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[kavi ~he-him~]

this one time in 9th grade I was friends with this one guy, we were just friends and I just liked him as a friend, and then two of my other friends kept asking if I had a crush on the guy friend, and I kept saying we were just friends, and they wouldn't believe me >.< I didn't like him that way

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "that awkward moment when you have a guy friend and then one of your friends ask if you have a crush on the guy friend O_O"

You understand!!

Oh, and hi..."

YES XD

LILLIAN

[kavi ~he-him~]

nothing much wbu

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "this one time in 9th grade I was friends with this one guy, we were just friends and I just liked him as a friend, and then two of my other friends kept asking if I had a crush on the guy friend, a..."


and I'm like thinking, I'm allowed to have guy friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh so many flies here

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan has a lot of friends that are girls, I do get a little jealous of them cause I love Jon, but I am okay with him having friends that are girls cause I know they are just friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

if my future bf/husband isn't okay with me having guy friends than I'm gonna leave that guy

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "Same.

I miss Gavin, and I should be sleeping. That's just about it."

awww

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss Jon I might not get to see him much this semester cause I'm only taking two courses this semester

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I miss my big brother

[kavi ~he-him~]

like he's not really my big brother but he's like a big brother to me because he's married to my cousin

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss Jon's hugs
And I miss my big bro's hugs

[kavi ~he-him~]

unfortunately my big bro and my cousins lives all the way in australia

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "I miss Jon I might not get to see him much this semester cause I'm only taking two courses this semester"

College courses?"

Yeah

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm taking psychology on monday and wednesday and music on monday, wednesday, and friday, so I'm mostly free this semester

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I can't listen to Linkin park the same way again because of the lead singer, Chester Bennington's death, I love Linkin park but everytime I listen to it I feel sad.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know I've said this before but....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Dear people,

Suicide is NEVER the answer. If you leave, you'd be affecting a lot of people in your life. You'll be hurting the people you love and care about. Suicide isn't going to eliminate your pain, it's only going to pass it on to everyone around you. Trust me, I know what it's like to be on the edge, I'd been there before, but I thought about my friends and the ppl I love and the things I love and so I stay because of them. And also think about this, think about the books you love, the animes/tv show and movies you watch, think about so many things you want to do. Think about the books that you'd been waiting for to come out and the ones that you'd been wanting to read. if you leave, you'd never be able read those books, or watch any new animes, tv shows, or movies, you'd never be able do the things you want to do, you'd be missing out on so many things. There will ALWAYS be someone out there that truly cares for you, and they will suffer if you're gone. So pls, hang in there and stay strong, there are other ways out. Things may be bad now, but they can't be bad forever. Patience is the key.

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's jake pitts from bvb's birthday

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm craving for waffles rn, I haven't had them in a while

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have a waffle maker but I haven't used it in a really long time

[kavi ~he-him~]

I made waffles :D they are good

[kavi ~he-him~]

College ppl are so nice

[kavi ~he-him~]

so they ran out of eclipse glasses so I couldn't get one myself

[kavi ~he-him~]

so my parents and I went to UTD because they had some glasses but they ran out

[kavi ~he-him~]

but some ppl let us borrow their glasses so I got to see the eclipse

[kavi ~he-him~]

They were so nice

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait to go to that uni in one year

[kavi ~he-him~]

the only things I'm worrying rn is money

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "the only things I'm worrying rn is money"

same"

Hey Lillian, sorry for the late response

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm in my crazyness mode now

[kavi ~he-him~]

when I'm in this mood i can be really crazy and random

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm weird

[kavi ~he-him~]

in a good way

[kavi ~he-him~]

but when I'm around my friends whether they're online or irl, I can be even more weird and crazy

[kavi ~he-him~]

like that time I wanted to marry my cookie

[kavi ~he-him~]

is it bad I've felt bad for the food cause they exist only to get eaten XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've also thought about what it'd be like if I was a cookie XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

also that one time in anime club I said that everyone's names is bob, and then I went over to Jon and called him bob cause I was in my crazy mode, and then I put bob in my name on GR XD because of that time, and I was too crazy

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm funny

[kavi ~he-him~]

I really need to get back to my writings

[kavi ~he-him~]

I had to miss camp Nano for July because I was in Australia for two weeks and I didn't have much time

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I kind of needed it because I'm behind on my work

[kavi ~he-him~]

both of my books

[kavi ~he-him~]

on my first book I'm on the 4th chapter and on my 2nd book I'm on the 1st chapter.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I failed one of my goals :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel bad

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was supposed to finish my 1st book this summer and publish it, at least I was planning to, but I didn't and I'm too behind

[kavi ~he-him~]

I got writer's block

[kavi ~he-him~]

the hardest part in writing is keep writing