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kavi ~he-him~
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Sep 13, 2017 08:27PM
I can feel a really strong pull towards him
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AHH MY SHIP IS HAPPENING, My character Mekaru, and Craig (her friend also someone I'm rping with and I'm shipping both Mekaru and Craig) were holding hands, they are not together yet, but they are best friends
Craig Baxter 2 days ago"Yeah," Craig smiled. "I only have 2 friends from when I was back at muggle school as I have something called autism and social anxiety which affects me making friends."
Mekaru Black 2 days ago
"Nice to meet you too," Mekaru smiled. "That would be awesome."
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
"It's nice to meet you," he smiled back. "Maybe we could be friends."
Mekaru Black 2 days ago
"It's okay," she smiled. "I'm a first year too."
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
"My name's Craig Baxter and I'm feeling a bit nervous since I'm a first year and I never expected Hogwarts to be so big," he smiled starting to feel a bit more comfortable.
Mekaru Black 2 days ago
"I'm good, what about you?" she smiled. "I'm Mekaru Black, by the way. What's your name?"
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
"Hi there, how are you?" he smiled back, still a bit nervous.
Mekaru Black 2 days ago
Mekaru got up from her seat, and walked over to Craig and sat down next to him. "Hey," she smiled.
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
Craig waves back at Mekaru still smiling nervously.
Karah Hamington 2 days ago
Bored, Karah glanced at the people around before deciding that the aatmosphere was no fun anymore. She finished her lunch and gathered her things, before heading out the Great Hall.
Mekaru Black 2 days ago
Mekaru looked over at Craig and waved to him, with a smile.
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
Craig sits down and smiles nervously. "Hi" he says feeling shy.
Mekaru Black about 9 hours ago"Chicken is delicious," she said, happily, as she reach over to take some chicken from the table.
Craig Baxter about 19 hours ago
"Yeah I love chicken," Craig said with a big smile.
Mekaru Black a day ago
"You love chicken too?" Mekaru said, with a smile.
Craig Baxter a day ago
Craig smiled back. He was glad he had made a new friend too. "Oooh chicken" he said with a big smile on his face while grabbing for some
Mekaru Black a day ago
"Of course!!" Mekaru smiled. She was happy that she made a new friend.
Craig Baxter a day ago
"I guess we're not so different then," he smiled. "I've brought some muggle things to experiment my magic on in my spare time. Wanna come up to the Common Room later and see?"
Mekaru Black a day ago
"I love hugs, but I only like hugs from my friends and family," she admitted. "But I don't like it if it's from someone I don't know."
Craig Baxter a day ago
"I don't usually let people touch me," Craig explained. "The only exception is family and friends," he smiled. "And we're definitely friends so it's all cool beans," he said with a big smile.
Mekaru Black a day ago
Mekaru smiled and pulled away. "I am a big fan of hugs," she admitted.
Craig Baxter a day ago
Craig continues hugging. "I can't remember the last time anyone hugged me apart from my mum and dad."
Wolf Freed 2 days ago
Wolf sits against the wall.
Mekaru Black 2 days ago
"No problem," she smiled as she continued to hug him. "That's what friends are for."
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
"Thanks," he smiled, hugging tighter still crying tears of joy. "You're the first person here that hasn't mistook me for a girl cos of my really long hair."
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
Craig felt uncomfortable at first as he'd only just met Mekaru and didn't really like people touching him without knowing them all that well. But he felt he could trust her because she was now a friend and hugged her back with a big smile while crying tears of joy.
Mekaru Black 2 days ago
Mekaru smiled and pulled him into a hug.
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
"Thanks," Craig smiled, trying not to cry tears of joy.
Mekaru Black 2 days ago
"It's alright. We're friends." She smiled.
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
"I've always loved mixing muggle technology with magic. My parents always called me a prodigy. I found out I was a wizard when I was 5 when I accidentally blew up the TV while I was doing nothing but watching it. My parents received a letter from the ministry of magic later that night informing me that I was a wizard. I remember crying so much that night cos I thought I was in a lot of trouble. My parents thought it was a practical joke at first and that the TV was faulty. But after calling the authorities and being put through so many departments they confirmed it was true. I managed to control my magic better since then," Craig beamed, feeling glad that someone took an interest in him. He suddenly felt worried and anxious again saying "Oh no, I've done it again. I've rambled on. I'm sorry."
Craig Baxter 2 days ago
"Don't be sorry, you've done nothing wrong," Craig smiled. "I'm muggle born. In fact my entire family history have been muggles. I'm the first ever wizard in my family line. They always say how proud they are of me. Get's a bit annoying after a while but what can you do," he chuckled.
Mekaru Black 2 days ago
"Aww, sorry to hear that," she gave him a sad smile. "I didn't have much friends in the muggle world either. I'm a half-blood, my father is a pure-blood, and my mother is a muggle-born. But I grew up in the muggle world with my grandparents on my mother's side."
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.........*Sighs* I forgot I have to do this nowadays when changing a name.Kavy.....I changed my name to Raven.
Mekaru Black about 2 hours ago"Thank you Craig," she said. "I really like you too. I'm sorry to hear that." She pulled him into a hug.
