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[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate having overprotective parents

[kavi ~he-him~]

why are my parents still overprotective??? I am 18 YEARS old, I am a LEGAL adult.

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I had to leave my chats on twitter and Insta because of them

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I will be back in those chats in a couple of days

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but those ppl are like a family to me

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They understand me and they'd been there so many times for me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't wanna lose those ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm breaking inside and Idk what to do

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate happiness

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I want to be happy

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but everytime I'm happy it doesn't last long

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something comes in the way

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I want to be with my friends my true friends even if they are so far away from me

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Yes there are bad ppl on the internet but not everyone is bad

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I've met so many amazing ppl on here

[kavi ~he-him~]

I once thought about running away cause of the overprotectiveness but I can't

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't take the overprotectiveness

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love my parents but they go to far with their overprotectiveness

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love taking risks

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I want to be able to take risks and make mistakes because other wise I won't learn

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's okay to be protective but not TOO over protective

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need my freedom to be able to do whatever I want

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yes there are consequences

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I have to learn

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it's the only way I'll be able to grow

[kavi ~he-him~]

Elias wrote: "If they are over protective and they dont let you experience things for yourself then you will never learn how the world works and you wont know how to fend for yourself when you are on your own. I..."

Exactly!! tho I have rebelled and I continued to go on the internet and talk to my friends on here but still....I wish my parents will understand....

[kavi ~he-him~]

that's one of the reason I want to go to LA

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because I can experience things and learn from them, yes there will be challenges but I'll learn from them

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and I can't rely on others all the times because there are some things that I have to do by myself

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and other ppl won't be there all the time and my parents can't be there all the time

[kavi ~he-him~]

being overprotective doesn't actually help the kids because they have to learn how the world works and stuff

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❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "I need my freedom to be able to do whatever I want"

Same!

[kavi ~he-him~]

omg my character Mekaru and her new friend Craig, (he's someone else's character) ARE SO CUTE! I SHIP I SHIP

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss Jon

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it's been two months since I talked to him, except when on the anime club chat on kik, I said that my cousin illegally downloaded photoshop and Jon responded to it, and I wished him happy birthday in the chat but that's it

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I haven't seen him in person in 3 months

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but he's always lingering in the back of my mind and I daydream about us (that probably sounds creepy) but I just can't stop. I love him too much

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I was considering on moving on again the other day because I'm moving to LA in an couple of years anyways, and I don't wanna leave him hanging but I can't move on

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'd made the decision of letting him go but keeping our friendship a few times because I wanted him to be happy but it didn't work

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't want to move on but I don't wanna leave him hanging because I'm still moving to LA and I don't want to stay here

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is this what love is?

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is this true love?

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What is this feeling? why can't I move on?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't want to move on, because I love him but at the same time I do because I don't know about him because it's been more than a year even tho we're still best friends

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but something won't let me move on

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I sometimes doubt that we are meant to be together because we're not together rn

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and it's been so long since the break up, even tho my gut feeling says it

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but then again I guess even if we are meant to be together break ups can happen.

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I feel something in my heart trying to tug me towards him

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like a pull