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[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss my friends from high school

[kavi ~he-him~]

I made it through the first week of school

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I didn't make any friends yet

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss Alana, Annette, Carlos, David, Jon, and everyone else

[kavi ~he-him~]

We're still in touch we're still in the anime group chat

[kavi ~he-him~]

But it's not the same

[kavi ~he-him~]

I always had difficulties making friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

But still

[kavi ~he-him~]

I made a group chat for artists on Insta and I added Alana and Annette to it

[kavi ~he-him~]

Annette said she misses me

[kavi ~he-him~]

Why do we have to grow up?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I guess it's inevitable tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's the hardest part of leaving high school

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I haven't been on here too much lately

[kavi ~he-him~]

I do come on everyday but I don't stay for too long

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I'm dying for the new bvb album to come out

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need new music!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

um, that guy is back

[kavi ~he-him~]

that random guy that keeps coming up to me, and I don't even know that guy so I ignore him and he says I'm rude because I'm not talking to him -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not being rude, I DON'T KNOW HIM

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I have to get up at 6:30 because I have a class at 8:30 >.< it's my only class, it's only one day per week, BUT STILL I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like I'm falling again

[kavi ~he-him~]

>.< I was doing so good

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate depression'
I hate anxiety
I just want to be free

[kavi ~he-him~]

My depression isn't gone I'm still struggling but I was doing better

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I feel like I'm falling

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like it mostly at night time tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I guess night time is when my demons come

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm just hoping that nothing bad is gonna happen this year, I don't want to get hurt again

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate my past

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need to stop overthinking

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Oh I have a random story for you Kavy if you wanna hear.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon-Cynonic- wrote: "Oh I have a random story for you Kavy if you wanna hear."

what is it?

[kavi ~he-him~]

the thing about me is

[kavi ~he-him~]

I never complain

[kavi ~he-him~]

or at least I don't complain about my problems often

[kavi ~he-him~]

on here, I'll complain sometimes

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I was walking from a friend's house and there where these two guys riding a bike and one asked me for my phone number and Im like no because 1 I have a boyfriend 2 I can't really call and text on my phone and 3 I didn't even know the guy

[kavi ~he-him~]

but irl, I won't complain, idk how to, I'm like that person that tries to keep a smile and be happy because I don't want anyone else to worry

[kavi ~he-him~]

even tho the smile and happiness is fake

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon-Cynonic- wrote: "I was walking from a friend's house and there where these two guys riding a bike and one asked me for my phone number and Im like no because 1 I have a boyfriend 2 I can't really call and text on m..."

wow O-O

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

You have to be smiling truly when with us awesome fellow GR members that is your friend.....right? Please say your happiness on GR isn't fake but real

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's not healthy for me, because I do need to complain once in a while, it's not healthy keeping things to yourself

[Robyn-]

helloooo

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "Hi Kavy!

Hey Kavy, do you want to hear a really random and funny story?"

Yes pls!!

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "it's not healthy for me, because I do need to complain once in a while, it's not healthy keeping things to yourself"

I know how that feels. I ended up bottling up my sadness, then all of a sudden I started crying, I had kept most of my sadness bottled up since 1st grade and I still cry from memories of being bullied, memories that hurt and feel like tons of needles stabbed into my heart. I replace my sorrow with a cheerful look

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sylveon-Cynonic- wrote: "You have to be smiling truly when with us awesome fellow GR members that is your friend.....right? Please say your happiness on GR isn't fake but real"

my happiness on GR is real

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I'm still struggling, I haven't fully healed from my emotional pain yet

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I don't think I will fully heal

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've been fighting my battle for so long