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[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish fictional worlds was real

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CC said on twitter that he cares about us all

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his exact tweet:

Hey you! yeah you! I care about you and thanks for listening! #sometimesyouneedtohearit

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I love him

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Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "I wish fictional worlds was real"

Same. (Which worlds are you referring too?)"

Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, and any of the fictional worlds

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "I wish fictional worlds was real"

Same. (Which worlds are you referring too?)"

Harry Potter..."

I kind of want to be in Hunger games and the Maze runner XD don't judge me

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ugh my suicidal thoughts are back :(

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Why are they back?

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I don't want to think like that
But I can't control my thoughts

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I don't want to die, not just yet. I've got a lot of things to do

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I hate depression.

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I won't. I have ppl and things I love and I love them too much and I don't wanna leave them.

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I was doing so good.....

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but then I fell, emotionally

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there is a 27 year old guy in my history class and I'm 18 years old

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he was sitting next to me today

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and I was like thinking, "why would he sit next to me?"

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my thoughts are evil sometimes

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for some reason me and that guy caught eye contact with each other more than once. Same thing happened last week and the week before O_O

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and no, I don't like him, like that

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He is 27

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he is WAY too old

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I know age is just a number but for me it depends on the age difference

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I want someone that's close to my age.

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besides I love Jon

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OMFG

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BVB JUST ANNOUNCED TOUR DATES FOR BOTH US AND UK

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BVB AND ASKING ALEXANDRIA ARE TOURING TOGETHER

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BVB IS COMING TO DALLAS ON 2/16 I CAN'T WAIT

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awww

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Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "BVB IS COMING TO DALLAS ON 2/16 I CAN'T WAIT"

Cool!

Do you think you're gonna get to go?"

I'm not sure but I'm gonna be begging my mom to let me go. She has to come with me tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

hopefully I can go.

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I don't usually ask for things often

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the ticket sales come out tomorrow

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oh yeah I also have to attend another concert this semester for my music class so I have to get tickets for that as well

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and concerts are expensive

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But I really want to go to the bvb concert in Feb

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Whoops I accidentally put too much hot sauce on my sandwich

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I think I'm gonna wait a while before looking for band members. because I start voice lessons on Sunday

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Maybe I'll start looking in Jan or the summer of next year or after I transfer to UTD next year

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in the mean time I'll just work on doing covers and practice my singing that way I can prepare myself

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and as for finding a band name, maybe I'll wait a while until I find band members and then we can find a band name together

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ugh I forgot my journal on Friday so I couldn't turn it in.

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and my teacher asked me where is my journal

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I hate myself sometimes

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I feel like I can't do anything right

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I'm a college student

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I shouldn't be forgetting things but it wasn't on my mind

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idk what to do

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Idk if I want to stay in college