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[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe I'll tell him when the right time will come, idk when it will come tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I'm gonna prepare myself for when that right time comes

[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe I'll text him and ask him if we can meet up somewhere because I need to tell him something

[kavi ~he-him~]

and then I'll tell him how I feel, and then after that I'll tell him I'm asexual.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm still angry about the LGBT+ discrimination

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm angry at the government

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna go sing now

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love singing

[kavi ~he-him~]

my cover of Lost it all by Black veil Brides

https://www.instagram.com/p/BZ9y7Bmg9pr/

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I'm the first person to push LIKE on your tumblr!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yay!! thanks sis!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel sick

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna go lie down, and maybe sleep or something

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm back from voice lessons

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm just gonna admit.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love Juliet and I love her and Andy both and they are so perfect for each other

[kavi ~he-him~]

But sometimes I just get jealous of them. I'm not jealous of Juliet, but I'm jealous of their love

[kavi ~he-him~]

Their love is pure

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want love like that

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want true love. I want my true love here right by my side.

[kavi ~he-him~]

no, I'm not desperate, I can wait but sometimes it gets hard to wait

[kavi ~he-him~]

because I'd believed in true love ever since I was 13 or 14 or 15

[kavi ~he-him~]

the thing is....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've always believed in true love, and I still do

[kavi ~he-him~]

because I've always been a bookworm.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I've read some books and I learned from them

[kavi ~he-him~]

and because of that I believe in true love.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know it's "just a book" but they teach us a lot of things. They have a lot of truth in them

[kavi ~he-him~]

ok GR just kicked me off

[kavi ~he-him~]

GRRRR I WAS BUSY TALKING ABOUT STUFF AND THEN GR JUST KICKS ME OFF

[kavi ~he-him~]

it let me back in tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

so anyways back to what I was talking about before GR kicked me off *glares at GR*

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "I know it's "just a book" but they teach us a lot of things. They have a lot of truth in them"

and I never stopped believing in true love. There are times when I've lost hope in true love, but I still kept believing

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I didn't just want any love, I didn't want to be with just anyone, I want true love. I want someone who would love me for ME, and stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want the ONE

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I wanted to be in a relationship, but I didn't want to be in too many relationships cause I don't want too many heartbreaks and stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I decided that I would just wait for my true love

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I had 3 crushes before Jonathan, but they were just crushes and I just don't know why I had crushes on them

[kavi ~he-him~]

but then I meet Jonathan and it's like everything changes

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've only known him for two years, but I feel like I've known him forever

[kavi ~he-him~]

I didn't feel it when we met but after a while as we got to know each other more and more I felt it, I felt that there was something about him....something special about him....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have to go to bed now, I'll continue this talk tomorrow.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I felt that there was something special about him like a couple of weeks after we became friends and even before I developed feelings for him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I felt this attraction to him, and I was unsure of my feelings at the time

[kavi ~he-him~]

and then once we were walking to class together and then our arms brushed against each other

[kavi ~he-him~]

and then this one time he asked me if I had any crushes or bfs. and I said no unless you count a fictional character

[kavi ~he-him~]

and then I started developing feelings for him and then I had a crush on him. And then a few months later as we became closer and closer, just like that, I fell in love

[kavi ~he-him~]

then we went from being friends to being in a relationship together and then we broke up and then we went back to being friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I was still in love with him, even now I'm still in love

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love him despite the break up and I wanted to hate him for breaking up with me because it hurt a lot. but it was hard and I love him