'm gonna move to LA anyways.....but I can't move on.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

is it sad that its like my 2nd month of college and I still haven't made any friends yet

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've met some guys, they came up to me and introduced themselves to me but that's it

[kavi ~he-him~]

so, I'm back to being the loner again

[kavi ~he-him~]

well, I am always on my phone and stuff but still.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm too shy to go up to the other people

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Kavy, do you have Twitter?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon-Raven- wrote: "Kavy, do you have Twitter?"

Yes

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have two accounts:

Spookybvb3

Spookybvb333

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm going to change the names after this month is over. I put spooky in the names to get into the Halloween spirit

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hey guys, I haven't been on too much lately.

[kavi ~he-him~]

sorry about that.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

so....

[kavi ~he-him~]

on twitter Sam Bettley from my fav back Asking Alexandria tweeted, saying that if I wanted a custom painting I could dm him. so I dmed him saying hey and asking for a custom painting and then HE DMED ME BACK!! and he said sure and posted the prices for each of the sizes but they were expensive :( so yesterday I made an edit of him on Photoshop, and I sent it to him, saying I made that edit for him and HE SAW IT!! O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to have a conversation with him but idk what to talk about

[kavi ~he-him~]

And Ben from Asking Alexandria and his wife just had a baby. He was born yesterday so now they have two kids. I'm so happy for them

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel happy

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna cry because of happiness

[kavi ~he-him~]

Because I've made some really amazing friends on GR, Insta, and twitter. And I love them so much

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs Lilly*

[jericho]

*squish hugs Kavy and Lilly*

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs both Lilly and Thels*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna have a conversation with Sam on twitter but idk what to say, and I'm afraid he'll think I'm annoying or something

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder if my fav band members think I'm annoying or something because I tweet them a lot. but I just say sweet things about them because I love them so much

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ben has noticed me so many times.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't mind him noticing me because it makes me happy

[kavi ~he-him~]

and it feels really good to get noticed by your favorite singer/celebrity/band member

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's just a like, I know, but even just a like means so much because these guys are like my heroes

[kavi ~he-him~]

but Sam's the first celebrity to reply back to me

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk what to say.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ben is my favorite member of Asking Alexandria tho. he is so funny and so interactive with the fans, I love him.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also Andy's dad is so kind and sweet.

[kavi ~he-him~]

a few ppl has said that Andy's dad is problematic and stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

but he's not. He's a really kind guy. I've seen him on twitter.

[kavi ~he-him~]

he is very supportive of his son and is very interactive with the fans and he is supportive of Andy's fans as well.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ben Bruce liked my post

[kavi ~he-him~]

a new asking Alexandria song is coming out on 10/25

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I took a paper and made a sign that said "#where did it go 10/25" because that's the name of the song and I wanted to support my favorite band and I took a selfie with the sign and posted on Insta and tagged all the members of Asking Alexandria and then Ben liked it

[kavi ~he-him~]

288 views

[kavi ~he-him~]

I should probably write a new song

[kavi ~he-him~]

so there is a lyric contest for the Andy show and I have to write some lyrics that goes with the tune

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I think I'm going to need some help

[kavi ~he-him~]

also guys, it's official, my band's name is The Phoenix Reincarnated. I haven't found a Guitarist, Bassist, or a Drummer yet but I'm still looking. Tho I should probably find them soon otherwise someone might take that name

[kavi ~he-him~]

hopefully no one will take that name

[kavi ~he-him~]

I should probably tune the songs that I've written

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need help with the tuning parts tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

*cries* I miss my old GR friends that left GR and haven't been on in a really long time. I hope they are okay