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Princess Eve of the Bookish Dorks wrote: "Hiyah Kavy! I just found your journal. Should I be concerned?"

EVIE!! no, it's fine ^^

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Lillian wrote: "It looks good, one more thing, I'm going to copy and paste sentences in to this comment with my edit will me in parentheses.

I have difficulties makemaking friends with other kids because I'm rea..."

Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Lillian wrote: "It looks good, one more thing, I'm going to copy and paste sentences in to this comment with my edits striked through.

I have difficult..."

Thanks

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Thanks <3

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for some reason the word count on the application is counting the words as 490.

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I added some words to the second to last sentence:

Because confidence and patience is the key to life and if you think negatively, then it might lead you to failing.

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Is this okay?

One of the challenging experiences in my life was when I was having trouble fitting in with all the other kids; and I also was struggling with the stress with my school work, and exams. I don't really do well under too much pressure. I have difficulties making friends with other kids because I'm really shy and I can be really awkward at times. But I learned that I liked being different from the other kids.

I liked being myself, and I accepted the person that I am today. In Junior and Senior year, I made some really nice and amazing friends and they accepted me for who I was. Even though I didn't have that much friends, back in high school, I was happy with the friends that I did have. And I learned that not everyone will like me. There will be some people that like me, and accept me for who I am, but not everyone is like that. I also learned that, it's okay to fail sometimes, as long as you try your hardest. Sometimes when you fail, you can get back up and keep going until you make it.

I learned that I'd rather fail, then never try. I learned that popularity is not always everything. What really matters is your personality, and your attitude, and how you get along with others. Everyone is beautiful just the way they are, inside and outside. I learned that I am never alone; no matter how much it feels like it. When I was younger I used to care about fitting in with the other kids, and I used to try so hard just to be other people’s friends. But no matter how hard I tried, it was still hard to fit in with the others.

But then as I grew older and I entered into high school, I stopped caring about fitting in with others. Because I realized that I like being different. I liked being different, because it’s me, and I am growing up as an artist, and I am born to stand out. Being different is good, because everyone in different, and that’s what makes us all unique. It’s okay to mess up sometimes, because we are all only human, and we all make mistakes. It’s alright to make mistakes as long as you learn from them.

No one in this world is perfect. I learned that sometimes, it’s okay to put yourself before others and just focus on your own self. Studying is good, but don’t let it stress you out. Sometimes, you just have to try your hardest, and even if you fail, at least you tried. Sometimes, people change but it’s okay because there will be new people. I learned, that no matter what happens; you should always believe in yourself. Because confidence and patience is the key to life and if you think negatively then it might lead you to failing. You can’t expect to pass in something, if you don’t think positively.

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Thanks

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Thanks

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I think it's fine


I just want to finish this essay XD

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I hate essays

I love writing, but I hate essays

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I wrote a college essay once in English last year, and I got a 90

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it's the only essay I got a higher grade on

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guys I think I'm gonna turn essay in now.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I like essays.

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I like the creative part of writing

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done with the application process, I just have to get a form to my high school, so they can send my transcript to the AMDA

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And I also have to do a recommendation form, I have to get a recommendation from a teacher, director, or other qualified person or anyone that is familiar with my work and potiential, as an actor, singer, or dancer.

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ok, I lost count of how many times Ben Bruce liked my comments

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I had a bvb dream last night and it felt so real

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also I think I found a name for my band


it's fire and ice

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idk if it's a good name or not

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dammit that name is taken :(

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it seemed like a really good name

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I'm looking for either a name with phoenix or fire in it

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I want fire because we all have fire burning inside us and no one can make that fire go away


Phoenix because they reborn from the ashes. And I love phoenixes

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maybe I'll do a synonym of fire

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So I'm not 100 % sure that I might get into AMDA, but I don't want to think about the negative stuff

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Because I think I might have the potential

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I'm not trying to brag

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I say I might have the potential, because I might not be the best singer or actress in the world, and I might be shy but if there is one thing about me

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I don't give up easily

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if I fall I'm gonna get back up

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there is a fire burning inside of me rn

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no one/nothing can put that fire out

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I have my eye on that college, and I might not always get what I want but I can work for it

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I am a leo

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I have the traits of a Lion

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a Lion is fierce and courageous

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I may be shy but I can get out there if I want to

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And I want to do this

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trying to act out the monologue that I'm doing for the audition

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so the monologue I'm doing is about a breaking heart and it has crying in it and idk how to fake cry and make it look real

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I'm new at acting so

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I did do some acting out lines for fun with my anime club friends but still...

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fake crying is hard

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especially when you are trying to make it look real

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I need some acting classes

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I start voice lessons tomorrow

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maybe I'll tell my teacher about AMDA and about me wanting to sing and act

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idk what time it is tho