Craig Baxter about 4 hours ago
"I don't think you're boring at all Mekaru, smiled Craig. "I really like you. I think you're the first real friend I've ever had. Even those two muggle friends I mentioned earlier I only really hung with cos I was lonely and they seemed interesting. I think they saw me as annoying. I used to be bullied quite a lot too cos of my autism and social anxiety and the fact I was different. Also probably cos I never wear shoes either. People there used to call me things like 'freaky hippie'."
Mekaru Black about 4 hours ago
"That seems like fun," she said. "I've never really played video games before. Sorry I'm kind of boring."
Craig Baxter about 4 hours ago
"It's a type of video game console which is another muggle invention that plays things called video games where you can control characters in different worlds depending on the game. In some games you can even play with or against other people from nearby or far away," Craig explained.
Mekaru Black about 4 hours ago
"Not really," she admitted.
Craig Baxter about 4 hours ago
"I'll show you all the cool things you can do with it," Craig smiled. "Have you heard of a Playstation 4 as well?" he asked her.
Mekaru Black about 5 hours ago
"Yeah I've heard of them," she said. "I grew up in the muggle world. My grandparents had one but I've never really used one before."
Craig Baxter about 5 hours ago
"Ever heard of an iPhone?" he asked her. "It's this cool muggle invention that let's you talk to people from far away while you hear their voice. It can do loads of other cool stuff too. I always like mixing my magic with it," he smiled.
Mekaru Black about 5 hours ago
"You're my new best friend too!" she said, happily.
Craig Baxter about 6 hours ago
"You're my new best friend," Craig said to her with a big smile on his face.
Mekaru Black about 6 hours ago
Mekaru walked next to him and smiled up at him, as she held his hands in hers.
Craig Baxter about 6 hours ago
Craig walked alongside her enjoying the varying textures of the castle underneath his bare feet. He looked at her and smiled as he took her hand.
Mekaru Black about 6 hours ago
Mekaru smiled at him, and she headed out of the Great hall and towards the Gryffindor room.
Craig Baxter about 6 hours ago
"Cool," said Craig with a big smile as he also stood up placing his bare feet on the nice cool stone floor. "Let's go together."
Mekaru Black about 7 hours ago
"Sure!!" she smiled, as she stood up from her seat.
Craig Baxter about 7 hours ago
"I might go back to the common when I've finished and experiment magic on my muggle things," smiled Craig. "Wanna come?"
Mekaru Black about 7 hours ago
"This is so amazing!!" she said, excitedly.
Mekaru Black about 7 hours ago
"I know right!!" Mekaru smiled.
Craig Baxter about 7 hours ago
"Oh my god," Craig smiled. "We have so much in common."
Mekaru Black about 8 hours ago
"Same here!!!" Her eyes lit up when she heard chocolate. "I'm obsessed with chocolate."
Craig Baxter about 8 hours ago
"Definitely," Craig said, stuffing his face full of chicken. "I love chocolate too."
LOOK AT THOSE TWO MY SHIP IS ABOUT TO SAIL
tbh tho I'm kind of confused about my sexuality rn
I think I might be asexual but idk for sure
I love romance and I do have romantic feelings and I'm fine with cuddling and kissing, but I hate sex, and it terrifies me and I'm just not into it. I don't think I will be into it
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "I love romance and I do have romantic feelings and I'm fine with cuddling and kissing, but I hate sex, and it terrifies me and I'm just not into it. I don't think I will be into it"Hey Kavy! I haven't talked to you in so long! How've you been? I happened to come across this on my feed so I decided to check it out :)
As for your comment, I think it's totally normal not to know for sure. I'm a third year in college and many of my classmates are still coming to terms with what their preferences are. If you're not sure what your sexuality is, don't worry. There's plenty of time to figure all that stuff out :)
(P.S. If you ever wanna talk about anything, feel free to shoot me a PM whenever!)
LC IT'S BEEN SO LONG I've been good wbuThank you L.C.
I found a site that has an asexual communities
woah I got outstanding in my Hogwarts hw
so I joined that asexual community site. And I did some questionings and I asked for help and someone helped me out and she said that it sounds like I am asexual.
so I guess it's official then
but that person also said that I have to decide for my own self
and I feel like I am asexual.
romantic attraction and sexual attractions are different things
I'm asexual, but I can still have romantic attractions or desires for someone
I'm fine with cuddling and kissing or anything that doesn't involve sex
I'm asexual but idk about Jon
I still have romantic feelings for him, and I want to be in a relationship but idk about him
idk if he is asexual or not and it's gonna be hard
and I do want kids of my own but at the same time I don't want one
Maybe I'll adopt a kid instead
I just made a group for the LGBT+ members and supporters, but I think I'm gonna need help with it
I feel really happy rn idk why
All you have to do is invite me to the group
I just told my cousin about my sexuality
I feel like I can just tell her anything
but I haven't told my parents yet and Idk when or how I'm gonna do that
I'm gonna mark today as an important because today is the day I officially found out I'm asexual
also this month, 5 years ago, was the month I started reading Harry Potter and I became obsessed with it I think I don't remember. I was 13 when I first read those books
I'm so happy for you Kavy!!!!<3 I'm glad you got the answers you needed! :D
September 15, 2017:I came out as asexual heteroromantic
PPL STOP KILLING AND HATING ON EACH OTHER AND JUST LOVE EACH OTHER ALREADY
it's personal
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