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[kavi ~he-him~]

I should be getting better now, like better than before

[kavi ~he-him~]

but no

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes the pain never goes away

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes you just learn to live with it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've gotten used to fighting my battle

[kavi ~he-him~]

used to being depressed

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't feel up to doing much rn other than listening to music or reading

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm tired of fighting.

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I have to keep fighting

[kavi ~he-him~]

I haven't scratched myself since last November or December

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes I get the urge to do it again but I don't do it, I don't want to

[kavi ~he-him~]

I turned to music for help

[kavi ~he-him~]

bvb

[kavi ~he-him~]

I swear bvb is magical

[kavi ~he-him~]

overtime I listen to a bvb or an Andy black song, it calms me down

[kavi ~he-him~]

bvb gives me hope to keep fighting

[kavi ~he-him~]

Why haven't I discovered BVB before last year

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish I did

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's not only bvb because there are other bands that help me, but mostly bvb

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I'm fine now, but I'm not sure

[kavi ~he-him~]

Depression sucks

Anxiety sucks

but having them both at the same time sucks even more

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I wish I could meet all the bvb guys, aka my heroes

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks Lillian *hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

when I'm reading a story on a site and the characters are talking about sex, or there is a sex scene, or something like that and I'm just sitting here, not knowing how to feel. #asexual problems

[kavi ~he-him~]

I do love reading those stories tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

tho I get a little....uncomfortable....but I still love those stories

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could b worse

[kavi ~he-him~]

true

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've read smuts before

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I do have a dirty mind

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but not like nerdy lol

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't think dirty all the time

[kavi ~he-him~]

only when I see something, that makes me think dirty

[kavi ~he-him~]

that sentence makes no sense

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not innocent tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

as I said before, I don't have any sexual desires

[kavi ~he-him~]

WTH I HAVE 721 FOLLOWERS ON TWITTER

[kavi ~he-him~]

HOW?????

[kavi ~he-him~]

I ONLY JOINED TWITTER, 6 MONTHS AGO!!! HOW DO I HAVE THAY MANY FOLLOWERS ALREADY!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I didn't expect to get that many followers x.x

[kavi ~he-him~]

which of the 7 deadly sins are you?

https://www.quotev.com/quiz/8074467/W...

I tied with Envy, Sloth, Gluttony and Lust, XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have lust for food

[kavi ~he-him~]

especially sweets XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I do get jealous of other ppl sometimes not not too jealous, to the point where I'm gonna hurt them, I would never hurt anyone no matter what happens.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I get jealous of ppl sometimes cause I have low-self esteem, like REALLY low

[kavi ~he-him~]

I sometimes get jealous of Andy and Juliet even tho I love them both because of their love, and Juliet is pretty

[kavi ~he-him~]

prettier than me

[kavi ~he-him~]

for me, everyone is beautiful

[kavi ~he-him~]

but when it comes to me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not that beautiful compared to others