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[kavi ~he-him~]

I love phoenixes and Dragons tho

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I love phoenix's so Im gonna try and get that

[kavi ~he-him~]

September 24th, 2015

I first saw Jon

September 25th, 2015

Me and Jonathan first met

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk what I want rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to be with Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

but at the same time I don't want to be in a relationship rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was reading asexualproblems on the asexuality community site yesterday

[kavi ~he-him~]

but yeah in one of the bvbarmy chats I'm in, someone posted something with smut, and I've read smuts before, and I don't know how to feel about those things....

[kavi ~he-him~]

true love is an amazing feeling

[kavi ~he-him~]

I haven't seen Jon in 3 months

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love cake

[kavi ~he-him~]

cake is my true love XD jk jk

[kavi ~he-him~]

cake is a symbol of the asexuality community I think

[kavi ~he-him~]

when I first joined the asexuality community site, some ppl welcomed me with a pic of cake


I love cake

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm hungry for cake now XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm craving some cuddles XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love cuddling

[kavi ~he-him~]

cuddling is my fav part in the relationship, whether it's romantic or platonic

[kavi ~he-him~]

ughhhhh

[kavi ~he-him~]

reading asexual problems, and ughhhhhh

[kavi ~he-him~]

some of them are relatable

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want kids but I don't want kids

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to adopt, but at the same time I want my own blood kids

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I HATE sex ughhhhhh

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to be in a romantic relationship but at the same time I don't want to be in one rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk what I want rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate society

[kavi ~he-him~]

the real thing is

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to be in a romantic relationship but I don't want to be in a romantic relationship, rn because I'm scared

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm scared that the relationship might lead to something more or the guy might leave or something, because I won't be able to give them what they would want, because I'm asexual

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need a guy that will accept me for who I am and won't force me into doing something I'm uncomfortable, or won't leave me just because I can't give him what he wants

[kavi ~he-him~]

guys like that are hard to find

[L.C.]

Ikr but never settle for anything less than what you deserve. If they try to pressure you into doing something and you say no and they threaten to leave, then they don't deserve you. That's how I see it.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm angry

[kavi ~he-him~]

my best friend on twitter was telling CC about her problems

[kavi ~he-him~]

and then this random person goes and says that she's making up and calls her a faker >.<

[kavi ~he-him~]

what is wrong with ppl?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I HATE those kind of ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

you can't just call someone a faker for something when you HAVEN'T been their shoes, and you DON'T know them irl

[kavi ~he-him~]

If you don't know their story, then DON'T judge them

[kavi ~he-him~]

we ran out of cake :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

my parents are fighting

[kavi ~he-him~]

They stopped

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I feel scared

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish I could go to LA rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I'm stuck in college and I HAVE to finish college

[kavi ~he-him~]

But LA

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel dead inside

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk why